Around and about.... Zahra or Kyron?

I'm not really sure if this goes under Kyron, Zahra or if it goes anywhere..  I was trying to meditate on Zahra this morning but my mind was really chattering making it hard to focus.  I was thinking about how circumstances turned so badly for Zahra in the last couple of years.  If only she had remained with her grandmother in Australia.  Then I got to thinking about her being from Australia, and what a coincidence that so is this horse guy I've been watching on tv, Clinton Anderson.  My husband ran across his show one day and I've been watching it a lot trying to get pointers and new ideas about training my horses.  Yesterday I was watching one of his shows and the was talking about how to be safe, or react safely if a horse spooks and/or bolts.  He was talking about a situation where he was riding through some really tall grass, almost up to the horses belly, when the horse spooked and took off and how this technique saved his life.  He said that when he got the horse stopped he realized that just a few more feet and the horse would have fallen into a 10' well hidden by the grass and they both would surly have been killed.  That, of course, made me think of Kyron. 

This morning I was getting frustrated with not being able to pinpoint exactly where Zahra or Kyron are.  And I have to admit I was getting a little discouraged.  How much help does any of this offer? Then I was reminded about a case I worked on a few months ago.  Rick Steele went missing and even though they had a starting place, where they found his dogs, they couldn't find him. I was contacted by a friend of his to see if I could help.  There were several theories from his falling into a canal, running off or foul play.  She didn't tell me this at first, she just wanted my feelings.  I told her I felt he was deceased and trapped under the water after which she told me that that was one theory but they had searched the canal and didn't find a body.  I told her he was there but his body was trapped and when it broke free they would find him.  They found him in the canal, at a grate, a few weeks later.  Then I remembered seeing this orange fence, like a construction fence and I wondered how did that play into this case? Was it that the fence that is meant to hold back the debris on a construction site vs the grate meant to keep things from going to the river? And then ORANGE, all this was leading me to orange.. very weird I know.. then 8 to 9. 

Ok, so now I'm getting a feeling (or perhaps wishful thinking)  that perhaps this is an indicator of getting close to finding Kyron.  Orange to me, at least this time of year, reminds me of hunters.  I have no idea what Portland's hunting seasons are.  And why am I thinking Kyron except for the well?  Could this be about Zahra?  What are Hickory's hunting seasons? I don't know but one final thought was how the case of Kyron, especially in regard to TH/KH could take a major, dramatic turn if/when Kyron is found.

This all seems to be a round about way of telling me something.  I'm hoping it's that one, or maybe both, of these children will be found sometime during hunting season, perhaps by hunters.  Like I said, I was becoming frustrated and then all of this was just swirling around in my head and maybe its just wishful thinking.  I hope not!

Zahra Baker, Age 10

Zahra Baker, age 10 of Hickory, NC was reported missing on October 9, 2010.

The North Carolina Center for Missing Persons issued a statewide Amber Alert for 10 year old Zahra, who was last seen sleeping in her bedroom at 21 21st Ave. NW in Hickory at about 2:30 a.m.Saturday, October 9, 2010. No other information was given.


10/19/10 - When I started to meditate on Zahra I began feeling sick to my stomach.  Then I got a feeling that whatever happened to her came out of frustration.  I felt her sick and throwing up.  I heard the name Bessie or Bettie but it may have more to something I was working on yesterday rather than this case. I'm including it just in case.  But then I started seeing our Pastor in my mind and I wanted to call her Pastor Ann.. It kept coming through like that but then I realized our current Pastor is Karen.  Pastor Ann was a previous Pastor.  I have no idea what that means, if anything.  But I will describe her (Pastor Karen) to you.  She is older, 60's to 70's.  Grey hair, not as tall as me so under 5'4". Strong woman, medium build, great personality, glasses, deep voice.

10/22/10 - Whenever I think of 10/9 as being the date she went missing I immediately hear "the date she was reported missing".  Then I saw letters, I think iagr then I heard or saw Niagara.. and I heard "Did it".  But then that lead me to viagra for some reason??? I got a sick feeling and then I heard "piece of cake" but for some reason it felt like a location.  I was trying to see a location.  Where is she? I felt time, like there was time to hide her or make sure she wasn't found.  There was something that I can't remember, then key and scissors, like the scissors are the key?  It make me think a a friend who has a hair salon and hopefully will be able to add something here.  Or maybe what she comes up with will be the "key"? The I heard Super 7, but almost like 2 separate things. Once again, I feel these are maybe locations or a map of some sort.  I also saw an image but it felt like junk and I'm not really sure what it is. I was feeling wooded area but it didn't feel literal for some reason.  So I don't know if there is a wooded area or if she is hidden well.  Then when I tried to date the entry I wanted to write 8 instead of 10.  I don't know if August might mean something???

I have tried not to look into this story because I wanted a chance to work on it first.  But I need to mention that from the beginning I felt she was not kidnapped.  Someone in the family knows what happened to her.

Psychics Unite Forum - Zahra Baker

Paige Johnson - 10/15/10

10/15/10 - I don't know why I can't seem to focus on Paige.  I get a sense that it may be because I'm not supposed to as she may be alive and staying away.  I'm just not sure.   When I tried to focus on her I got a memory of a girl who ran away several months ago and was found hiding in her much older boyfriend's apartment.  Then my memory turned to when my twins shared a room and it made me wonder if she shared a room with her child.  Or was she feeling overwhelmed and trapped by her responsibilities?  I also got a name like Mark, or MK sound.. I have no idea what any of this means or if it is in any way helpful.

Paige Johnson - Covington, KY

Paige Johnson, age 17, went missing on September 23, 2010.

10/06/10 - I tried to meditate on Paige this morning but I didn't get much.  I was interrupted by  my son's nightmare.  I will try again but here is what I have gotten so far.

The very first thing I got was drugs, but not so much that she did them?? confused.  I heard the name Rick or an RK sounding name.I can't get a fix on alive or not.  I heard "shot up".  It felt a little like she was shot up, NOT did shoot up, with something but it was a fleeting feeling.  I could see a little stuffed penguin toy.  Then I could see a cup and at first I thought coffee but it came more into focus and I thought "no, tea".  Because it came into such much detail I wonder what it could mean.  It was a small china cup, not traditionally tea cup shaped (more mug) but small like a tea cup and a saucer.  Gold rimmed, pretty. 

I am only including this next part because I don't know if it fits as to Paige or fits as to a person that may know something...

I began feeling that the family is middle class or well off, but then a woman came to mind.  She came onto the blog one time and was very judgmental as to what I was doing.  She seemed to want me to prove something to her, even though she said over and over she didn't believe any of it, so I did a reading for her.  The thing with her was that my first impression of her family was taken over by another scene that played out in my head so I told her what I felt more strongly than the original feelings. I should have gone with my first impression because they were correct for her, and the stronger feelings turned out to be about the missing girl.  (That was later confirmed to me by a psychic that had worked closely with the girls father.)  Of course she didn't see that, only that what I said was not about her, and she was very offended and defensive.   The description was of a well to do family.  The girl had a privileged life and was very smart, pretty, talented but sad and insecure inside.  That did not show to the outside world though.  Her mother was controlling.  She loved her daughter but was demanding.  She gave her daughter "things" and support but seemed to want it to be about her.  Her father was doting and loving.  The parents were not together. 

Anyway, I have no idea if that means anything here or if it was just a random thought..  I'm including it just in case.

After all that I started to see something taking shape.  At first it seemed like hair, but just hair.. then it came more into focus and it was sticks, like a brush pile or something and then as it became denser it reminded me of those burrs that the animals get in their fur especially this time of year.  Woods? 

I keep feeling there was something else that I lost when my son woke up but I can't get it back. I will try again as soon as I can.

Paige's info at Psychics Unite forum