Monday, May 11, 2009
Colton Levi Clark
Colton Clark, age 9, was reported missing on April 20, 2006. He has never been found. This case is not one I heard about on the news. It was one that was told to me by my guides during meditation and I looked it up and have been following ever since. I found a woman who blogs about his case and now the cases of other missing children and adults. She was, and it seems remains very dedicated to this cause. These are my journal entries that she posted on her blog back in October, 2006. She is skeptical of psychic information, I believe, but is very dedicated to finding this boy. Following are the journal entries that she posted. I think she posted because there was a lot of information over this period of time that was actually about her, proving to me, and perhaps her, that I had found the right person. I will post other entries that I've made in my journal over the last 3 years as I find them. All of this information was given to the appropriate authorities at the time. The pictures are of Colton, age 9, and age progressed to age 12.
July 11, 2006 It started out with the number 10 and then 9. I wasn’t sure if that was a date or age but I thought 9 would be the age. Now I wonder if it means he is 10 now but I would find it by looking for a 9 year old. Stuffed animals being thrown at a little boy, at least I felt boy. He was trying to duck down in a corner with his hands and arms covering his face. Then as plain as a photograph in a flash, a picture of a white counter with a blue fanny pack lying on it. It was so vivid that I definitely think it must be important. A board, like a piece of plywood, with the name Maxine and what seemed like a piece of light blue plastic sort of like a curtain or something with paint splattered on it, white paint. It feels like or seems like construction. Blue again, like a blue rabbit. I could hear harsh words “Shut up you little bast*;%#”. A blue ball rolling across the floor towards what appeared or was shaped like a mushroom. It made me think of an old 70’s style print with the browns and oranges and the flowers and mushrooms, or an older home and I could see a candle holder, sort of like brass maybe, with arms coming out from the base to hold more than one candle. But then I thought that the first image with the counter seemed more modern so maybe 2 separate places.
The boy was frightened, he has dark hair and dark eyes. A name, Mark. I looked on the internet for any missing 9 year olds. Colt seemed and felt like what I was seeing, so I decided to focus on him.
July 13, 2006 I tried to focus on Colt and find something I could use to validate what I was seeing. I saw spiders but felt like that was a good thing, maybe he likes spiders. And red hawks or sea hawks. At first I thought of some kind of sports team but I kept seeing big birds so I’m not sure. A white door with little windows at the top, Colt, I think, is standing in front of the door with a red shirt on but I cannot see his face or head. Almost like his body is there but in his head he is somewhere else. Bowling; a star. The star? Maybe the name of a street or city? And aliens! He is smiling! Maybe he likes aliens too… The name Dana, Feels like someone who can help. Then a short, heavy set lady with brown maybe wavy hair and glasses. Perhaps someone who is connected to him. It made me wonder for the first time what his adopted mom looked like.
July 14, 2006 I start out frustrated because I wasn’t able to find anything out yesterday about this boy and I didn’t know what to do. I set my intent on Colt one more time, like its time to take some kind of action right or wrong, just do something. The first image that came to my mind was a large, flat, open, grassy area and at the back side was a row of houses. The flatness stuck out at me I guess because I live in WV and am surrounded by mountains. I thought of Florida. I’ve never been there but I guess I imagine it to be flat. But then that thought made me think of water, like he is near water but I’m not sure.
I saw one man giving money to another man in a ball cap and dark glasses. It seemed like he was on the water or spent time there. Then an image of him in a boat. The kind that has a little cabin or something like that but on the top where he could drive and rest he elbow out the window.
Then a man with a dark beard. At first it didn’t seem like a thick beard but then I got an image of someone who resembled sly stallone in that movie Night Hawks. He had a full thick beard in that movie. He looked mean. I saw a man holding a beer but his fingers were covering the label. I wanted to get a look at the label but I think I may have put too much thought into that cause I started arguing with myself about if I saw Miller it would only be because that is what my husband drinks, and then I though if I saw something else it would be because I’ve already messed up the thought. That is the part I have trouble with, keeping my analytical mind out of it.
Anyway, when I did see an image it was red and gold and I thought of an old name in beer like Schlitz or Stroughs. I don’t know if that actually means anything now but it might. I asked my guides to tell me who to contact and the names Rick and Mark came up. Mark Richard maybe, I don’t know.. As I typed that it dawned on me.. Mark was one of the first names I heard but after I found Colt on the internet I just thought I mis-heard Mark/Clark. But I realize now that this is the second time I’ve heard it. Might be important. But I sort of felt the name in connection to the authorities or someone to contact.
I asked who the man was, the other man. He was smiling. Was it Colts dad? Yes; Father? No; confused here.. Step dad? Yes… but then there is a biological father and an adopted father. The question entered my mind, perhaps for he first time, did the adopted family have something to do with this? Maybe, I had a “not so good” feeling about it at this point and caught a glimpse of the nice house again, the one with the white counter and fanny pack. May indicate just where to look. But the step-father part is confusing. I need to learn to stop lending my own analysis and just record what I see and feel so I don’t confuse any issues.
July 17, 2006 I tried to focus on Colt this morning and this may be about him so I will share it. I could see the front of a house or building, like around the walls where you would landscape. But there were minimal, small shrubs or plants, planted in a row and it looked like gravel instead of mulch or something like that, seemed strange.. I thought of a rock garden. Also Alabama and selling drugs?? Weird. Sorry that’s all this time.
July 24, 2006 I’m trying hard to meditate, I want to focus on Colt. A green crescent moon shaped object, I could see a face, reminds me of The man in the moon. A face, pieces of it, a nose, cheeks, I’m not sure, female I think, an attractive female. I try to get an idea about where Colt is.
Is he dead or alive? I see a movie but I can’t remember the name of it. It had Joe Penny and a young girl, she is popular now but I can’t remember her name. He is a cop and she is a waitress who is underage. They start an affair and she ends up pregnant. Long story short, he ends up killing her, dragging her into the woods and trying to hide it, blame it on his step son. I can see movement like watching something out of the back window of a vehicle and I think of this movie. She said at the end “I got death and he got life”. I’m not sure but I begin to worry about if he is alive. I see lots of dogs and then cadaver dogs, but I do know they are looking for him or they were, with dogs. I don’t want to confuse what I know. I’m worried about the brother. The name James and just as I was going to quit, McCartney. The moon again, it reminded me of the old saying about the moon being made of green cheese… green cheese?
August 1, 2006 I had a wave of stuff this morning and I was finding It hard to keep up. I had to stop to start writing things down and I’m Afraid I stopped to soon cause I couldn’t get back but it seemed important to get it down. I need to learn to use a voice recorder or something. First I dreamed about trying to get somewhere and I kept running into obstacles, mostly from my ex-husbands family. They are nice and it was un-intended but never the less it was stopping my progress. I was trying to get to my husband and I couldn’t. I won’t go into details but when I did find him he was wearing a new motorcycle helmet but it was really stupid looking. Tan with a sort of spotted dark tan pattern. Reminded me of a leopard sort of. But jumping forward, the next time I was with him and he was putting it back on it wasn’t a helmet but a painter’s cap with a pinkish or reddish pattern and some blue in it. Seemed rather feminine and weird for him, not him at all. If he ever acted like that it would be like a secret life. (a leopard never changes his spots?)
Anyway the only reason I’m telling you is perhaps it has something to do with who took Colt. And who within the family, extended family whatever, is stopping the progress or hindering it, intentional or not. Now what I saw this morning.. a brief case, the kind that is soft sided with a fold over flap, maybe leather cause it looked like one I had given my husband as a gift. Someone sat this case down in a hallway with a staircase and a large wooden banister. This appeared to be a nicer house, clean and bright. He or she, but I felt male energy, went down the hall into what seemed like a walk in closet but as they went to the back there was a door leading down into a basement, down, down. Back in the hallway by the front door I could see a couple. They were facing each other. The man was larger build and had sandy hair, tall, wearing a reddish brown polo type shirt I think and khaki pants. The woman was smaller, dark hair I believe, wearing a white dress that made me think of a dress my sister wore when she married her 2nd husband. Not a formal wedding gown but a country style white dress with lace and a fancy white cowboy hat with lots of lace. The dress reminded me of that.
I could see a refrigerator and a tub of Quaker oats on top. Not the paper can but some sort of tub?? The tub of oats fell off of the fridge and I could hear in a squeaky, slimy sort of voice the words “Don’t you remember? Rape? Don’t you remember” Very, very weird! Then holes.. and something in them like plungers, but then the holes got taller like stacks of some kind with the plungers moving in them, and water or near water. A large electric pole in an area, the kind that can hold a lot of wires, and there is a lot of vegetation around it, and tracks like the railroad tracks. Let me say that I do know that there were train tracks searched, I read it in the very limited coverage that I was able to find, so I’m not trying to make you think I am amazing cause I knew that… It just showed up in the meditation so I’m relating it.
Somewhere in the midst of all of this I saw a figure laying down, his/her hand moving or waving across the lower part of their body. I felt again that perhaps Colt could still be alive. I couldn’t see any features, it was kind of a burnt orange color and no features of any kind. But I saw movement and felt life. I hope the life part is not wishful thinking….
August 2, 2006 I can see a ceiling fan, an older woman and I hear a name, Sarah. Birmingham… I get a feeling like he did run away, or was trying to. I see a river with raging water. There is a small water fall and it is in the woods or a forest, a lot of trees around the place. I keep feeling brother or maybe he is wearing his brothers coat and I hear Judea??
I could see someone coming around what is like a hill, it was in the shadows but he walked out away from the river into the darkness or woods. I keep feeling that the image of my husband with the painters cap with pinkish and blue patterns indicates that there is a family member, male, who has a feminine nature. Perhaps it’s someone who holds some information.
Yesterday I found a blog that had a link in it about past investigations involving Colt. The spokesman for the Seminole Sheriff’s Dept’s name was Mark Myers. Mark! Also, I found a picture and a name of a sheriff deputy, Troy Dame – Dame – Dana?? Could be, and he looked like the man I had in my vision with the small woman.
08/03/06 I was going to try to read Di so I’m not sure if this is Colt or her but I felt Colt so I will enter it here.
I could see an old run down house, a lot of grass and weeds growing up. I went in – dark, couldn’t tell if it was abandoned but I saw a keypad like an electronic security device – confused. For a minute I felt Colt was hiding here; that he was or is smart enough to stay hidden for all this time. A woman going up the stairs, a window and a sheer curtain blowing. She goes around the corner to the rooms.. The image reminded me of the way the stairs went up and around in the Lady & the Tramp movie.
The cards I pulled this day don’t feel like they are about me but about Colt. AoP, 8oW, Devil were poppers and the pull was 10oS and 10oP Rx. Wanting a new life, going for it.. getting away from the bondage he was in, putting himself in a worse position by being very unhappy in the family.
08/04/06 Egyptian, white knife like artifacts?? A door knob leading into a dark room, older again. Alabama, he feels alive somehow in the hands of people who are using him in a dark way.
3 cards to give me an overview and a shadow.. Pop – Fool Rx, show 8oP Pulled – Lovers, 9oW Rx and 3oS Rx, shadow – 8oW Rx He did run away or was talked into it. His situation was not good at home. He could not start over because his situation was not much better. There was no resolving emotional conflicts so he thought he could escape them. It is going to take a lot of people and a lot of effort and cooperation to find this boy. I think he is alive in the hands of bad people. WE need to keep this alive or he will never be found. I need to convince them to listen. If you look at a map of Birmingham Alabama, Mountain Brook is right below it, south! Judea – is a term used for the mountainous southern part of the historic of Israel. Reminds me of the place with the raging water and water fall.
Today I got a beliefnet email and the title was Jesus leads them to Judea… what connection does this have? Kindra doesn’t think that Colt ran away. I have a feeling that since I got the feelings about the run-away thing that perhaps she thinks I am working with Becky. Just a feeling but I need to make her understand. I told her that I just don’t know… Maybe the raging water is a reflection of the raging emotions that were going on. I need to re-think everything I have seen.
08/07/06 I was beginning to worry about Kindra and if she thought I had been put up to this whole thing by Becky.. She said she doesn’t. That old house means something I think. It must be important or it wouldn’t keep coming up. I believe it could have something to do with their house that burned. I think I found somewhere where they indicated that they were living in a shop building or something like that. But how does a shop building have bedrooms? She reported that Colt had been in his bedroom when they last saw him. Could this burned house be a clue as to where he is. I saw construction in my first vision.
08/09/06 Colt, I feel the large grassy area again and a small white building. X marks the spot. Route 78, I try to focus on the building but I get a larger one like a house, a white Victorian style house, a big front porch, lots of windows, open… an eye? Focus on the building; road…19 to 78. A big white tanker truck IRLAND written on the side – a trunk, lime.. I don’t know if this is something they’ve done or a memory of something I’ve heard before. There are other buildings or houses in the area, Cherry Grove – I could see a residential like street, cut off and then Cherry Grove.
08/11/06 Spruce Goose – that is what I got when I thought about Colt. The open field or an open field with big trees at the border. Someone standing with arms up and out but not standing, turning and looking up.
10/25/06 Kindra emailed me yesterday about the case. Austin, Colt’s brother had run away and was gone for 5 days before Becky and Rex reported him missing. I believe they did that only because a break-in nearby brought focus to them. Sounds like Austin had something to do with that. I have and am still trying to make sure she knows, and anyone else I’ve spoken to or will speak to, that I don’t want anyone to think that I believe that 100% of this is right on the money. But as I told her, I do believe there are some important clues in this, I really truly do!!!
Today she emailed me with a link that included a story about a woman named Dana.. she remembered Dana from my visions. She had a poster in her store window about Colt. Her grandson strikes an amazing resemblance to Colt and they have actually had to prove that he was who they said to police who saw him and thought he could be Colt. Strange coincidence but I still think the Dana was Dame as in Troy Dame. I need to review and then perhaps see if there is some way I can get him to listen.
10/26/06 Pondering … I wonder if some of the info, like the little boy and the stuffed rabbit, the old house with the 70’s feel (from the first vision), the darkness and the people using this poor little boy (vision from 8/4)is old energy? Like focusing on where he came from, maybe more his past and how he got to this point in his life. Information to more clearly identify that Colt was the little boy in my visions. Perhaps it was the past, just part of the whole picture. Maybe that’s why the 70’s.. indicating past??? Sometimes I think things get drawn for you like a story, unfolding into what you need to know.. taking you to where you will find the answers and giving markers to show those in the know that you are in fact on the right track, validations that do not come from any current source of information. Reference to entry dated 7/13, spiders – Oh what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive… what kind of lies and tales are some weaving and spinning?
From 8/1 – what are they hiding? Seems like a very dark, hidden place I was seeing. If the man in the vision Troy Dame, perhaps it is he that will uncover the truth in the end. Also from this date, the image of the figure laying down passing their hand over the lower part of their body, and burnt orange. This would indicate, if you understand the chakra system, the 2nd chakra.. color (orange, burnt being dark and not functioning properly)and area(lower body). This chakra helps to establish primal relationships with others. If this chakra were not working properly it would be due to emotional abuse or trauma, or worse. I add this because since I do believe in these principles, it would be a way to make me understand that symbol, what Colt or my guides are trying to tell me. Who would be the most likely to have inflicted this type of trauma leading to his death or disappearance?
From 8/2 – the raging water could be an indicator of emotions raging out of control leading to whatever happened to him. The family member who I thought might be a feminine male could also be a controlling female. Leopard print? What about the old saying, a leopard cannot change his spots?
From 8/3 – the security device on an old house…. The old house kept coming up. Could the device indicate a place where someone felt safe and secure? Perhaps a good place to hide something? Or maybe it’s simply a place where Colt once felt secure, if he ever did in his short life. How sad! But it reminds me of when Lady and the Tramp entered my thoughts, that is a nice movie so maybe the actual vision was just a metaphor for a happier time, I just don’t know.
From 8/4 Artifacts.. a dark room.. could also be reminding me of the past, what led up to what happened.