I'm not really sure if this goes under Kyron, Zahra or if it goes anywhere.. I was trying to meditate on Zahra this morning but my mind was really chattering making it hard to focus. I was thinking about how circumstances turned so badly for Zahra in the last couple of years. If only she had remained with her grandmother in Australia. Then I got to thinking about her being from Australia, and what a coincidence that so is this horse guy I've been watching on tv, Clinton Anderson. My husband ran across his show one day and I've been watching it a lot trying to get pointers and new ideas about training my horses. Yesterday I was watching one of his shows and the was talking about how to be safe, or react safely if a horse spooks and/or bolts. He was talking about a situation where he was riding through some really tall grass, almost up to the horses belly, when the horse spooked and took off and how this technique saved his life. He said that when he got the horse stopped he realized that just a few more feet and the horse would have fallen into a 10' well hidden by the grass and they both would surly have been killed. That, of course, made me think of Kyron.
This morning I was getting frustrated with not being able to pinpoint exactly where Zahra or Kyron are. And I have to admit I was getting a little discouraged. How much help does any of this offer? Then I was reminded about a case I worked on a few months ago. Rick Steele went missing and even though they had a starting place, where they found his dogs, they couldn't find him. I was contacted by a friend of his to see if I could help. There were several theories from his falling into a canal, running off or foul play. She didn't tell me this at first, she just wanted my feelings. I told her I felt he was deceased and trapped under the water after which she told me that that was one theory but they had searched the canal and didn't find a body. I told her he was there but his body was trapped and when it broke free they would find him. They found him in the canal, at a grate, a few weeks later. Then I remembered seeing this orange fence, like a construction fence and I wondered how did that play into this case? Was it that the fence that is meant to hold back the debris on a construction site vs the grate meant to keep things from going to the river? And then ORANGE, all this was leading me to orange.. very weird I know.. then 8 to 9.
Ok, so now I'm getting a feeling (or perhaps wishful thinking) that perhaps this is an indicator of getting close to finding Kyron. Orange to me, at least this time of year, reminds me of hunters. I have no idea what Portland's hunting seasons are. And why am I thinking Kyron except for the well? Could this be about Zahra? What are Hickory's hunting seasons? I don't know but one final thought was how the case of Kyron, especially in regard to TH/KH could take a major, dramatic turn if/when Kyron is found.
This all seems to be a round about way of telling me something. I'm hoping it's that one, or maybe both, of these children will be found sometime during hunting season, perhaps by hunters. Like I said, I was becoming frustrated and then all of this was just swirling around in my head and maybe its just wishful thinking. I hope not!