Brian's Dreams - Kyron Horman Case #866

I wanted to post a link for Brian Ladd's dream reading on Kyron Horman, Case #866.  I emailed Brian to get his permission post a link submitted by someone here on the blog.  Brian has graciously offered to link together the cases of children we have both worked on and I am going to do the same in the hope that more attention will come to these children.  Thanks Brian!!!

Brian's Dreams Case #866

Jermaine Davis, Age 10 - Pamplico, SC

Classified as:  Endangered Missing
Date Missing:  June 7, 2010
Missing From:  Pamplico, South Carolina
Missing Country: USA
DOB: 08/11/99
Age Now: 10

The other day I hit on a name in another case, Jermaine, and someone mentioned this boy.  I had just posted his picture on the site so I thought I would try to do a meditation on his and see if I could help.  I really hadn't seen or read the details so I'm a little confused as to what I got.

06/17/10 - Is he gone? Yes.. Was he taken? No  I mostly asked that because I had not read the details of his case.  I should have been more specific.  I could see a video game back in a little space, like it was not a game room, but a video game machine in another business.  It reminded me of CiCi's where I had taken my kids for a birthday party and they had a few games for the kids to play. I could see a boy, but not Jermaine.  He was red-headed and freckle faced.  He reminded me of a little boy who goes to school with my son.  The feeling I got was that Jermaine is very ornery, like this boy.  Sometimes gets into a little trouble.  His mom sometimes has trouble handling him.  But when she is not around, he is a lot more behaved.  I guess that describes most kids.

I saw a boy on a skate board.  Then I saw a dog and then there were more dogs.  They seemed to surround a small animal, curious at first and then start getting aggressive as more joined in.  It wasn't like a dog attack.  It was more like bullies.  The thought just keeps playing in my mind that they were not wolves but dogs.  The name Jack, then Jennifer.  I'm not sure if its just a J name or those are names connected.

I kept seeing a black woman, older I think.  Very striking in her appearance, to me anyway.  She wore a scarf around her head, a black shirt and a flowing very colorful skirt, almost tapestry looking for loss of a better way to describe it.  She had on a lot of jewelry, long heavy gold and beaded necklaces, earrings, bracelets.  She felt very mystic to me.  I just am at a loss for accurately describing her.  I was drawn to her appearance.

Then my thoughts shifted to a place with metal counters and shelves.  On the shelves were those very large cans of food, like in a restaurant or something but then I thought soup kitchen.  I wondered if someone connected to him did some type of volunteer work.  I think that is where the name Jennifer came in.

I began to see a beautiful, antique looking heart shaped locket.  The locket was gold and had some engraving on the front.  Maybe ties back in to the black woman.  Then I felt grandmotherly, like someone who wanted to take care of  him.

After I finished my meditation I looked at the information surrounding this boy.  I see that he is considered a runaway but LE and the media don't seem too be too overly concerned.  That is very sad.   He was in foster care and his foster mom is frantic.  They believe he may be looking for his mom who may be in jail.

I know I shouldn't analyze but I am going to a little.  The dogs I believe might point to the the trouble a little boy could get into all alone out there.  Older kids, or even adults come in sniffing around, realize he is a runaway and that there isn't a lot of focus on him? That could be very bad for this boy.

What I'm hoping about the black woman is that she represents someone who will help him.  Maybe give him food or shelter.  I pray that he finds his way to someone like this who will help him.  Other than that I feel this doesn't really offer many clues.  Unless someone recognizes something that will point in some direction, maybe the woman.

Kyron Horman

Kyron Horman, age 7, went missing from his school in Portland Oregon on June 4, 2010.

06/08/10 - When I first started to meditate, closed my eyes, I felt he may be in the school.  Sometimes I don't put too much weight on my very first impression but its worth mentioning. 

This kid has great energy.. I feel he may be gone but he keeps giving me the feeling he is alive.  I hear "Miss Alice". I can see a tunnel, its long and dark but with a glimmer of light coming through.  I don't feel "the tunnel" but an actual tunnel or dark space.  It feels like where he is.  I feel he is either still in the school or very close by.  I don't feel this will drag on. They will find him soon, if not today.  I heard a word but I can't make it out.  It has a wf sound like woof or wolf, warf??  I think it has something to do with his location.  I could see stairs, they felt concrete maybe, sturdy. And I think a railing, like an iron railing.  I can't tell if they are in the school but nearby where he is or the wf sound.  Whatever happened was an accident. I don't think someone took him, I think he wandered off.  He is insisting he is alive, he doesn't want to be in trouble. 

I wondered if they searched inside the school with dogs.  If not, they should.  Were there no cameras?  It seems with all the video these days, if he left the school it should have been caught on camera somewhere.  At the beginning when I tried to focus on what happened and I could see the mom, I wondered, but I don't feel she is involved in his disappearance.

Natalee Holloway - Meditations and Dreams through 2005

I mentioned in my first post about Natalee that I would go back and find more information and dates regarding my meditations.  Then I got slammed for not having stepped up 5 years ago.  I did, I tried repeatedly to contact someone.  That is when I learned that the authorities do not put much weight on "psychics".  And I quickly realized why..  I now realize that on a case like this they get literally hundreds, if not thousands of tips from psychics.  I also realize that there are some who don't seem to care who they hurt. 

That is sort of how this blog came about last year.  Its a place for me to place my thoughts, visions and dreams about missing children that is non-obtrusive.  Sometimes I make a contact if I feel there may be someone open to the information.  I have been found by families and law enforcement.  No one has to admit they are looking.. and if it helps then I'm doing my part.  I also invite others to share their information.  Its all about helping these children and their families.

That being said, and with the negative comment in mind, I am posting the journal entries I have found so far.  However, I have 5 years of journals to go through if I want to find everything that has come up since.

I do want to state for the record though, that my feelings about this case have evolved over the years.  I feel strongly that Natalee was taken.  I feel she was picked.  I feel that both Joran Van Der Slooth and his father were involved.  I feel they had been involved in the kidnapping/trafficking of young girls before Natalee. The Holloway's may not have found their daughter but I feel they may have saved others by their efforts and by putting the spot light on them.

In my original post I said that I was surprised about my visions about Natalee and wondered about why she was covered so heavily by the news vs. someone who hadn't created their circumstances, I didn't mean Natalee brought it on or even deserved what happened to her.  I guess I was thinking that it is naive to let these young people go to foreign countries and put themselves in dangerous situations, knowingly or not, and then be surprised when something bad happens. And I was thinking that a young child gets snatched off the street and gets NO coverage at all.. especially if they are boys. Why is that?  I meant no disrespect.

Anyway.. here is what I have found so far that I feel may be associated with Natalee....

06/13/05 -  I mentioned to Forrest last week that I had a feeling about that girl in Aruba.  I think there is no crime scene because she was not killed.   Perhaps kidnapped and being held for sexual purposes, either there or having been part of a ring.  That could also explain why no one will talk, but will admit being with her.  I just think she is still alive at this point.

06/19/05 – Yesterday I was looking at my mail and I pulled up a story about that girl in Aruba.  I feel as though she is still alive but those who have her are getting worried about the coverage. Those 3 boys were probably part of this but as pawns really.  She has been taken for a reason.  They were in it for the thrill or maybe just money but most likely both. They know there is no body to be found and fear the people who have her.  They feel their best chance of getting out of this is to just stay quiet and hope the law can’t prove anything.

06/23/05 – Today I was meditating and thinking about the Holloway girl in Aruba.  I saw a river like body of water, not too crooked, running between what I want to say are hilly islands.  I don’t know if it was an island or 2 hillsides but there is a house up on the hill and I think that is where she is.  I saw the name Donald.

06/29/05 – Meditation.. fish or dolphins, triangle, Bermuda?  Sailing, ear, Trista, it was sailing.. Martin, maybe St. Martin?  Islands.

06/30/09 – Today I was thinking about the Holloway girl again.  I see a river – what is a peninsula? High mountains on my left, perhaps opening out into the ocean, Bermuda.

07/01/05 – Clock, hands going between 9 and 10 o’clock.  Or more like from 10 back to 9.  The #9.  Man in a robe with a hobo stick,  Aruba.  Maybe 2 women.  Vicious teeth, dog, bondage.  Man or older boy climbing over bed, out of, branch.  That Van Der Sloot boy and a contact of some kind.

07/02/05 – Meditation.. butterfly, bird, rug.  A bird with a white head, sorta like a seagull but pointy beak.  A woman with a do.. puffy  hair, dressed in white shirt, slim straight knee length skirt.  50ish or maybe 60ish. 

Yesterday the clock brought me to the time zones.. back and forth instead of around the clock.  I looked it up and Aruba is exactly one hour behind Bermuda.  Thinking about this and trying to find pictures.  The name briarcliff – a college or school in NY is what I found.  Also a software company in NY I believe.  The pictures of Bermuda more closely resemble my vision of the hilly area where I can see the white house.

My visions of the man with the robe and the hobo stick could represent, at least to me, a cross between the Fool and the Hermit which takes me back to the rocky hills.  Ready to take a leap off a cliff.  The Hermit has a star trapped in his lantern, the girl?

07/03/05 – Meditation.. her being rolled up in something like fabric or packing material, cat.  Being guarded by dogs.  Blue and grey.  Briarcliff again.  Pink (last) Stables or long row of warehouses but it feels like stables?? The rolling up feels like it was at the start.  I still sense her being alive.

I was asking for signs yesterday that I should let someone know about this and I ended up seeing a house, high on a hill.  It resembled the picture of the way the house is situated in my dream.  Also, on the way back, a little hole in the wall place called Cliff Rock Inn, lounge, something like that.  That and my reading tells me its time to make a decision on whether to take action on this or not.  Its time to take a chance.

I did a reading and I asked for guidance. The Chariot Rx, 10 of Cups Rx, the 7 of Cups popped out while I was shuffling.   I thought if the Fool or the Hermit showed up then I would know for sure.  At that moment the Hermit popped out and as I continued the Knight of Wands fell out..

Take some action.  The 7 of Cups – make a decision to take some action of this matter.  I think the Chariot Rx and the 10 of Cups Rx represents that I need to give in to my visions and the will of God and my guides and tell them what I know.  The 10 of Cups Rx represents the family in turmoil.

07/04/05 – Rose, flute? Spade and that bird again.  A triangle, the triangle is going through the bird or is the bird going through the triangle? Could the bird be a boat and the triangle be going to Bermuda? Find out the name of that bird…

I sent an email yesterday.  Who knows if anyone will take this seriously…

My cards today are the Magician Rx, the Knight of Cups and right after the 4 of Pentacles popped out and then the 8 of Wands.  First I think this reading is about the person who took Natalee because she was on my mind.  Power and money abused.. He wanted her and he felt entitled to take her.  He is keeping her for himself.  The 8 of Wands shows a boat going furiously across the water, the front of the boat is a bird with a pointed beak and there are dolphins jumping out of the water.  There are sail and what looks like an eye painted on the front of the boat.  This was part of my vision.. I need to find out what that symbol is.  Sun symbol on the sails and 8 lighted wands.

I decided to do a full reading on Natalee and the situation.  Basically it said that I’ve done the right thing.  The reading indicates that my feelings have some factual information.  The outcome will be that someone will take notice of some of the information and it will make sense.  It will help.  If that happens she will be found.

07/05/05 – The world in the palm of my hand.  A clock, either 3 o’clock or 4’oclock, midday I think. 9^th, Kitchen window, flowers and curtains.  A man, medium brown hair, medium build, shoulder length hair, almost. A white sandy beach.  A strong picture of a gull or white headed bird.  My guides are showing me an image of a bird’s eye view and an eagle in flight.

07/07/05 – Meditation.. branches outside of a window.  A canon or maybe a gun?? Egypt and antiques.  War or battle.  The birds again, a lot of birds.  I am still seeing sea birds.  A picture. She is alive.  The picture is to the side.  I can’t really see it, perhaps turned a little.  It may be a sunset and a rocky beach.  Perhaps there is a collector involved.  I was looking for a sign to show me I was going in the right direction.

07/16/05 – A raven opening a small door, like on a letter box.  A bird flying, then it had a long neck like a pelican, flamingo or stork.  A man in a suit clinching his upturned fists.  Is Natalee alive? Yes.

Last night I had a dream about cages of hamsters.  I dreamed that I had forgotten about them.  I don’t think any of them were dead but were very close to it.  I used to have dreams like this a lot.  I wonder if it means forgetting to tend to major details, serious issues.  Dying from neglect.. I found them just in time.  Some things cannot be forgotten or neglected without serious consequences.

07/19/05 – Crescent moon, she will be found on a crescent moon.  Still alive I think?? A little man running atop buffalos.  An Indian?  It seemed like an old drawing on a cave wall.  A monkey and a fox walking down a rocky hill, row houses.  Natalee.

07/20/05 – Immediately I see a bridge covering? I’m not sure.  Its seems like a smaller parcel.  The world, a map turning around and stopping, going clockwise like she did move or someone traveled, continents.  Cruz? Santa Cruz, Mexico?? And a D.  A man with a pointed nose and dark hair.  Maybe some bit of facial hair. 

A handle or tool from a socket wrench set?? 2 tools.

 I found a picture of a gorge similar in nature to the rocky hills and water.

07/21/05 – A beach, a boat, small.. A place in the water where a big rock is standing up out of the water.   A duck.

07/25/05 – Water, trees.. like the Amazon.  Maybe a Florida swamp?  Boat or canoe, empty.  May have a secret compartment or something, someone in it.  The 25^th.

08/03/05 – Camera, carrot nose, sunglasses, like a snow man.. Bird, but changing… eagle, vulture, duck or something with a hat and glasses.  Actually I think that was first after snowman.  Hawk, then hawk catches rabbit and the rabbit is scared.

08/05/05 – I wanted to know about Natalee and I keep seeing the same place.  Rocky hills, water, a house.  Also a sword and a surf board??

08/10/05 – Natalee popped into my head during my prayers.  Then in my meditation I saw her smiling and talking.  A wall appeared and then turned textured. Maybe like a cave or something, I don’t know.  There was a girl with something around her head, like a dew rag and then a cap, maybe a red cap.  And now a girl with a braid wearing that cap.  She appeared alive, talking and then the thought of castles again.  There was a place, seemed swimming pool, blue, open walkway and deep entrances.  Children coming out to talk to her.  Maybe desert, I don’t know.. a sandy beach.

08/16/05 – A bridge over water in the woods,  the woods over water…  Kinda like the woods I saw yesterday only it seems like fall, damp and dreary.  Then Natalee again.  A small bear and another smaller animal, bug or fish.  The bear was trying to catch it and he did, and he ate it.  A skunk walked by, then water falls.  An island.  Looking down on it from a birds eye view, sorta long like pictures of Aruba.  Is she now dead?  I don’t know..

08/30/05 – Not much, distracted.  Natalee came to mind in a loud “she is stll alive”.  I don’t know.

09/07/05 – Meditation – a dark sky, looking up through the trees.  Then a bird or plane?? I didn’t want to see crashes.  I asked about Natalee.  I saw a skillet of food, like a mix of something and it feels like she may still be alive.

09/09/05 – Meditation only brought thoughts of Natalie again.  I dreamed last night that I was still telling people that she is alive.. I still see that.

09/27/05 – Meditation brought a lot of vivid  pictures but most I don’t know .  A flash like looking though a port hole, a room like an attic with lots of stuff.  Someone was in there, trapped I think.  Thoughts of Natalee again, she may still be alive.  I had dreams about Trista and Zach and the baby.  I was carrying the baby because she couldn’t but came to regret it.  When I realized it was not Zach’s, which also meant the baby was not my grandchild.  Back to it.. I saw faces and sadness that I feel I have now lost – I saw a butterfly develop and grow wings and a distinctive #5.  Year 5??  5 what???

10/06/05 – Meditation today brought vivid pictures.  Starts as a glimpse of a partial face in what appears to be an oval or round mirror.  Door, a dark hall.  There is a dark figure standing.  A man I think because of the size and then the mirror again. Or maybe it becomes a window but the figure is in and out of it.  maybe 2 crabs floating out of my vision then I can see the figure standing on a porch or balcony looking out over it.  There are a lot of trees.  That is what I can see in the background, trees and I or he seems to be high up.  Then the #67 and finally an airplane.  Always I see planes??? Are these  planes symbols of something? I was thinking about Natalee this morning and I try to keep in mind that it usually brings visions but I never really know if it is related.

10/19/05 – Meditation seemed more vivid today, starting with an image that seemed to indicate evil.  A scary goat like horned figure and a hand up against glass or the air, but like HELP.  Palm out, fingers up.  A castle or estate with a large building.  At first it seemed like the Washington Monument but then it turned around the scene and it showed the house on the cliff again, looking out over the ocean.  A surf board sticking up and then it turned into a dolphin shape.  The monument then turned to a tower looking object, or perhaps a light house.  Am I looking at Natalee again?

12/16/05 – Meditation was good I think.  I sat down by the pond and a young buck came to drink beside me.  I saw, heard or sensed  a frog and the thought that a frog knows.  I saw a car flash by like a VW bug but not?? I don’t know but it was blue.  I saw the letters P and O.  I thought post.  An embryo, Ann Marie.  A man’s khaki slacks and brown shoes then dark, maybe blue pants and more like boots, perhaps lighter shoes.  A square shaped light and I think something round and bright in the middle.  Like a flash??

12/19/05 – Meditation.. I saw my bear walking along side of me to the pond.  And I saw an elephant.  As I sat there I saw some waves in the air and it reminded me of radio waves.  I would hear some news on the radio.  There was a small, heart shaped pendant with some designs in it and I think it was hanging on a key chain or hanging like that silver, and a bath tub.  Some dolls falling.

12/20/05 –Meditation.. I immediately saw a pink heart, love.  As I was meditating I first saw the gorge I used to see around Natalee Holloway and I heard “yes it is” when I wondered about her.  I saw a speed boat and I also heard that she is not safe anymore.  I heard a little girl crying for her mommy.  I saw plainly the #6.

Kayleah Wilson

Kayleah Wilson, age 12, went missing from Greeley, CO on March 28, 2010.

04/08/10 – Kayleah Wilson, I felt from the beginning that this girl is dead. I also feel there is a connection to the meditation I had on 02/11/10 “At some point I saw a child in the trash lying by a dumpster in an alley or something. He/she had been put in a box and the box was now open but this felt older than a baby. I feel maybe male but all I could really make out were his legs, jeans and sneakers, red I think.” It was a meditation about Gabriel but I knew this didn’t fit because I felt older and the red shoes made female stick in my head.“

I can see an alley, it reminds me of a little alley down between the buildings of the Upshur Co. court house..small, very business but it leads to a road that is still small seems so similar or familiar. It’s small but very busy. I guess the alley I’m seeing is kind of in between the two, but appears dark.. or I’m seeing in the dark.


I’m trying to get a feeing about Kayleah. I see an airplane or maybe a rocket, which seemed strange for a girl. The rocket almost felt like a model. I get that she likes space and maybe even wants to be an astronaut someday. She also likes science. A bit of a tomboy.

She shows me the alley again. I see the initials or letters M C. I wanted to see what she could see now and I hear the name Jerry. I can see a big with house that almost seems like it might now be a historical location or turned into something like a library??? It seems to be an old mansion style house. In front of the house, if I’m looking straight at it, I can see a tree stump to the left. There may be an iron fence, one of those old style black ones with the pointy things.. Then I see a smaller house or building right near the big house, probably on the same property. Then she is showing me horses, maybe even near the house, I’m not sure. It almost doesn’t feel like where she is, but a place she likes. I can’t be certain but I feel more of what happened being associated with that alley.  I think the horse thing is that she loves horses.

Then I see a bracelet. It is a little beaded bracelet that seems to be red and green or maybe pink/dark pink and green?? Little pearly beads, alternating in size and some silver spacers. It seemed shiny.

Just before I put her picture down I felt “she loves her dad”. I feel a younger male, maybe a brother? I keep feeling something about the 20th. Perhaps she will be found around the 20th?

Something I just thought about.. I have seen a couple of reports about this little girl on the news, but nothing about the parents or family.. makes me curious.

Lindsey Baum

Lindsey Baum, age 11, went missing from McCleary, Grays Harbor, Washington on June 26, 2009. She had left her friends house around 9:30 pm for a short walk home and has not been seen since. I was contacted by someone close to the case and have been working on her case off and on ever since.

At the beginning I wasn’t posting comments about Lindsey mostly because the information was going where it needed to be, but also because I felt that it wasn’t the right time to post it. When I did post the information things got out of hand with a few from other sites and I was asked by her mother to remove everything. I got slammed for that by a few readers but I did what I was asked to do.

However at this time, and with the permission of Lindsey’s mom, I am going to re-post. My hope is to re-spark the public’s interest in her case and hopefully put something out there that will ring a bell to someone.

Please do not copy or use any of the information contained herein without my permission or the permission of Lindsey’s family. Feel free to comment, but please be respectful. The Baum family has been through enough.

Following is what I had up to the point that I removed it from the blog. As I am able, I will go back and add anything I have gotten since that time.

Remember, I always include everything I get. Some may fit, some may not but I have no idea about that so I write everything. Also, as I have noted before, I have a bad habit of trying to interpret the information and that is not always a good idea. So the actual clues, feelings, images, etc. are whats the most important, not always what I "think" it means.

07/10/09 - What I see starts with the number 11, and L and I hear Linda which makes me think its an L name but I hear luminous????. I see a triangle. I hear bread and it makes me think more of a bread company. I’m not feeling an urgent feeling and that makes me worry if she is still alive but for some reason I am wrestling with that feeling.

I see an alligator which always makes me think of New York, then Brooklyn (someone in an email to me mentioned that there is a town called Brooklyn near McCleary) and the letter A, then train. I feel across the river like on an A train. I admit that is weird and may have nothing to do with anything, but I always write everything. It can be disregarded if it makes no sense but it’s always better to have it just in case. I don’t like to leave anything out.

I can see a man’s face. As it becomes more clear he appears to be in his 40’s maybe early to mid? He is nice looking actually, dark or olive sort of skin, dark wavy hair, sort of long but not too. His features remind me of a Latino or something like that but not too much. The letter G and the number 4. The 4 felt age related a little but I’m not sure. I’m feeling parental. I heard Georgia, but I’m not putting too much weight on that because my close friend just moved to Georgia, but just in case I’m including it. I wanted to know who took her. I heard father. ( I never really felt “her” father though) The letter R sort of like Ramirez. As I’m writing this in my journal, every time I close my eyes I see that man.

07/11/09 - Cannon, swiss cheese – like this case has holes all through it. A boy, I can see blonde hair, shaggy sort of but in a today’s sort of style, a teenager perhaps. Something about his nose. I can see an image. I’m seeing it as if I’m looking up at it from a wooded area and the image keeps changing… a tower? A satellite? And then something that sound like Seattle. Those swirly things may be spinning or vibrating?? Not sure. At first it made me think of a water tower but I remember reading something like that so I will not put faith in that. Maybe the space needle???

I get the feeling that Lindsey’s friend knows more more whether she realizes it or not. I heard "can't tell, I'll get XXXX in trouble. (I'm purposely not giving the name) Someone could have seen her walking home and offered her a ride, or ask about what she was up to and she vented. He convinced her to go with him and blow off steam or meet him. He could have taken her from another location. As I'm writing, I hear rocks like "at the rocks". I get the feeling she may still be alive but this is not what she thought would happen. I've heard Josh repeated a few times in my head but something tells me he is not involved - "brother" unless he unwittingly knows something. "Trapped in a car" - mini van or bus type - older model, tan. Person could have been watching, waiting for the perfect opportunity. She was unhappy and probably expressed that to him, maybe through the internet . I feel maybe the friend and her were going to hook up with him in a chat and she wanted the friend over that night so they could. They may have has more freedom or privacy at Lindsey;s house. I feel the parental or father connection has more to do with her loneliness about her father and maybe fear about his being deployed - moving so far away looking for a male figure to help with those feelings, maybe she even thought, or was convinced, he wouldn't go if she disappeared. Someone could have seen her walking home. There could be someone involved that they met on line.

(It was confirmed that this vehicle had been spotted in the area, and actually reported that it had followed the girls and someone else within weeks of Lindsey’s disappearance.)

07/13/09 - I tried to go back to just after 9:30 pm when she left her friend’s house on June 26, 2009. I get arrows. The first one is pointing straight up, north. Then it goes a little north east and next turns a little downward to south east. I can see a cross road or intersection where she may have either been taken or got distracted and went off course. Orange. I see those big telephone poles with the cross poles on top.

I try to take myself to where she is now. I hear Puget Sound and beach or beach street. I feel like she is sleeping now (I looked up Washington's time zone and found that you are 3 hours behind me, which would have put that time at about 3:30 am so that makes sense.) But from the house she is in you can look up the street and see an industrial or business district in the distance. So I tried to see what she might be seeing at noon, Washington time, today. I’m beginning to think the tower I was seeing is actually a lighthouse. I can see it in the distance.

I think I hear ship’s horns blowing and I can hear seagulls. I can see a large structure like a pier but it seems to go completely across water. A marina or harbor. I see a dinosaur?? Museum? Then I think Ripley’s Believe it or Not Museum - like on a boardwalk or a commercial beach street at the ocean. It feels like if you were walking out onto a pier. She feels alive to me.

Ok well the following is simply some interpretations that are simply my ramblings.. not clear clues, just what I was thinking about the clues.

I was very excited when I sent this meditation off because I looked this stuff up to see if I can match anything. There are a lot of lighthouses in Puget Sound. I’m attaching a couple of links where I’ve found pictures of piers that look like what I was seeing. And…… going back to the beginning when I told you I heard Georgia but wasn’t sure if it was because of my friend moving to Georgia, well according to wikipedia “Another definition, given by NOAA, subdivides Puget Sound into five basins or regions. Four of these correspond to areas within the USGS definition, but the fifth one, called "Northern Puget Sound" includes a large additional region. It is defined as bounded to the north by the international boundary with Canada, and to the west by a line running north from the mouth of the Sekiu River on the Olympic Peninsula. Under this definition significant parts of the Strait of Juan de Fuca and the Strait of Georgia are included in Puget Sound, with the international boundary marking an abrupt and hydrologically arbitrary limit. Is that too much of a stretch?? Not sure. And as stretches go.. another article I found while trying to find Ripley’s “Located at the downstream end of the Green River gorge, Flaming Geyser State Park is a popular take out point for rafters and kayakers enjoying whitewater adventures in the gorge. The park's namesake, the Flaming geyser, and its smaller companion, the Bubbling geyser are both unique and intriguing features. While only burning 6 to 10 inches high now, in its younger days it burned several feet high with gushes of fire and water. It was even featured on Ripley's Believe It or Not.” Ok, so that might be a real stretch but it’s all pointing to that area which is right at Seattle.

07/16/09 - This morning I tried to sort of remote view what she might see when she wakes up. Red / Green, an image of what looked like a hotel room. I tried to see the name on the hotel - Super 8, the #'s 1543, I was trying to get a street or address and I could get the feeling of and also see a beach,like they are near the beach. I was trying to get a street sign - West ____ Blvd. I heard a bell, like a bell ringing in the distance and then saw Bellevue and I tried to disregard that but simply could not. I saw her coming out of the hotel and turning left up to the street corner. This is where the sign is. I see her in a cap,trying to hide her face - she looks down.

07/27/09 - I tried to meditate on Lindsey again. I hear "coconut head"??? a woman, Madrid. I feel like they move around and that she is with a man. I tried to connect with her spirit guides and I hear the name Michael. I ask "Where is she?" I see an image and I hear Saturn.. strange. Land Marks?? I keep seeing a city by water and I'm thinking Bellevue again. I asked about finding her and I felt that they will find her, perhaps even before school starts again. I could see her in a cafe. She looks up at a waitress or someone and tries to get them to recognize her. When? I got August 13th. I hope that is not wishful thinking!

Patrick Kennedy Alford - Age 7, Brooklyn NY

Patrick Kennedy Alford, age 7, went missing on January 22, 2010 from Brookyn, NY.

Special Facts:

He was last seen wearing a red T-shirt and blue jeans with blue and black Jordan sneakers. He's described as being in good health. He has a scar on his left eyelid.

Known Circumstances:

Police in the 75 Precinct are looking for information about Patrick Alford who was last seen leaving his home on Vandalia Avenue on evening of January 22, 2010 at 9pm.

I have not done a meditation on Patrick yet but have been request to do so.  I will post as soon as I have anything.  Please keep this little boy in your prayers that he be found safe and returned home.

02/26/10 - I have made several attempts over the last few days to get a connection with this boy.  I am getting nothing.. This morning for a moment I saw a brick wall and then nothing.. That does happen and its usually an indication that things will be resolved and there is nothing I can do.

My prayer is that Patrick is alive and safe, and they will find him soon.

Gabriel Scott Johnson - Age 9 Mths.

Gabriel Scott Johnson

Gabriel, 9 months, went missing from Tempe, AZ on December 27, 2009.  

02/11/10 - I immediately heard the word water and then I thought street and front. Streets and/or water front. I felt or saw the baby weighed down in the water. But I kept feeling alive?? very confusing.

At some point I saw a child in the trash lying by a dumpster in an alley or something. He had been put in a box and the box was now open but this felt older than a baby. I feel maybe male but all I could really make out were his legs, jeans and sneakers, red I think.

I just felt dead and I feel she went into a manic state and killed Gabriel. I saw Melissa Manchester in my head??? Weird. A woman with a blue jacket, blonde hair and blue eyes. Her face reminded me of that girl who went missing from a school or senior trip to the beach. I can see a beach and waves. I know its my logical mind struggling with the whys? Why would she sit in jail if her baby was alive? I remember seeing a man sitting down holding a big black book, like an album. He is rocking, holding the book.

I could also see a car but it was as if I were lying on the ground in front of it. I could see the tires and perhaps a little of the car. The tires seemed big and I think the vehicle might have been white.

02/12/10 - I was trying to see Gabriel but really my only feeling is that he is gone and in the water, probably in San Antonio. I think when I checked water front yesterday a place in TX came up. I feel as if she killed the baby then told her boyfriend, panicked that she just confessed then made up the other story about giving the baby away. She went to TX to dispose of the baby and then ran to FL to hide. I feel that is logical thinking though. I also feel she has a cold, psychopathic personality.

Susan Powell

I know this site has always been dedicated to finding missing kids, but this woman has been on my mind and I believe she came into my meditations last week.  I wasn't sure if it was her at first, then I saw an article about a missing girl that very day and it made me wonder.  The girl, Casey Lasure, was found around January 6th I believe.  

Susan Powell, age 28, was last seen on Dec. 7, 2009 when her husband says he left their suburban home in West Valley City at about 12:30 a.m. to take their two boys, ages 2 and 4, camping in freezing conditions.

She was reported missing on the same day when she failed to show up for her stockbroker job and her children were not dropped off at day care.

My first meditation was on 01/04/10 and is listed below, but I will add it here also to keep things together.

When I closed my eyes I immediately started seeing faces. There was a man, nice looking, square features I think, but his features were all I could see. Then there was another face, happy looking, red wavy hair, freckles, big smile, round nose. He reminded me a little of Howdy Doody. Clownish. He jumped out me as if he were having fun. I also heard Rich or Rob, Rod maybe.

I could see feet walking around under a table or door?? and I noticed all different kinds of shoes, boots, dress shoes, cowboy boots and even one person with bare feet. Then it started feeling unfinished like a house under construction and then quickly something that looked like a church flashed in my mind but it felt more like it was beside the location, not the location. Then I saw a woman on the floor, like she fell or was knocked down. Not an old woman. She feels no older than 30's or even a lot younger. Long dark hair, I think, and then it started feeling bad. She shouldn't be there and probably didn't want to be. I saw a toy laying beside her like a little boat. She is a mom or a younger woman which reminded me of that missing woman who husband says he was camping with the boys when she went missing. I can't really make sense of any of this. I remember somewhere around seeing the feet, that there was a number 4 and then a yellow paper, on the floor I think. That is when I started thinking construction for some reason. Like a permit or even a paper label on wood???

What I've found so far - The missing mom is a woman from Utah named Susan Powell. I'm thinking now though that this may have more to do with a missing 16 year old from New Martinsville, WV named Casey Lasure. When I called up the weather this morning I saw a story about her. She has been missing since sometime after 10PM on Friday. I don't know why but that feels more likely. She seems to look more like the woman I saw, long brown hair. But I just don't know..

After I put the 2 pictures together, it really made me unsure of which one it might be.  It may very well be a little bit of both cases.

01/08/10 - I was trying to connect with Susan Powell and I began feeling a strong presence in the room with me. Apparently so did one of my pups because at the very moment I felt the chills going up my spine he started howling. (I believe Lucky is super sensitive to spirit, more so than Bear or Sadie. He is always doing this and howling at unseen things.) Anyway, his barking broke that deep connection but I started seeing images. I could see a drain, like a bathtub drain. Not the kind that you plug, but the ones that have levers to plug them. I feel there is evidence in a drain. I could see a woman's finger running around and around that drain. Then I felt he used bleach to try and cover up or destroy any dna evidence, but I feel he didn't get it all, there is something there.

I asked where her body is and I heard or sensed Jesse Davis. I remember that case, I followed it closely and was very accurate on what I received at the time. Jesse was found in a shallow grave by a hiker I believe, in a state park. She was killed by her boyfriend in front of their young son and he tried to cover it up with bleach. He was a cop. He also had help from an old school friend to cover it up. I'm not sure what part is like Jesse's case. I will have to go back and find my entries.

I get a mountain road and an 8. I feel it might be spring before they find her. And I think the 4, if this is connected to the first meditation, indicates time. 4 months, the 4th month (April), something like that.

I usually do a daily draw after I meditate, for me. The cards I pulled this morning indicate a very turbulent relationship, one that ends tragically. It must be connected to her instead of me. That does not fit me at all.

03/27/10 - This morning when I was trying to focus on Aja Johnson, but at the beginning I kept getting Susan so I went with it for a little while. I have not been following much of what you guys are doing because honestly I just can't keep up but I feel this probably doesn't fit much. However, I'm going to give it to you anyway just in case any of it means anything.

And also, another note. When I tried to scan the map for an area that might fit this I found a mountain road 8 that runs along the left side of the Wasatch National Forest. I remember getting a mountain road and an 8 in one of my meditations.

(ok, the link I was trying to put here isn't working.. I will try to find something else.)

Here is my meditation from this morning. I could see an area where I think they will find her body. It still reminds me of Jessie Davis. From an aerial view, there is a hill or mountain and she is on the top or close to the top. To the left is a town or neighborhood. I see buildings. To the right is the rest of the national park or forest where she is. It is wooded. Spring.



The kids may have witnessed, directly or indirectly, all or part of what happened. They are frightened of Josh. He told them it was all Susan’s fault. There is evidence in the house. I feel the police know more than they are saying but they are trying to get more. They want her body. What they have is circumstantial and they don’t feel it’s enough to convict him. There is no time limit on getting him. There was evidence in the house. The kids know something. Someone else helped him clean up and hide the body. Blood evidence.

 http://maps.google.com/maps?q=mountain+road+8+fruit+heights+map&amp...

Kara Kopetsky - Cold Case

Classified as: Endangered Missing
Date Missing: May 4, 2007
Missing From: Belton, Missouri
DOB: 02/17/90
Age Now: 20 
 
This is the case of a girl who went missing in 2007. It recently popped up on the Help Find My Child site and I remembered having done a meditation on her. I went through my journals and found the info.

My meditation's from 2007

06/15/07 - I tried to focus on Kara who went missing about a month before. I see a truck, like an rig and then trucking boards. 89 like a road or then I thought about 84 Lumber?? a clue?? A house with a chimney. A railroad. There is a place I can see on my left but it seems to have a lot of junk or stuff, a rail yard? or a lumber yard? I cannot make it out. Stars (which were then beginning to become a symbol of sorts) I'm starting to think stars may represent Heaven, and she may not be alive. At first I could see 3 balls.

Then the balls came together and ended up forming what made me think of a longhorn.

    X at the beginning like she will be found in a spot - X marks the spot.

Somer Renee Thompson

Somer Renee Thompson

Age 7

Missing: 10/19/09

Missing From: Orange Park Florida.

10/21/09 - I immediately saw a thing that looked like a lolly pop but I have no idea what it was. There is another symbol it looks sort of like a swirly thing and sort of then like the rune Inguz but with a round thing on top.

I know she went missing after school and I tried to see her get off the bus with the other kids.  I see 2 things, they look like boards, tied together at the end and flapping  It reminds me of a duck bill.  Bob then name Bill or Bob, a B name, may be short for a more formal name like William or Robert.  She runs ahead because she has something waiting or her, or she is anticipating something.  There’s a reason she wants to hurry. 

  I see a crosswalk.  He is there at the cross walk  and he either helps her across or grabs her.  I see a blue van?? (10/28/09 I may have been picking up on the blue suv that that was involved in an attempted kidnapping a few days before.  There was a lot of focus on that at first.  I wish they would have released more info about that.)   I can see a home or building with windows, a lot of them, at that corner or crosswalk.

I see an older model car like a Model T but something that feels like a 50’s model and he could have owned it when he was young.  But I’m feeling 60ish for an age, mid to late. (While I’m typing this I get a sense of a model, like model cars which makes more sense because I looked it up and the Model T was early 1900’s…)  Grey hair, facial hair like a mustache and/or beard or at least a scruffy face.  Maybe salt and pepper, but mostly dark grey.  Medium build but perhaps a little hefty.

I see a pink room where he has her and I feel at this moment she is still alive.  He is not done with her yet.. I hear Maple (10/28/09 - I was wrong about her still being alive, sadly.  I wonder if I was picking up on the twin.  Having twins myself, I understand how deep that bond is.  Also, when I was checking out Maple I found Red Maple Court that turns right off of the route Somer would have taken home.  There is a cul-de-sac at the end of Red Maple Court that reminds me of the lolly pop symbol I drew but didn't understand.  This would have also be a crosswalk.  Don't know if this means anything or not.)  and I also hear Roanoke. He may live near or have her near where the took her,  A two story house .  He is not new at this,  He has been doing it for a long time but at the moment he is free, no parole or anything that has him under the watchful eye of the police.  I see a mustache again.

I hold her picture to my forehead and ask “where are you?” I immediately see a large building or structure, multi level and I can see light.  It could be offices and I almost feel medical or even a parking structure.  Parking structure feels or seems right.  In a car, or the van? Will they find her today? (10/28/09 - They did actually find her that day but not the way I had hoped.  Also, there is a medical facility near where she went missing.) My logical minds says he is not that stupid with the video survelliance the way it is today.  Does he work there? Is it close to where she is?

At some point I saw a backwards 7 and also an E which I am reminded of now as I just heard East.. 

10/23/09 - I was trying to focus on Somer again. I know she is gone, but her killer has not been caught and they really need to catch him.

I could see the guy with dark or darker hair that I saw before. I could see a motorcycle and a flag design, more of the blue and stars. He definitely has facial hair, at least a mustache. I was still seeing the van and the parking garage. I got an image that reminded me of the pump thing that a nurse would squeeze when they were taking a blood pressure which takes me back to medical. I feel he was watching and the opportunity was there and he just couldn't resist taking the chance. I wish I hadn't looked at the street view because now I can't trust the what I was seeing as far as the area. But I did see a fence, big trees and something on a tree like a sign, paper I think, and it was orange and white. I don't know what it said. I was trying to focus on his face but I saw the face of another man and as he came into focus, I feel it was an angel maybe... Thomas? I will have to look that up. (which I did but didn't find an angel or archangel Thomas, just St. Thomas.)

Naveah Buchanan

Naveah Buchanan
Age 5
Case Type: No Longer Missing
Missing Date: Monday 25th May 2009
Missing From: Monroe Michigan
Missing Country: USA

  A woman who belongs a group I belong to posted Naveah's case and ask if we could work on it.  I didn't know much about this little girl but I had seen her picture on a missing persons site.  I knew she was no longer missing when the post was put up, and I believed they were calling it murder.  I didn't look into it because I don't like to know details before I start working on the child, and I always try to go back and work on as many as I can.

I did the meditation, but afterwards when I looked at the case I felt I must be way off.  However, the comments I received seemed to indicate I may not be as off as I felt.  So I will post my findings.  At the time, I felt that perhaps I was actually picking up on a different child but didn't know who.  That is another reason I'm going to post this, just in case it seems familiar to anyone else. And more than anything else, Naveah deserves justice and I hope they will find the person who did this and lock them away forever.

I first tried to meditate on Naveah on the 23rd and I didn't feel like I was making a connection but then again all of the animals were unusually noisy and active that morning...

09/23/09

I didn't get very far but I saw a snow covered mountain top and an electric pole. That was about it...





 
Meditation from 09/29/09



I don't know what either of these images mean, it's just what I see.




I also see an eye looking, watching someone. I am starting to feel like a large area, maybe a shopping mall or some place like that. The first image maybe is an escalator? I don't know. Ashville, Greenville, Kentucky?? A parking log. I ask "Where did they find her?" I see trash, like a dump or dumpster and a parking lot. "Who?" I hear the name Ron and I see a sandy haired man and this reminds me of a guy that I know named Ron. He has square features, sandy hair, slim build, short stature. He is half cherokee but has sandy hair?? Could be a description of someone involved. That's actually when the Ashville, etc. came in. I also saw a star and I begin to wonder if that is a symbol for someone who has crossed over. I see the star on occasion and its usually associated with someone who is already deceased.

I saw her running around in a little pink or light colored dress in that large area. I don't know if the cities or state have anything to do with where the person is from, where they are?? I also see an old pickup truck or something and then when I wondered why always a truck?? I saw what I thought was an older model car, one of those big boat looking types and then I saw another weird image that I have no idea what it is.

I also remember starting to feel a pain in my foot while I was meditating. I've had a little swelling in my left foot, on the outside.. Its painful and its been there for over a week but I didn't do anything so I have no idea why its swollen or painful. I'm wondering since I started feeling sharp pain while I was meditating if that is some indicator of something or someone. I thought if it was better by the next day, perhaps it was. And when I look at it today is is less swollen and less painful so who knows...

Follow-up note - as of today, October 3rd, the pain and swelling in my foot are gone.  It started getting better right after this meditation.  I'm feeling like there may be some sort of connection to the person who did this to Naveah.

Hassani Campbell, Age 5

When I opened up the blog yesterday I was very happy to see that our new contributor Kim had made her first post. I didn't recognize the name but when I read the first line I realized it must be a child that has recently gone missing. I immediately wanted to do a meditation on this child so I closed the blog so as not to get any information up front. I did check to see where he was from and the day he went missing but that is all of the information I want to know beforehand. Anything more interferes with the initial meditation. The following are my impressions about Hassani. Hopefully, together with Kim, some of this information will help in the search.


Hassani Campbell, age 5, went missing August 10, 2009 in Oakland California
*** After my meditation, I called up some news articles about Hassani on the internet and I want to start out with some important information about this boy. It's being reported that he has cerebral palsy and wears leg braces. The family wants people to know that Hassani has braces on his "ankles" and could not be immediately identified by these braces. They are afraid that someone might see him, but not recognized him because people will be looking for a child with leg braces.

August 16, 2009 - I see a man's ring, oval or oblong in shape with a silver setting I think. It is large and has a stone in the middle, like turquoise or something. I feel like this would be some sort of signature type thing for him. I can see a man's face, white I think. He has angry eyes and a mean expression. His features remind me of Jack Nicholson. I hear "drug trafficking but it really doesn't make sense. I started out feeling like "would this be another parental abuse" but that didn't feel right. I don't feel a connection that way. I'm just not sure what that all means.

I can see an infant child (09/10/09 - Hassini's little sister) and I believe this child is associated with Hassani, a sibling perhaps. And I can see a woman who feels gentle in nature, his mom perhaps. (I think this is actually Jennifer Campbell) I want to say that I am feeling that he is still alive.

I can see an image and I'm not sure what it is. It looks like an X with a round thing on the front, like a camera or a lens. I feel there is a store, a small store. I hear the word canyon and I can see an image of a long stretch of road going down between two mountains or something like that. I see a cactus and I feel desert. Then I hear El Paso and am now feeling confused. I was trying to see images around where he is now. I am confused that I hear El Paso because I know that's in Texas but its firm. I see something like a train coming at me down that road, but its more like a light and I hear El Paso, River and Canyon.

09/10/09 - The train as I saw it and drew it, looks like its coming through some sort of tunnel.  And as things have unfolded with this case, the Bart train station keeps coming up referring to a text that Ross set threatening to drop Hassani off at the Bart station.  Not sure what this means yet. 



~Diana

Colton Levi Clark

Colton Clark, age 9, was reported missing on April 20, 2006. He has never been found. This case is not one I heard about on the news. It was one that was told to me by my guides during meditation and I looked it up and have been following ever since. I found a woman who blogs about his case and now the cases of other missing children and adults. She was, and it seems remains very dedicated to this cause. These are my journal entries that she posted on her blog back in October, 2006. She is skeptical of psychic information, I believe, but is very dedicated to finding this boy. Following are the journal entries that she posted. I think she posted because there was a lot of information over this period of time that was actually about her, proving to me, and perhaps her, that I had found the right person. I will post other entries that I've made in my journal over the last 3 years as I find them. All of this information was given to the appropriate authorities at the time. The pictures are of Colton, age 9, and age progressed to age 12.

July 11, 2006 It started out with the number 10 and then 9. I wasn’t sure if that was a date or age but I thought 9 would be the age. Now I wonder if it means he is 10 now but I would find it by looking for a 9 year old. Stuffed animals being thrown at a little boy, at least I felt boy. He was trying to duck down in a corner with his hands and arms covering his face. Then as plain as a photograph in a flash, a picture of a white counter with a blue fanny pack lying on it. It was so vivid that I definitely think it must be important. A board, like a piece of plywood, with the name Maxine and what seemed like a piece of light blue plastic sort of like a curtain or something with paint splattered on it, white paint. It feels like or seems like construction. Blue again, like a blue rabbit. I could hear harsh words “Shut up you little bast*;%#”. A blue ball rolling across the floor towards what appeared or was shaped like a mushroom. It made me think of an old 70’s style print with the browns and oranges and the flowers and mushrooms, or an older home and I could see a candle holder, sort of like brass maybe, with arms coming out from the base to hold more than one candle. But then I thought that the first image with the counter seemed more modern so maybe 2 separate places.

The boy was frightened, he has dark hair and dark eyes. A name, Mark. I looked on the internet for any missing 9 year olds. Colt seemed and felt like what I was seeing, so I decided to focus on him.

July 13, 2006 I tried to focus on Colt and find something I could use to validate what I was seeing. I saw spiders but felt like that was a good thing, maybe he likes spiders. And red hawks or sea hawks. At first I thought of some kind of sports team but I kept seeing big birds so I’m not sure. A white door with little windows at the top, Colt, I think, is standing in front of the door with a red shirt on but I cannot see his face or head. Almost like his body is there but in his head he is somewhere else. Bowling; a star. The star? Maybe the name of a street or city? And aliens! He is smiling! Maybe he likes aliens too… The name Dana, Feels like someone who can help. Then a short, heavy set lady with brown maybe wavy hair and glasses. Perhaps someone who is connected to him. It made me wonder for the first time what his adopted mom looked like.

July 14, 2006 I start out frustrated because I wasn’t able to find anything out yesterday about this boy and I didn’t know what to do. I set my intent on Colt one more time, like its time to take some kind of action right or wrong, just do something. The first image that came to my mind was a large, flat, open, grassy area and at the back side was a row of houses. The flatness stuck out at me I guess because I live in WV and am surrounded by mountains. I thought of Florida. I’ve never been there but I guess I imagine it to be flat. But then that thought made me think of water, like he is near water but I’m not sure.

I saw one man giving money to another man in a ball cap and dark glasses. It seemed like he was on the water or spent time there. Then an image of him in a boat. The kind that has a little cabin or something like that but on the top where he could drive and rest he elbow out the window.

Then a man with a dark beard. At first it didn’t seem like a thick beard but then I got an image of someone who resembled sly stallone in that movie Night Hawks. He had a full thick beard in that movie. He looked mean. I saw a man holding a beer but his fingers were covering the label. I wanted to get a look at the label but I think I may have put too much thought into that cause I started arguing with myself about if I saw Miller it would only be because that is what my husband drinks, and then I though if I saw something else it would be because I’ve already messed up the thought. That is the part I have trouble with, keeping my analytical mind out of it.

Anyway, when I did see an image it was red and gold and I thought of an old name in beer like Schlitz or Stroughs. I don’t know if that actually means anything now but it might. I asked my guides to tell me who to contact and the names Rick and Mark came up. Mark Richard maybe, I don’t know.. As I typed that it dawned on me.. Mark was one of the first names I heard but after I found Colt on the internet I just thought I mis-heard Mark/Clark. But I realize now that this is the second time I’ve heard it. Might be important. But I sort of felt the name in connection to the authorities or someone to contact.

I asked who the man was, the other man. He was smiling. Was it Colts dad? Yes; Father? No; confused here.. Step dad? Yes… but then there is a biological father and an adopted father. The question entered my mind, perhaps for he first time, did the adopted family have something to do with this? Maybe, I had a “not so good” feeling about it at this point and caught a glimpse of the nice house again, the one with the white counter and fanny pack. May indicate just where to look. But the step-father part is confusing. I need to learn to stop lending my own analysis and just record what I see and feel so I don’t confuse any issues.

July 17, 2006 I tried to focus on Colt this morning and this may be about him so I will share it. I could see the front of a house or building, like around the walls where you would landscape. But there were minimal, small shrubs or plants, planted in a row and it looked like gravel instead of mulch or something like that, seemed strange.. I thought of a rock garden. Also Alabama and selling drugs?? Weird. Sorry that’s all this time.

July 24, 2006 I’m trying hard to meditate, I want to focus on Colt. A green crescent moon shaped object, I could see a face, reminds me of The man in the moon. A face, pieces of it, a nose, cheeks, I’m not sure, female I think, an attractive female. I try to get an idea about where Colt is.

Is he dead or alive? I see a movie but I can’t remember the name of it. It had Joe Penny and a young girl, she is popular now but I can’t remember her name. He is a cop and she is a waitress who is underage. They start an affair and she ends up pregnant. Long story short, he ends up killing her, dragging her into the woods and trying to hide it, blame it on his step son. I can see movement like watching something out of the back window of a vehicle and I think of this movie. She said at the end “I got death and he got life”. I’m not sure but I begin to worry about if he is alive. I see lots of dogs and then cadaver dogs, but I do know they are looking for him or they were, with dogs. I don’t want to confuse what I know. I’m worried about the brother. The name James and just as I was going to quit, McCartney. The moon again, it reminded me of the old saying about the moon being made of green cheese… green cheese?

August 1, 2006 I had a wave of stuff this morning and I was finding It hard to keep up. I had to stop to start writing things down and I’m Afraid I stopped to soon cause I couldn’t get back but it seemed important to get it down. I need to learn to use a voice recorder or something. First I dreamed about trying to get somewhere and I kept running into obstacles, mostly from my ex-husbands family. They are nice and it was un-intended but never the less it was stopping my progress. I was trying to get to my husband and I couldn’t. I won’t go into details but when I did find him he was wearing a new motorcycle helmet but it was really stupid looking. Tan with a sort of spotted dark tan pattern. Reminded me of a leopard sort of. But jumping forward, the next time I was with him and he was putting it back on it wasn’t a helmet but a painter’s cap with a pinkish or reddish pattern and some blue in it. Seemed rather feminine and weird for him, not him at all. If he ever acted like that it would be like a secret life. (a leopard never changes his spots?)

Anyway the only reason I’m telling you is perhaps it has something to do with who took Colt. And who within the family, extended family whatever, is stopping the progress or hindering it, intentional or not. Now what I saw this morning.. a brief case, the kind that is soft sided with a fold over flap, maybe leather cause it looked like one I had given my husband as a gift. Someone sat this case down in a hallway with a staircase and a large wooden banister. This appeared to be a nicer house, clean and bright. He or she, but I felt male energy, went down the hall into what seemed like a walk in closet but as they went to the back there was a door leading down into a basement, down, down. Back in the hallway by the front door I could see a couple. They were facing each other. The man was larger build and had sandy hair, tall, wearing a reddish brown polo type shirt I think and khaki pants. The woman was smaller, dark hair I believe, wearing a white dress that made me think of a dress my sister wore when she married her 2nd husband. Not a formal wedding gown but a country style white dress with lace and a fancy white cowboy hat with lots of lace. The dress reminded me of that.

I could see a refrigerator and a tub of Quaker oats on top. Not the paper can but some sort of tub?? The tub of oats fell off of the fridge and I could hear in a squeaky, slimy sort of voice the words “Don’t you remember? Rape? Don’t you remember” Very, very weird! Then holes.. and something in them like plungers, but then the holes got taller like stacks of some kind with the plungers moving in them, and water or near water. A large electric pole in an area, the kind that can hold a lot of wires, and there is a lot of vegetation around it, and tracks like the railroad tracks. Let me say that I do know that there were train tracks searched, I read it in the very limited coverage that I was able to find, so I’m not trying to make you think I am amazing cause I knew that… It just showed up in the meditation so I’m relating it.

Somewhere in the midst of all of this I saw a figure laying down, his/her hand moving or waving across the lower part of their body. I felt again that perhaps Colt could still be alive. I couldn’t see any features, it was kind of a burnt orange color and no features of any kind. But I saw movement and felt life. I hope the life part is not wishful thinking….

August 2, 2006 I can see a ceiling fan, an older woman and I hear a name, Sarah. Birmingham… I get a feeling like he did run away, or was trying to. I see a river with raging water. There is a small water fall and it is in the woods or a forest, a lot of trees around the place. I keep feeling brother or maybe he is wearing his brothers coat and I hear Judea??

I could see someone coming around what is like a hill, it was in the shadows but he walked out away from the river into the darkness or woods. I keep feeling that the image of my husband with the painters cap with pinkish and blue patterns indicates that there is a family member, male, who has a feminine nature. Perhaps it’s someone who holds some information.

Yesterday I found a blog that had a link in it about past investigations involving Colt. The spokesman for the Seminole Sheriff’s Dept’s name was Mark Myers. Mark! Also, I found a picture and a name of a sheriff deputy, Troy Dame – Dame – Dana?? Could be, and he looked like the man I had in my vision with the small woman.

08/03/06 I was going to try to read Di so I’m not sure if this is Colt or her but I felt Colt so I will enter it here.

I could see an old run down house, a lot of grass and weeds growing up. I went in – dark, couldn’t tell if it was abandoned but I saw a keypad like an electronic security device – confused. For a minute I felt Colt was hiding here; that he was or is smart enough to stay hidden for all this time. A woman going up the stairs, a window and a sheer curtain blowing. She goes around the corner to the rooms.. The image reminded me of the way the stairs went up and around in the Lady & the Tramp movie.

The cards I pulled this day don’t feel like they are about me but about Colt. AoP, 8oW, Devil were poppers and the pull was 10oS and 10oP Rx. Wanting a new life, going for it.. getting away from the bondage he was in, putting himself in a worse position by being very unhappy in the family.

08/04/06 Egyptian, white knife like artifacts?? A door knob leading into a dark room, older again. Alabama, he feels alive somehow in the hands of people who are using him in a dark way.

3 cards to give me an overview and a shadow.. Pop – Fool Rx, show 8oP Pulled – Lovers, 9oW Rx and 3oS Rx, shadow – 8oW Rx He did run away or was talked into it. His situation was not good at home. He could not start over because his situation was not much better. There was no resolving emotional conflicts so he thought he could escape them. It is going to take a lot of people and a lot of effort and cooperation to find this boy. I think he is alive in the hands of bad people. WE need to keep this alive or he will never be found. I need to convince them to listen. If you look at a map of Birmingham Alabama, Mountain Brook is right below it, south! Judea – is a term used for the mountainous southern part of the historic of Israel. Reminds me of the place with the raging water and water fall.

Today I got a beliefnet email and the title was Jesus leads them to Judea… what connection does this have? Kindra doesn’t think that Colt ran away. I have a feeling that since I got the feelings about the run-away thing that perhaps she thinks I am working with Becky. Just a feeling but I need to make her understand. I told her that I just don’t know… Maybe the raging water is a reflection of the raging emotions that were going on. I need to re-think everything I have seen.

08/07/06 I was beginning to worry about Kindra and if she thought I had been put up to this whole thing by Becky.. She said she doesn’t. That old house means something I think. It must be important or it wouldn’t keep coming up. I believe it could have something to do with their house that burned. I think I found somewhere where they indicated that they were living in a shop building or something like that. But how does a shop building have bedrooms? She reported that Colt had been in his bedroom when they last saw him. Could this burned house be a clue as to where he is. I saw construction in my first vision.

08/09/06 Colt, I feel the large grassy area again and a small white building. X marks the spot. Route 78, I try to focus on the building but I get a larger one like a house, a white Victorian style house, a big front porch, lots of windows, open… an eye? Focus on the building; road…19 to 78. A big white tanker truck IRLAND written on the side – a trunk, lime.. I don’t know if this is something they’ve done or a memory of something I’ve heard before. There are other buildings or houses in the area, Cherry Grove – I could see a residential like street, cut off and then Cherry Grove.

08/11/06 Spruce Goose – that is what I got when I thought about Colt. The open field or an open field with big trees at the border. Someone standing with arms up and out but not standing, turning and looking up.

10/25/06 Kindra emailed me yesterday about the case. Austin, Colt’s brother had run away and was gone for 5 days before Becky and Rex reported him missing. I believe they did that only because a break-in nearby brought focus to them. Sounds like Austin had something to do with that. I have and am still trying to make sure she knows, and anyone else I’ve spoken to or will speak to, that I don’t want anyone to think that I believe that 100% of this is right on the money. But as I told her, I do believe there are some important clues in this, I really truly do!!!

Today she emailed me with a link that included a story about a woman named Dana.. she remembered Dana from my visions. She had a poster in her store window about Colt. Her grandson strikes an amazing resemblance to Colt and they have actually had to prove that he was who they said to police who saw him and thought he could be Colt. Strange coincidence but I still think the Dana was Dame as in Troy Dame. I need to review and then perhaps see if there is some way I can get him to listen.

10/26/06 Pondering … I wonder if some of the info, like the little boy and the stuffed rabbit, the old house with the 70’s feel (from the first vision), the darkness and the people using this poor little boy (vision from 8/4)is old energy? Like focusing on where he came from, maybe more his past and how he got to this point in his life. Information to more clearly identify that Colt was the little boy in my visions. Perhaps it was the past, just part of the whole picture. Maybe that’s why the 70’s.. indicating past??? Sometimes I think things get drawn for you like a story, unfolding into what you need to know.. taking you to where you will find the answers and giving markers to show those in the know that you are in fact on the right track, validations that do not come from any current source of information. Reference to entry dated 7/13, spiders – Oh what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive… what kind of lies and tales are some weaving and spinning?

From 8/1 – what are they hiding? Seems like a very dark, hidden place I was seeing. If the man in the vision Troy Dame, perhaps it is he that will uncover the truth in the end. Also from this date, the image of the figure laying down passing their hand over the lower part of their body, and burnt orange. This would indicate, if you understand the chakra system, the 2nd chakra.. color (orange, burnt being dark and not functioning properly)and area(lower body). This chakra helps to establish primal relationships with others. If this chakra were not working properly it would be due to emotional abuse or trauma, or worse. I add this because since I do believe in these principles, it would be a way to make me understand that symbol, what Colt or my guides are trying to tell me. Who would be the most likely to have inflicted this type of trauma leading to his death or disappearance?

From 8/2 – the raging water could be an indicator of emotions raging out of control leading to whatever happened to him. The family member who I thought might be a feminine male could also be a controlling female. Leopard print? What about the old saying, a leopard cannot change his spots?

From 8/3 – the security device on an old house…. The old house kept coming up. Could the device indicate a place where someone felt safe and secure? Perhaps a good place to hide something? Or maybe it’s simply a place where Colt once felt secure, if he ever did in his short life. How sad! But it reminds me of when Lady and the Tramp entered my thoughts, that is a nice movie so maybe the actual vision was just a metaphor for a happier time, I just don’t know.

From 8/4 Artifacts.. a dark room.. could also be reminding me of the past, what led up to what happened.