Susan Powell

16 March 2010 - Additional Information and Vision

Yesterday when I kept getting the word "station" I actually forgot that I got that until my husband came in and told me about the "utility transfer station" that I was trying to describe yesterday. Now, I am not absolutely sure but I think the original reference was to a "ranger station." I saw some sort of residence for a forest ranger and something that looked like a fire tower. Anything like this in the area or on the way to where you've been looking, Laura?

To Laura: I didn't see anything that looked like skylights on that Utility Transfer Station. My view or perspective was close up.

Vision: Last night I tried to get myself moving in the direction that Susan was taken and I just couldn't get moving. I just couldn't move. but I did get a little more information. I hope it's useful in some way.

The first thing I see is this sketch on a piece of paper. The sketch indicates a lake or some body of water that is fairly recognizable as a lake. In the northwest position, someone drew a lone mountain, standing alone. Then I saw these white bands of light emanating outward and upward out of the mountain. The white bands of light glowed. It surprised me a little to see this. Don't know what this could mean.

Then I saw this very young woman standing on a curb in some town or city. She was in a fairly busy area. There were cars, lights from shops, etc. She had long, brown hair and she was quite stylish. A real clothes horse. She was taller than average and very leggy. I am not absolutely sure, but I think she had on shorts, some sort of long-sleeved sweater, a vest (perhaps leather) and scarf, and some sort of hat, perhaps a cloche (like Alli McGraw wore in the movie, Love Story). She may have had on boots up to the knee. Her appearance was impressive but way over the top. Reminded me of a hooker, but definitely not a street hooker. Perhaps call girl, exotic dancer. She seemed to have an expectation that someone was going to be picking her up there. She had her cellphone in her right hand or something like a cell phone, I believe, making me think she was left-handed. She had just made a call or texted someone and seemed to be waiting for a reply from whomever she contacted. She was definitely expecting someone, to be picked up by someone. My perspective was from behind her. She turned her head to the right and I saw her in profile. She was gorgeous but very, very young. I would say anywhere from 19 to 24. When I came out of this vision, I wondered if Susan's husband had a girlfriend and this was a rendezvous.

As I connected with Susan, I got was a whole lot of physical stuff. I will try to list in order of how I received these things.
1. My left wrist started hurting really badly and my left hand was up against my left breast.
2. Then behind my left breast, into my chest cavity and heart area, that started hurting really badly, like a stabbing pain.
3. Then the four fingers on my right hand started hurting really badly. And I sensed that her left wrist and the four fingers on her right hand were broken.
3. Then my lower back started aching, from hip to hip, accompanied by pain around both kidneys and I sensed having been kicked repeatedly.
4. My left knee started aching and the ache radiated up and down my left leg.
5. Then, beginning below my left wrist into my left hand, I felt a prickly pain and this pain also started radiating all the up my left arm and into my left shoulder area.
6. Then I started feeling as though my body temperature was dropping and felt chilled, and then started feeling cold.
7. I also started feeling really sick to my stomach, like I could vomit.
At this point, I didn't want to continue feeling this. I just didn't want to go too far into these feelings. So, I stopped.

I think this was last night or during the night, but I put myself in a car to try to get myself moving. I did begin moving a little and kept seeing these metal boxes at the road's edge. They were mostly on the left side of the road. I recognize these as being a properties individual utility hook up. This utility "theme" is probably the most prevalent thing I've received.

**Note: When I woke up this morning, I began thinking about Susan again and started feeling sick to my stomach again.

Also, this morning I kept thinking about this utility transfer station and how I described it as servicing a small town or community (yesterday I also remember wanting to describe this area as a subdivision of sorts but I filtered that description out). I remember looking for signs of a small community yesterday but couldn't find anything, so your (Laura's) description of an area that had remnants of homes that were never finished rings true for me. I also described holes that were dug and never used or finished for some reason. I also think it's interesting that you saw a manhole cover. I did too. It might be my logical mind at work here, but I sense that she is in some sort of hole that was already dug out.

Susan Powell - Missing 7 Dec. 2009 from West Valley City, Utah

Susan Powell, 28, was last seen on Dec. 7, 2009 when her husband says he left their suburban home in West Valley City, Utah at about 12:30 a.m. to take their two boys, ages 2 and 4, camping in freezing conditions. She was reported missing on the same day when she failed to show up for her stockbroker job and her children were not dropped off at day care.

15 March 2010 - Initial Photo Reading of Susan Powell. I have seen this photo of Susan Powell a number of times. But I had never done a reading on her. I instantly felt as though she is deceased.

I also felt as though she was in the process of leaving her husband, perhaps not right away, but she was making plans to leave her husband. But I feel as though something escalated in the household and she was attempting to get out of the house with her children. I am getting that she was knocked around a lot by her husband. Very abusive. He could be set off fairly easily. She was sick of the constant unpredictability of his behavior and afraid for her children and how her husband's behavior was effecting her children. She was seeing some violent (wrote violet initially) tendencies in a male child.

I see a lot of enjoyment of the outdoors in her, and some athleticism in her life, I think in the past, perhaps during her school years? She was strong physically as well as mentally and emotionally.

I don't feel that she was inside the house when she was murdered. I feel as though she may have initially gone to another place, a motel perhaps? Or at least she attempted to go to a motel. I don't think she made it though. I see that she was in a large SUV, dark blue perhaps. I see the children in the back seat, but then I don't see them anymore. I see a road that looks like it's fairly remote. Big trees on either side of the road. I don't really know how or why she was stopped. But I see her now outside the vehicle. A man grabbed her by the hair and whipped her to the ground beside the driver's side of the vehicle. She was basically beaten to death. She was hidden somewhere right there on the spot and someone returned later to take her body elsewhere to be buried. I really think she was still alive and then died sometime later and was deceased when someone returned to take her elsewhere.

I think she was taken to a rather remote, familiar place to her and to the rest of the family. Near or at a lake. But the entire area seems very remote to me. Whoever returned for her had a plan, tools for digging, and a blue plastic tarp I think. They worked carefully. I just noticed that I said "they." I think there was help and another member or two of the husband's family perhaps? A brother and/or father perhaps? I think they also brought changes of clothing. They were all well-aware of how they could be implicated with any hint of evidence. And it became almost like they were playing out some weird TV episode and the crime became more of a game to them, totally disassociating from the crime itself.

I am not seeing the children. I see them in the back of the vehicle and then I don't see them. I am wondering if someone in the husband's family is in law enforcement or perhaps the forestry service? I don't know what happened to the children. I am not sensing that they are deceased, or maybe I just don't want to consider this. I just don't know.

Okay, I kept seeing various locations for Susan's body. I think there was a lot of conversation about where to dispose of her body and I am not so sure that she wasn't actually moved from one location to another. I see some sort of warehouse where they are talking about all this. Perhaps the workplace of one of the helpers? Just guessing but someone has a connection to this location. The warehouse is off and away from anything. You have to drive a way to get to it. Odd location for a warehouse. It looks mostly empty to me. I don't have a real good beat on this.

But the most prevalent thing I keep seeing is some sort of utility area that services a small community or some sort of "outpost" I keep wanting to say. I don't know what Outpost could mean. You know those electrical gizmos that you see with those towers and things that look they could be attached to some science project? I know I am not explaining this very well. I don't know what they're called. But there's usually a small concrete building, something along those lines. But then I also see like a sewer utility as well. I just keep getting some sort of rural utility outpost, where perhaps electrical, water, sewer service is available to service a small town, community or subdivision of some sort. Chain linked fence around the immediate area of the utility. Manhole covers, some round, some square. Holes that were drilled and never used for some reason. Small concrete slab with these metal feet mounted to it. Loose gravel type material around the site.

Someone involved in the disposal of the body knows about all this. Perhaps he even works as a maintenance person for these outposts? I can't think of another word to use besides outpost. Or maybe construction of these places, perhaps whoever builds these gizmos? Seems rural to me. Remote. I also see a fire tower at one point. Looks wooden to me but stained kind of a dark burgundy color? High up. I think forestry connection again. And I can also see another wooden structure that is a residence for some sort for a forestry resident or officer or whatever they call someone in the forestry service.

Oh the other thing I got was a borrowed vehicle or a vehicle that does not belong to Susan's family to transport the body? I don't think it belongs to one of the helpers either though. So I don't know. Perhaps whoever provided the vehicle doesn't know for what purpose it was used. Something along these lines. I believe it might have been a van perhaps. Darker color? Seems like it might have been a construction type van and in the back of the vehicle, nooks and crannies where a body could be concealed amongst tools, white buckets, folded up tarps? Other stuff too that I don't recognize.

Okay, my husband just told me that those gizmos I was trying to describe are called transfer stations. Yes, I kept getting the word station, too. Yes, transfer station. That feels right to me.

Susan Powell

I know this site has always been dedicated to finding missing kids, but this woman has been on my mind and I believe she came into my meditations last week.  I wasn't sure if it was her at first, then I saw an article about a missing girl that very day and it made me wonder.  The girl, Casey Lasure, was found around January 6th I believe.  

Susan Powell, age 28, was last seen on Dec. 7, 2009 when her husband says he left their suburban home in West Valley City at about 12:30 a.m. to take their two boys, ages 2 and 4, camping in freezing conditions.

She was reported missing on the same day when she failed to show up for her stockbroker job and her children were not dropped off at day care.

My first meditation was on 01/04/10 and is listed below, but I will add it here also to keep things together.

When I closed my eyes I immediately started seeing faces. There was a man, nice looking, square features I think, but his features were all I could see. Then there was another face, happy looking, red wavy hair, freckles, big smile, round nose. He reminded me a little of Howdy Doody. Clownish. He jumped out me as if he were having fun. I also heard Rich or Rob, Rod maybe.

I could see feet walking around under a table or door?? and I noticed all different kinds of shoes, boots, dress shoes, cowboy boots and even one person with bare feet. Then it started feeling unfinished like a house under construction and then quickly something that looked like a church flashed in my mind but it felt more like it was beside the location, not the location. Then I saw a woman on the floor, like she fell or was knocked down. Not an old woman. She feels no older than 30's or even a lot younger. Long dark hair, I think, and then it started feeling bad. She shouldn't be there and probably didn't want to be. I saw a toy laying beside her like a little boat. She is a mom or a younger woman which reminded me of that missing woman who husband says he was camping with the boys when she went missing. I can't really make sense of any of this. I remember somewhere around seeing the feet, that there was a number 4 and then a yellow paper, on the floor I think. That is when I started thinking construction for some reason. Like a permit or even a paper label on wood???

What I've found so far - The missing mom is a woman from Utah named Susan Powell. I'm thinking now though that this may have more to do with a missing 16 year old from New Martinsville, WV named Casey Lasure. When I called up the weather this morning I saw a story about her. She has been missing since sometime after 10PM on Friday. I don't know why but that feels more likely. She seems to look more like the woman I saw, long brown hair. But I just don't know..

After I put the 2 pictures together, it really made me unsure of which one it might be.  It may very well be a little bit of both cases.

01/08/10 - I was trying to connect with Susan Powell and I began feeling a strong presence in the room with me. Apparently so did one of my pups because at the very moment I felt the chills going up my spine he started howling. (I believe Lucky is super sensitive to spirit, more so than Bear or Sadie. He is always doing this and howling at unseen things.) Anyway, his barking broke that deep connection but I started seeing images. I could see a drain, like a bathtub drain. Not the kind that you plug, but the ones that have levers to plug them. I feel there is evidence in a drain. I could see a woman's finger running around and around that drain. Then I felt he used bleach to try and cover up or destroy any dna evidence, but I feel he didn't get it all, there is something there.

I asked where her body is and I heard or sensed Jesse Davis. I remember that case, I followed it closely and was very accurate on what I received at the time. Jesse was found in a shallow grave by a hiker I believe, in a state park. She was killed by her boyfriend in front of their young son and he tried to cover it up with bleach. He was a cop. He also had help from an old school friend to cover it up. I'm not sure what part is like Jesse's case. I will have to go back and find my entries.

I get a mountain road and an 8. I feel it might be spring before they find her. And I think the 4, if this is connected to the first meditation, indicates time. 4 months, the 4th month (April), something like that.

I usually do a daily draw after I meditate, for me. The cards I pulled this morning indicate a very turbulent relationship, one that ends tragically. It must be connected to her instead of me. That does not fit me at all.

03/27/10 - This morning when I was trying to focus on Aja Johnson, but at the beginning I kept getting Susan so I went with it for a little while. I have not been following much of what you guys are doing because honestly I just can't keep up but I feel this probably doesn't fit much. However, I'm going to give it to you anyway just in case any of it means anything.

And also, another note. When I tried to scan the map for an area that might fit this I found a mountain road 8 that runs along the left side of the Wasatch National Forest. I remember getting a mountain road and an 8 in one of my meditations.

(ok, the link I was trying to put here isn't working.. I will try to find something else.)

Here is my meditation from this morning. I could see an area where I think they will find her body. It still reminds me of Jessie Davis. From an aerial view, there is a hill or mountain and she is on the top or close to the top. To the left is a town or neighborhood. I see buildings. To the right is the rest of the national park or forest where she is. It is wooded. Spring.



The kids may have witnessed, directly or indirectly, all or part of what happened. They are frightened of Josh. He told them it was all Susan’s fault. There is evidence in the house. I feel the police know more than they are saying but they are trying to get more. They want her body. What they have is circumstantial and they don’t feel it’s enough to convict him. There is no time limit on getting him. There was evidence in the house. The kids know something. Someone else helped him clean up and hide the body. Blood evidence.

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