Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Stephanie Cudd, Pacheco, CA
12/15/10 - I started out seeing summer outside, daisys and playing, halloween, christmas. It made me think of childhood and then her feeling that her parents treated her like a child. Or she thought they did. And someone said to her, you aren't a child. Made her feel grown up. Jack.. my first thought was there we go again with Jack. Then it was sort of like "jack of all trades". I saw an image but it totally wasn't clear but for whatever reason I felt it was supposed to be a pirate. Then I think this may have come to me because of something my friend Laura said yesterday, I can't be sure, but it could be a theme restaurant. I saw TX, but I wanted to discount that. And then Jack again but this time it was like Cactus Jacks which was a tex-mex sort of restaurant we had here several years ago. That made me think of my favorite cousin Bernie who came to town one time and took me there for lunch. I started getting the feeling that perhaps this is some sort of relative or someone who made her feel like that. A distant family member or friend who made her feel safe enough to run away. Somewhere in here I also heard Westchester County.. could be remembering or thinking about the Las Vegas/Jean stuff..