I have to admit, after doing a meditation on Alexandria yesterday I am now confused as to what I am actually getting and what it means.
04/22/10 - I first got the cursive letter D. I do not know why it was cursive but it feels important to mention that. Then I got a fork?? I got that and other things with Amber that made me think about vendors. I am beginning to feel I might be wrong about her. I could see her for a moment alive, working for a vendor and it reminded me of the dream and the little tent looking things. But then I heard "dead". I saw a very cute guy sitting down at the end of a table or something, smiling at her. He reminded me of that tv actor Mark Valley. I am confused in my feelings. Perhaps she worked for this type of vendor at some time or maybe she is now. I was seeing a kitchen, large where a lot of food is prepared for a lot of people, but not like a restaurant. More like a home or smaller environment. It made me think if she is somehow connected with John Gardner that might be how she crossed his path.
I asked for a sign to show me where she is and I started seeing that mountain with the cross again. But this time to the right I saw another mountain and/or mountains in the background. But then on the left I began seeing an opening, almost like a cave but then it shifted and I began to see what looked like a little frame around the opening with little roof or ledge and a small cross on top. Then more off to the back/left I could see a little village and the mountain began to turn into more of a structure or tower, balcony?? Whatever it was it was made of old stone or very old brick. I am trying to get it clear in my mind but I am having trouble with that.
A thought crosses my mind that if she is not one of Gardner's victims perhaps this is all meant to draw her out and get her to contact her parents. At this point I feel I am no help at all.
The bottom line is the things I see with her and feel about her connect her to Amber and Chelsea. I can only say that I hope I am wrong, and whatever the case may be I hope she will be searched for and found.
On March 23, 2010 I did a reading for someone actively working on the Amber Dubois case. I wasn't reading about John Gardner, and I did say I couldn't confirm with 100% accuracy that he killed Amber, but I did say that I felt there were more victims of whoever did kill her.
I feel strongly that the case of Alexandria Heckman needs to be re-visited with new eyes.
I truly hope the powers that be will take a serious look at these cases, including the ones classified as runaways. Young women like Alexandria. They deserve justice. Maybe LE should make the same deal, tell us who and where and you get a pass on the death penalty, before we find them, pin them on you and make a date with chair (or needle, which I think is to good for these monsters).
One final note.. I feel that the eyes of these young women were a major attraction. Look at Amber and Chelsea and their sparkling blue eyes.. Alexandria has blue eyes. How many others? Might not be a deal breaker, but a definite lure.
Sometimes people look at the information we post here and wonder "how is that supposed to help?" I am going to take a few cases that I have worked on in the last year, that have also been resolved, and try to show how it works and how those reading the information can help. I want to also mention that sometimes where I get in my own way is trying to decode or analyze what the information means. I know that it is best to just post what I get and NOT try to explain it.
I will focus mostly on Amber Dubois and Chelsey King, but also add a few things about Aja Johnson. My information aboutAmber was never fully published here but know that anything and everything I will post now has been received by Amber's family and the private investigator. If it had to be proven that the information is genuine, it can be.
I want to note in the beginning that besides showing how psychic information can be used in the investigation, and how it doesn't help, I feel strongly there there is at least one more girl, if not more, that are listed as runaways but might actually be victims of John Gardner. The girl I am most drawn to is Alexandria Heckman (shown left and also posted here). Besides trying to show a little about how psychic visions work and how its all puzzle pieces that need to be put together, I want to try to bring some attention to Alexandria. No one really searched for her the way they did Amber or Chelsea because she is listed as a runaway. My hope is now that they have connected Amber and Chelsea to John Gardner, they will look at some of the other cases of young women gone missing from the area. They might be surprised. Its possible that some of the information I was receiving might make sense to someone who knows Alexandria or the area where she went misisng.
First, I will post everything I originally sent to the investigator on Amber Dubois. Comments highlighted in red are thoughts I've added or information that has been proven.
Known Circumstances: Amber was last seen on February 13, 2009. She may still be in the local area. She was last seen wearing black clothing and a backpack
09/11/09 - I see a dragonfly or a butterfly but I'm thinking a dragonfly. (To me, a butterfly means transformation and a dragonfly is sort of otherworldly, indicating that she may be gone. To the family who may see this, I’m very sorry. But remember, I can be wrong here. Or, this could also symbolize something she liked or even a tattoo.. anything.) I hear the name Jack, or a Ja name like Jack or Jake. I see a burly looking man - truck (Jack is the name of a man connected to an area around where Chelsey King was found. Jack is also the name of one of the search dogs that led investigators to the reservation) When I asked where she was I saw her getting into a large truck, like a tractor trailer, white maybe. (John Gardner owned a White Chevy Silvarado pick up truck from 2006 until the time that Amber disappeared.) But I'm not sure if she got in or was grabbed. I wanted to see what she was doing that morning before she left, I could see a dog I think and I heard Sparkey??? I think something like that. She had books and homework, I could see paperwork. (Perhaps associated with the purchase of the lamb.) At first I wondered if she was a runaway but no - she had things at home that she wanted, she was attached to. and she had books with her.. didn't feel right. I began feeling a boyfriend. I heard the name Luke.
I could see some sort of location it seemed like a large rock or mountains. Someone might want to climb people may picnic or hike in the area or below. A river runs through there or there is a large body of water.
She feels kind of like a tom-boy in the way she dresses and maybe acts. I’m trying to focus on that morning I see her heading out the front door. I hear Lakewood Ave. (I believe Lakewood was the name of the town where Amber was born.) I put her on a bike to start her journey but that is only in my mind to get her moving. I don’t think there is a bike. I think I can see a backpack but it looks more like a knapsack.
She has an I-pod and headphones. A man in a truck or maybe there are 2 men. The first one is burly and the second man more clean shaven, smaller. Someone grabs her and there is a struggle, One of them, I think the burly one, hits her in the face to subdue her. A long road, not a populated area.. they dump her in that area I’m seeing. I hear LaGrange? Makes me wonder about the high school.
I am removing some of the information I had here as it included names that appeared to be actual people in the area but were not in any way involved this. No point in stirring anything up.
I also found Lakewood Avenue that is near where someone reported seeing her a day after she disappeared and it’s also near a place that might fit the location I described.. Dixon Lake Recreation Area. (This area is just an example of what I’m feeling.. Not necessarily this place but maybe something like it. This is just what I found on a map nearby)
I also found a couple of businesses in the area of Lakewood Avenue named LaGrange. (I’ve also found locations named LaGrange that might fit the description above. I am so bad with maps and stuff like that so its most important to look at the drawings and go from there)
Just found the name of Amber’s best friend - Jade Fidel
09/18/09
I can see a bird.. the face of a man, fuller face, feels 40ish. I still feel 2 men, the one older and the other much younger, earl 20's maybe even late teens.
A V and a zig zag looking thing like a Z but can’t tell if it’s a name or symbol.
I don’t know.. Then all of a sudden I feel “Vendor” it was a very anxious feeling.. Could this have been a vendor at the school or close by?
I want to see where she is, some sort of indicator and I ask, where? .. Highway 4. I see a strange sort of line that feels like it indicates what the road looks like that will lead to where she is. A landmark?
There may be a stone like structure or even a large stone or rock with a plaque on it showing the location. Like at an entrance and the sign has been embedded into the stone at the entrance.
The vendor feels right, and perhaps the bird and maybe the zig zag are some sort of clue or logo or something?? This would also fit with the large truck. She may not have worried about these men, or the man, because she had seen them before.. locals, delivery men, something like that.
As I look back at the line that I drew that I feel indicates a road, it takes me back to the first meditation and the sketch. I thought the way the mountain or rock was shaped was part of the actual formation. It could be that, the shape of the rock or mountain, but it also looks a lot like the road so this may indicate the road going around the mountain. Either/or.. need to look at it both ways.
About the truck – we all see some sort of truck, but the description varies.. Large and white.. common thread but as I type this, I remember seeing the grill of a truck when I meditated this morning.. rounded front with a real shiny grill. Felt large and fancy. I am bad on vehicles too… the trucks described here could be what was used in the abduction, it could indicate what their job is or what they actually drive.
The following is an email I sent to the investigator working on Amber's case:
From: diana@nativebearspirit.com < diana@nativebearspirit.com >
Subject: Question
To: XXXXXXX
Date: Sunday, September 20, 2009, 6:07 PM
What do you think about Lake Hodges ?? The shape seems interesting to me and similar to the sketch I drew I think... but its hard to tell from an internet map.
Have you heard back from the Detective? You never told me what part you were checking on..
Namaste
Diana
Lake Hodges is where they found Chelsea King.
09/24/09 This meditation was about the white truck that the investigator sent us a picture of… An arrow.. I’m starting to think the truck or at least this one does not have anything to do with Amber’s disappearance. (that one didn't as far as I know) As I write that I felt except that perhaps they saw or know or even taped something but don’t realize it. I got a feeling of simply a way to validate a connection with the investigator. I don’t know what the arrow means, I wonder if he knows what color the interior is?? White truck, 78910.. Ralph Mc something, like McPharland, older man. A big tree like an oak tree. Kids or grandkids.
Would any of this information have helped "find" Amber? I don't know. However, if anyone was taking it seriously then if they had found a suspect (Gardner) at that time it might have helped confirm the identification. They may have been able to cross check white pick-ups or trucks with registered sex offenders and made the connection. I think the area I described fits with the reservation, and also a connection with the area where they found Chelsea King. Maybe if they had connected the search dogs to the description they might have looked a little closer at the time. A lot of maybes and hindsight?
Chelsea King
Chelsea King went missing from Poway, CA on February 25, 2010 after going for a run. I saw her photo and immediately knew she was not a runaway, but in some immediate danger. I am not going to re-post everything on Chelsea's info is already posted here. If you want to check out the specifics just click on her name at the right. What I will do is summarize only the things that ended up matching up.
02/28/10 - I could see a red car, it seemed like a smaller model. Then I heard Toyota. (I think there was a red vehicle spotted in the area but I can't remember for sure.)
Survelliance cameras.. are there cameras around the park that may have picked up that red car? Someone has noticed him in the area. (There was another incident where he attacked another woman just a few months prior.)
When I first picked up her picture this morning, I all of a sudden felt very cold. I wanted to see exactly where she is. I'm facing the park where she was running and I get the feeling that they turned to my left. I could see a mountain road and it seemed as if as they need to find that mountain. It is a steep rocky place and the road goes around. I hear canyon over and over. But the most distinguishing part of this mountain road is a cross either painted on or carved into the hill side. It could be a standing cross but it felt "on" the hill. (Accurate description of the area where she was found.)
I saw the 6th. (Chelsea was found on the 6th day of her disappearance.)
The following is a picture and an email that was sent to me after Chelsea was found...
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Diana,
For closure, and since I couldn't sleep, I found one last photo from Google Maps of the area where Chelsea was found at Lake Hodges. It's point-of-view is from the mountainous area across the lake, looking over the rural portion of the park where the running paths would be. The mountain in the background has the cross.
I thought it was a unique view, validating the visions and keywords that were received. I posted a comment on your blog. I truly hope everyone stays encouraged in their gift(s), despite the loss of Chelsea. I have a tinge of similiar gifting, but it's not refined, so to speak.
Thank you, again.
In Chelsea's case, seeing through her eyes, I accurately described the area where she was found and what she could see. Once again I don't know if it would have helped except to keep searchers in that area. The problem would have been that I'm sure the mountain and that cross can probably be seen from a lot of areas making the identification of the specific location a wider search area.
Aja Johnson
Again, I have all of my information posted about Aja. I will only repeat here that something that I was writing pointed at least 2 people to Thunderbird Lake, both of which commented, once the very day before they found the car, and both contacted the police. Had the police followed up on those tips they WOULD have found Aja weeks earlier.
I hope that some of this information helps to explain how Psychic Information can be used in helping to find missing children. The thing is, like with Aja's case, it takes someone who knows the victim and/or the area to put the pieces together. That is what this blog is all about. I hope that those of you reading this will continue to follow these children, post anything that you feel may help or explain the visions being posted and get involved in helping to find these kids and bring them home.
Alexandria Lauren Heckman is classified as an endangered runaway. She went missing from San Marcos, CA on December 18, 2007.
My feeling about this is she may not be a runaway.. she came onto my radar after I started feeling that there are more girls, at least one, that may be connected to either Chelsey King's case, Amber Dubois' case, or both. I feel this girl is probably already gone but no one really ever looked for her because they think she is a runaway.
03/29/10 – I wanted to focus on Alexandria this morning. She went missing from San Marcos, Ca on December 18, 2007. I didn’t do very well connecting with her but I did have a dream last night that I think might have been about her.
I was at what I think was a truck stop, or some place like that. Or maybe I was in a place behind the truck stop because I was in a big brown building. I think I (she) was trying to hitch a ride. There was another girl there also, and a man. The dream is really sketchy but the other girl came in and she had a gun or a short kind of riffle. I can’t really remember what the guy or the girl looked like but I was trying to get away. I can’t remember if I ran out but it seems like there were people close by. I just remember when I woke up I was so scared and my heart was beating so fast it hurt.
I remember seeing these little things, sort of like little structures or tents,. I have no idea what they are. There seemed to be something on the front of them that made them look like they had smiley faces. They were yellow and sat up on little legs. I don’t remember why, but I felt these were really important and I needed to remember them. I don’t know if they were supposed to be smiley faces or if it just looked like that. And also, they didn’t call her (me) Alexandria, they were saying Lauren. But now I can’t remember if it was me calling the other girl that???
An arrow.. I’m starting to think the truck or at least this one does not have anything to do with Amber’s disappearance. 
