07/26/11 - I have no idea if this means anything but a horse led me into my meditation this morning.
At first I can see some splashes of color, I think maybe blue and pink, they seem to be flowers. Then I get 3 T or maybe its T 3. Peanut butter, and then it feels like that is more like its making me think of allergies.
Next I get West, then as I'm wondering if that is direction I get Weston which is a small town close by me. To describe this town, it is a small but very busy town. Old, a lot of old buildings and houses. Parts are nice but parts are very depressed. Its an odd mix. A lot of old timers. The historical houses are beautiful.
Anyway, after Weston and a brief feeling about the town I get a flash of the hospital which is pretty much what Weston is infamous for, especially now. Its an old mental hospital that is now called the Trans Allegheny Lunatic Asylum. That gives me a feeling of mental illness or a mental break. I then flash back on the T 3 and begin to wonder if that is it.. T 3 could be referring to spine, then there was allergies.. and I wonder if its all leading to illness, which could be a mental break.
Bears. I don't know what that means.
The next feeling I get is that she is with her mother. Then I realize I have no idea what happened and wonder if this guy hurt her mom. (I only copy and paste info to start so I didn't read any of the story, which I now see is not the case.)
I get a feeling of water. And I get a sense of a frog pond and it reminds me of how the rain was so heavy last night and the frogs were all so very loud. But I get a feeling of "no" about him putting her in water, like he wouldn't do that. He loved her and whatever he did I think he did it with care, like wrapped her in something and carefully put her somewhere, perhaps near water or a nice place, like a pond. Someplace peaceful.
I never actually got the feeling of her being dead but I sense that is the case. Being with her mom, the way it feels like he placed her somewhere. The mental break. Almost like he was so mad at the mom that he thought he was hurting her but it was the baby.
