The reason I felt this was for Holly was that it began with Manderin, which I got for Holly before. The I was reminded of something I got the other day when I just glanced at her photo on my table. I heard Andrew, almost like she whispered it. Then I heard Conway or Conaway. I typed this into google after the fact and I found an article that said her boyfriend's name was Drew? I do not know if that is short for Andrew or if its the same person, but it was almost nostalgic the way I heard it. I had written that down but never had a chance to look into it more.
Next I heard cycle. At first I thought Cycle Shop but I'm not sure. I started feeling like it could mean something like a life cycle, cycle of the moon, something like that. Again, not sure. For whatever reason I was drawn to the moon thing.. I picked up her picture and I simply asked "Are you even still alive?" I got "yes".. I really hope so!!!
When I found the info on the boyfriend it was like a double take on the photo.. not sure why. I do not want to start accusing anyone of anything, but somehow the cycle started feeling like a game.. could be something that ties into the boyfriend/brother. Again, not accusing but I wonder if their circle of friends have been checked out. Even if they don't know there is a connection, I feel there is a connection to someone who knows her. Looking at her picture again I hear Paige.. page? It briefly reminded me of Paige Johnson which makes me think person.