03/18/2013 Sidney Nicole Randall was last seen at her Walnut Ridge AR, home on March 9, 2013. Someone reached out to me to see if I could help. Here is what I got in meditation this morning.
The first thing I could see looked like the side of a hill or small mountain. It felt like a wide open space, but there were some scattered areas of trees. It was all very green and pretty. It almost reminded me of a golf course but I not sure that really means anything other than it was a pretty area.
I saw an M but I was thinking about when she went missing so not sure if that is important, but then I also got an A. Then it seemed like I was sort of moving quickly from one place to another and I was at a cabin. At first it looked pretty and it had a red tin roof and a big porch around the front. Then I began to see old fallen in buildings so I don't know if that means that this was in the past and the house or cabin is now fallen or run down, or if there are both nice houses or cabins and old fallen in sheds or structures. Or maybe it just means something in the past.
The next thing that came into view were horses. There seemed to be horses on the place and I could see 2 of them drinking out of what looked like a metal barrel. There was a bright blue rag hanging off the side of the barrel. I am not sure what that would mean but it was very bright against an otherwise dark or dimmed image.
The next thing I saw looked like cellar doors, someone coming out of a cellar door, and it appeared to be coming out of the ground more so than a house but that I cannot be sure of.
All of a sudden I seemed to traveling up over the area and I could see what looked like a large lake or body of water. Then the shape of that turned into a horse, or the horse was on top of the area. And then I could see someone that seemed to have some sort of pack on and it reminded me of hunting and/or fishing. I wanted to get a direction and all I got was a feeling of north. I just kept getting the feeling that if the stepfather took her somewhere it would be a place from his past or had some connection to his past.
NOTE: I am just going to continue to edit this post in order to add all of my meditations in one place. Also, I would like to send a special thank you to the woman who is working with me on this and for her efforts in the search for Sidney.
03-21-2013 I was having difficulty connecting so these images are
few and random. I was seeing some kind of ring I think. It appeared to
be a silver cross sort of wrapped around. Then it turned into a spider.
I picked up on a railroad, then a train station. Kept going back to
that spider and the ring then I got a feeling of a cemetery. Now this I
think is something, but not sure.. I was getting those railroad tracks
and then all of a sudden my coffee pot started making some real loud
steam noises for no reason. That instantly brought to mind a steam
locomotive.
Last thing, and it may have nothing to do with
this at all, but while I was trying to meditate I started hearing some
really strange noises. I got up and looked around and realized it was
coming from outside in the direction of a neighboring farm. I have no
idea what it was but all my horses were standing at attention. It could
have been a weird bird or animal but nothing I've ever heard before. The
sinking feeling in my heart felt it was an animal that had been
attacked by something. But the strangest thing of all was that there
were dogs barking when I first started my meditation, and you would
think they would be going crazy at that sound, but there was nothing..
not a single dog barking in the hollow. Like I said, it was very strange
and most likely not anything to do with this, but I am adding it just
in case it clicks on something.
03-22-2013 I tried again on Sidney but I have to say it seems like a struggle. At
first I was trying to see where she is and even before I began, when I
closed my eyes I would see flickering lights. I thought it was the flame
from the candle but when I opened my eyes the flames were smooth, not
flickering. It was almost like when a fluorescent light bulb is starting
to die or a flashing neon sign. I was trying real hard to see landmarks
or a location and I got, very distinctly DELAWARE. I felt and also saw
what appeared to be a tunnel going through a mountain. I keep feeling
like I am being drawn to trains. It was like a train tunnel built though
a mountain. I saw a yellow fire truck that started to fade to red then
almost back to yellow. It made me wonder if the flickering was fire.
Then I could see what appeared to be a factory and tools.
Next
I could see a star, like one you would draw, not really in the sky.
When I was seeing all of this I felt the whole time I was moving in a
north-easterly direction but I kept feeling left.
I started to
feel like she had a boyfriend and a lot of friends who are worried about
her. I saw a statue, could be a memorial they are building. ROO.
Somewhere along the way I got 198 or I98, not sure.
03-25-2013 Well I had a friend of the sister of a missing woman email and ask me to
help on her case. I thought maybe I would take a morning and try to
pick up something for them but then I really think Sidney is not having
anything to do with that. I started seeing a lot of light shooting
right at me and she sort of took over my thoughts. I started seeing a
dog and I got the sense that another dog search was needed. I began
seeing an old structure that I thought or felt was an old school house.
There was a wooden porch and a tin or metal barrel turned upside down on
it. But not like a barrel, more like a watering tub.
Anyway, then I felt like I was in the woods and it was dark. I saw a
deer standing across my path and he just looked back at me, didn't move.
Deer crossing?
The next thing I could see was a light switch,
just a single one at first then it changed to have multiple switches.
It made me think of a power station or sub station or maybe a power
grid.
I've thought all along about the feeling that something
happened in the house and he had to get her out quickly. This morning it
was more in my mind like he thought he could get out and back before
anyone realized it but then that didn't happen. He got caught and when
all of the focus was on him he killed himself. I almost thought remorse
but I was quickly corrected. It was all about him. Killing himself was
about him, not about what happened to her. I also saw an empty bottle,
like a liquor bottle. It was clear with a silver lid. Don't know why I
feel compelled to say that but that's what I saw.
I picked up
her picture to try and get more and I got a quick glimpse of a broken
down wooden fence. Maybe some barbed wire, rusty but I'm pretty sure it
was more about the wooden fence. And then, sail.
I keep getting
an underlying feeling that she is alive, or maybe was alive when he
left her. My mind says that is probably not right, and impossible that
she would or could still be alive. Maybe he left supplies and intended
to go back? I don't know.. could just be her sense of urgency to be
found. Its confusing. Or maybe its wishful thinking on my part. Or she
doesn't realize she has passed?? It just get an alive energy.