I received this comment from a reader this morning, which I did post where she had placed it. But I'm putting it front and center as a firm statement that I'm done fielding speculative comments. If its about Kyron and finding Kyron I will post it. If it is about anything else I will not. Plain and simple!
"I have been reading this blog for a different perspective, one which also brings a kind(er) more constructive voice. Then I read the post above. Sorry, but it makes your blog as awful as all the other mud slinging that is going on..
I dont even necessarily disagree with the writer's conjecture, but it is mud slinging worse than what I have read other places."
For those of you who have no idea "what", I honestly didn't feel it was as bad or worse than all that and if I did I wouldn't have published it. I have removed it though. I tried to make the point of crossing a dangerous road, but my intention in letting the comment in was that, in the end (at least what I was thinking) it made a point that just because a person does questionable things, that does not make them guilty of a crime. After re-reading it I realized what it did do was introduce yet another unsubstantiated theory. I didn't feel the intent of the reader was meant to be harmful to Kyron or to start more rumors. But what someone else does after the fact cannot be controlled.
Perhaps I have let too many things get in. I'm just trying to stay balanced. I never thought anything on this blog would rise to this fever pitched level. It never occurred to me that it would come to this. The point is I don't know who is guilty and who is innocent. But that is not my/our job to figure out. If things were different, and there wasn't a massive witch hunt going on I wouldn't have a problem discussing possible scenarios if it helped in the search. But there is and anything we say here can be twisted and turned in other places. And nothing I've seen in regard to the speculation, so far, will help find Kyron.
Finally, my refusal to let these comments about the step mom or anyone else enter here is simply to keep the focus on Kyron. So, PLEASE, keep it about finding Kyron. I AM NOT defending anyone, I DON'T WANT to accuse anyone. I don't know if there is a guilty party but I do know there is a missing boy. Lets find Kyron and then if it turns turns out there is a crime, let the police handle it!
Thank you, this will add more credibility to your usually wonderful blog..
ReplyDeleteIt was just a little over the top when a poster spoke of a fictitious scene about bed wetting and the step mom’s reaction and thoguhts about it. Importantly, it did nothing to help resolve the matter.
I have to admit, its been hard call a few times trying to decide it I should or shouldn't allow a comment. A couple of times its been a no brainer though.. And that is sad.
ReplyDeleteThe concern for Kyron is genuine I believe, but then if something is thrown in about the step mom, or even other people, then it comes down to whether its more helpful than not.
I am trying to keep this blog honest and positive. Positive is hard when we are dealing with missing children, but positive, helpful energy will help bring positive results. Negative will always brings more negative. And when we go down that road everyone loses.
Diana, it must be hard to decide which comments to post, but not all "visions" are cherry pie with whip cream on top. But I do understand that missing children cases are very hard on the family and everyone and anyone involved, like you said, lets just keep the focus on Kyron, and leave the speculations to the media. Im sure we all have thoughts on the family, but we dont know them, so I try real hard to not form judgements, especially about SM. Something interesting that I want to share, I had posted a couple of days ago about a fence and a no trespassing sign, with a short gate and high grass, then a couple of days later Terri Horman hired a lawyer, and there is a photo of the outside of this mans property, which was exactly like my vision..see link..
ReplyDeletehttp://blinkoncrime.com/category/kyron-horman/
So I dont know if things that I am picking up are "kyron" or just about the whole case and family etc... Im still holding strong on the fact I believe this kid is alive. I cannot shake it. I really hope something materializes soon though.
Kathleen, It is hard sometimes, when someone starts out with concern and maybe even feelings about finding Kyron but then strays off.. I do believe sometimes they aren't meaning any harm but I just have to stop now and draw a clear line in the sand.
ReplyDeleteAbout your fence, I think I pick up all kinds of things and you probably do the same thing. Random things about the family or surroundings that don't have anything to do about what happened or how to find him. Clues that are about what happened. Feelings about friends and family. And also things to come. It all serves to validate that we are making a connection. That's why I usually post everything even if it doesn't make sense. Because I don't know what are random validations and what might actually be helpful clues.
I totally agree with everything you just said. It's also hard to pigeon whole are selves, people hear the word "psychic" and think, WHAT A NUT! But what people dont understand is, is that we are not in a 2 hour suspense movie, it doesn't work like that in real life. It takes time for us to "validate" what we feel and it also takes time for the clues to come together, and thats why I am so glad I found your blog; You have been very fare and truthful, and I think you really handle ALL of the incoming comments very well. Im thankful for all the sincere posters on here, and Im glad that we have a place to put the info out there..RIGHT or WRONG. Energy is real, intuition is real, and the more people that realize this, the more hope we have of finding the lost children.
ReplyDeleteand again, the validation feels good, but it also sucks, because its like, 'why am i getting that?' Why cant I get something that will actually help! Im sure many people feel that way...anyone?lol
Thank you Kathleen for the kind words of support. I'm trying!
ReplyDeleteGod loves you...so do I. If this sounds at all familiar then you will know that we all know your heart is pure with nothing but best intentions. Keep up the good work. Always know you are apprecaited for your committment to children. I thank you.
ReplyDeleteThank you! I really do appreciate all of your help and support. It means a lot!
ReplyDeleteThis is a hard case, because it started with a missing child and has turned quickly into a dramatic movie script. If I even start reading one of the local papers, I feel like I'm sucked into a mystery novel and I have to remind myself, again and again, that this is about a missing child and is not a book I'm reading in which I am trying to figure out "who done it."
ReplyDeleteThere is definitely something very different/odd/weird about this whole situation. The public feels it...it's in the air here. I feel like there are waves of Kyron hitting the shores of consciousness that subside and resurface...and I can't tell exactly what is going on. I don't look at these cases for a living like you do D, but something is definitely different about this. Many people have remarked on this.
So...don't feel bad. You are doing a great job. There is a lot of negativity surrounding this whole thing, and it's unfortunate, for such a beautiful child.
Sending love to all of you and to Kyron.
Thanks Bex, I do appreciate how many of you are really seeing the big picture "a missing child" and not some mystery novel to be read and solved.
ReplyDeleteI actually don't do this for a living, I do it as a passion. I have a real job in the real world. I also do a few readings for people. Mostly I council and try to teach people how to develop their own natural abilities.
Trying to help find missing children is something that came quite by accident. I was guided towards to the first child and it has sort of just taken over. So sometime the first of last year the blog just seemed like a natural progression of what I was already doing and a way to reach out and help more people. And pretty much from the beginning people found it and I think I am helping in some small way. I guess thats all anyone can do.
Kyron's case has really opened up the path to helping others believe it or not. This one little boy has brought several families to email me and ask for help. I am trying to figure out a way to keep all of the gifted men and women who have responded here involved and perhaps together we can help more of these kids. I do my best but I am still only one. Psychics Unite, I hope, will bring us all together so we can help more.
These families need a place turn when everything else is failing them. I never charge or ask for donations, nothing.. anyone who helps here is doing so out of the goodness of their hearts. And there is a lot of that out there. I am blessed to have met many wonderful and gifted psychics through this blog. And so many more through Kyron. What a great kid to have brought so many people together. One little boy has grabbed the heart of a nation, and beyond. My prayers are that he is found safe, and soon!
Thank you to everyone who has participated.
http://www.kptv.com/news/24139076/detail.html
ReplyDeleteI just posted another link someone sent to me and I responded but I will repeat it here, once again starting with the statement "I am NOT defending Terri". However my logical mind is kicking in and I have a few questions/comments about this new development. Its the devils advocate in me I guess...
ReplyDeleteFirst, why did this landscaper wait until now to report this to the police? Why did she choose average joe landscaper to approach for a hit on her husband? What would make her think it was safe to approach this guy and ask him to kill her husband?
Now IF it is true, and I am Desiree Young and Kaine Horman I would be want these answers. If it is true, had he gone to the police when it happened Kyron would be home in the arms of his mother and Terri would be in jail. Seven months? Why now? Why not sting her then? If they had, if this is all true, circumstances would most certainly be different and Kyron would be home safe.
hi diana,
ReplyDeleteive been reading through your blog for a couple of days now i had a dream last night of a large house maybe of a hotel lots of rooms but toads very green toads and little frogs i kept thinking they were called poison dart frogs i dont know if there is such a frog and 1 snake i dont know if this means anything i was falling asleep last night and meditating on kyron i have from time to time have had some very special dreams so just thought i would ask you if you think this means anything to you thank you
melody
Most of the time a dream is very personal to the person who dreamed it. For instance, frogs snakes are both symbols of transformation. But frogs, being creatures of water would represent transformation of emotions where snakes would be more a transformation of the self. That is a very simple answer and you can go into this topic a in a lot more detail, but individually you would have to explore what those symbols mean to you. Are these creatures something that would frighten you or something you are comfortable with? You have to relate to the symbols on a personal level which is why I think most of those dream books that put everything in a certain place aren't all that helpful.
ReplyDeleteYour dream could be a mixture of literal (house or hotel) and feelings and/or symbols (frog and snake). Only you can really determine how it fits together.
thank you so much diana ,
ReplyDeletewe reciently moved from utah to arizona we bought a forclosure home and it has been very much destroyed so we are rehabing the house we have been working on it since october but not enough is done yet to actually live in the house so we have no furniture set up yet my life is very much i feel out of control right now so maybe that is why i had that dream the transformation from feeling safe and comfortable to the change of not so comfortable and safe thank you so much !!
melody
No problem! Glad I could help!!!!
ReplyDeletemrs diana are you still taking posts?
ReplyDeleteDo you mean here? If so, yes.
ReplyDeleteI am going to keep the blog up and running but I've started the forum so that there is a place to have better discussions and perhaps have others help in the cause of some of these kids. There are so many its impossible for me to work on every one. So many caring people have been posting here lately I thought it might be the right time to open it up a little more for everyone!
sorry Mrs. Diana but i tried posting something over the weekend but i wasn't allowed and thats o.k. maybe my information was just way too much. but i do want to let you know that in my instinct- because i am not psychic i feel there is something about a white horse. i mentioned something about the 26th because i heard that in my mind. and we all know about kyron's father situation on that day. but also most importan i found out that alice in wonderland was released on July 26th in the usa in ny ny back in 1951 so i am feeling some confidence in what i am feeling.
ReplyDeletenow last night in one of my dreams i dreamed that i went to a place that sort of looked like museum and it was fool of all sorts of gadgets and they were all in sections and there was someone at some of the sections explaining the use of some of this gadget. some were small some might have been bigger. we sort of had like a tour guide but he was there at times and sometimes he wasn't. somehow this also reminded me of the science fair-anyway i was with my children my mom and dad and other people and somehow everyone got ahead of me. the funny thing is that this "museum" had rooms that were not square but circle and were all white and the rooms were not side ways but you had to climb a ladder up for every section.the ladders were bright yellow metal like the one you see on the side of water tower but this were inside . i saw children running around because it was a family oriented type of museum and i also noticed that there were stacks of pictures from people all over the world. in every section that you would go you could see a little stack of them.but all the pics were scanned on regular paper they were all aroun d7X8 and i remeber seein my kids on one of them and i wondered how did someone take a pic of my kids already without me knowing. and i saw in one of them a young girl from Japan how i knew this i don't know if i read it or i just understood she was from there. but all i know is she came from there. i rember seeing a child playing with a wheelchair. and i saw a security guard like he was going to get after child. i felt as this museum was engineered like a light house somehow.
this is just a thought of a dream -i feel kyron could be alive i see the clock ticking though i see it as a sign over and over. almost as if whomever has him wants something in return. young woman disturbed white black long hair but has somehow befriended and likes kyron /who wouldn't i'd do anything for this kid.kyron good listener and she like that associated with young man also keeps an eye out to whats going on outside_-news? she wears one pieace uniform dark blue/prisoner?or mechanically inclined of some sort/machine operator?he might be roofer or works on roofs/fixing somethin on roofs.also wolf /electric parts and fixing/found on googl/ near alder street near jackson street/near salmon rd?/fish symbol/kyron mention to friend he was going to go see cool electrical project-was someone fixing something at school that day that involved electricity. i can't seem to find that place anymore but i willkeep looking wolf comes to mind in negative but more in more positive way. rolfes hideout could it mean wolf's hidout literally. follow the elusive wolf and you will find kyron? i hope LE do find him- lets pray for them and kyrons parents. especially kyron oh and mrs d iana i'm sorry if my writing sounds like one whole chatter box but i can't seem to make my thoughts come out in a more calmer way.please don't feel that i am a know it all but i just feel for this little boy so much i don't know why and you seem like the right person one can come to and express what we are picking up out there. thanks for listening.
I'm not sure why you tried to post that wasn't allowed. The only comments I haven't posted are ones that sling mud and unproven accusations or offer up theories. Otherwise perhaps it was just a glitch.
ReplyDeleteYou aren't alone thinking Kyron might still be alive. I hope you and everyone else turn out to be right! I really, really do!!! I just pray they find him soon!
oh no no mud slinging from my side to anynone i'm not perfect myself. all i want is to get out there what i feel because i feel this child needs us all for some reason. i think all missing children do. unfortunately some are taken by relatives in a custody dispute and might not be so much in danger. as children that are taken by mentally disturbed people for those time is of the essence. all in all a missing child know matter the circumstance is all bad. i know it was a glitch for sure. but i also feel it was for a reason too. i forgot to mention that i also dreamed a white bus the type that transports prisoners. and in both dreams there is something wrong with someones leg-it hurts or have some form of disability with the leg/no not he child.
ReplyDeletei feel all this in porland or surrounding cities in portland
Sometimes when I am writing something I'm not sure I should be the thing will keep disappearing. After a couple of times I usually conclude that I probably shouldn't be writing so I just let it go! Sometimes I keep going til I get it and then I usually regret it! :-(
ReplyDeletemrs. diana sorry i went bezerk the last time i posted a comment.i do apologize. i realized i had to sit back and just rest and relax. i googled wonderland park in king city oregon today. i noticed there is a lane called alice nearby. and an iron horse lane=which is surprising because the native americans called the train an iron horse and i have had a horse and also the train on my mind. this town has an alice in wonderland sort of theme if you look at it carefully. also i've bumped into some friends i hadn't seen in a while named george. and there is also a street named george in this town.if you go to youtube and you view this promo video of king city. guess what they have there? they were showing this people play that game the mean queen plays in the movie.and maybe its a sign from the sweet angel himself because also nearby there is a "why worry ln"! aslo i feel something about the month of july the number 4 or 4x4.i'm going to guess here and say maybe the 16th of july? do feel this might be a clue? or just simple coinscedence?
ReplyDeleteThank you! I will definitely go check this out. Sounds very interesting!!! I don't know about the clue but I hope you are right and they find him sooner than later. The 16th is next week. Lets keep our fingers crossed!
ReplyDeleteKing City, is actually a retirement town. You have to be 55 and older to live there. Not much going on there.
ReplyDeleteThe name george is similiar to 'Gorge'.
Check out the Columbia River Gorge.
The Columbia River connectes from Sauvie Island, all the way down the Gorge.
People have asked about 'Kyron' being in the Gorge. Too much water and too much wilderness
mrs. diana a park named wonderland is also in king city. just google. i'm going to make this short i feel i'm being blocked. dreamed place called "compton" last night. "compton" in LA CA
ReplyDeletemajor gangs. looked for gangs in portland. too many-very sad about this. portland has task force on 7th avenue guess whats on 6th avenue "king school park"!!!i was shown compton in my dream thats why i feel very important.
Hi Diana, Ok I have to add this because it's something that's been sort of "stuck with me" from the start. When I first saw the pictures of Kyron I kept feeling like he looked familiar like I'd seen his picture before as a missing person & I do have a lot of faces of missing kids come through email & facebook because I repost them to keep names & faces in everyones mind. Anyway I kept having this feeling like I'd seen Kyron's face before & I don't believe it was in a ddream but rather he was reminding me of another missing kid & I couldn't put my finger on it until last week when I clicked on your link to go to your new forum & I was going through the names of the kids missing & I stumbled on the name Colton Levi Clark..... Now I think it's just the wire glasses the teeth & the coloring I guess but they seemed to look a bit alike & then I thought maybe there's some connection in how they both went missing? Anyway I've heard you say you try not to analize things too much but just to say what comes to you & so I wanted to just state what has been "with me" from the start in that he reminds me of another that's gone missing & I believe that to be Colton Levi Clark.... Once again I'll say I feel better for having said it & gotten this out.
ReplyDeleteMy little buddy Colton.. I was so obsessed with his case. He was one of my very first missing kids. He was a little older than Kyron when he went missing and they still have no clue what happened. Similarities are the suspicions about the adopted parents/aunt and uncle. However, I do feel in that case they are involved somehow. Be it murderous or just abuse I don't know but they are definitely not innocent bystanders in that boys disappearance! The difference is that Colton got very little media attention. There is a woman though, Kindra Lore, who has dedicated her time to finding Colton and now other children. She didn't know him but he captured her heart as well.
ReplyDeleteYes Diana, many of us start with just that 1 case that we "obsess about" but it just grabs you & you can't let go & then you start to do a bit of research & you start to come across other names &/or info & you feel you've got to share that & before you know it you're involved with "missing children" & you didn't even know the first child..... Sigh speaking of which the first I started with is Jaliek Rainwalker..... I'd been looking at the new forum & here too & noticed you don't have his name. I don't know how much info you need to do a reading, I know some like to just know what's happened & others just like a name & basics. So I'll tell you that Jaliek Rainwalker went missing from Washington County NY. he was a troubled boy that came through the foster care system & had finally been adopted by a couple who were living a unorthodox lifestyle. If you want all the details you can go to the site that was set up by the task force which is at www.findjaliek.org & if you don't want links here you can just take it out of the posting here & use the link yourself. Jaliek went missing in 2007 & it's just a very sad case.
ReplyDeleteAnyway I didn't eman to get off the track of Kyron & Colton & I think for me the original connection was a visual likeness & I think it was only because of the coloring, of them & the glasses & those new big adult teeth they both had coming in..... I know Colton was a bit older than Kyron but anyway I think the visual likely might only be something that made me see them as resembling each other? & I needed to mention in case it turned a ligh bulb on for someone else in a different way. I don't think it has. LOL but now it's out there... & yes I've read up on Colton many time & I have followed Kindra Lore's blog a bit too. Sorry I think I'm rambling again & it must be because I'm tired. Sooo I'll end here & go to bed. PS I promise tomorrow I'll register for your new forum & do this properly... ;)
You said something I don't think people realize, so just to point it out.. I can't alter your comments. If there is even one thing that I feel in inappropriate I have to disregard the whole comment. It has been a hard decision sometimes on Kyrons case because someone will be trying to help but then link to one of those awful stories, or say just one off color thing and then the only choice to to not post anything. I had one who I felt was being very sincere, then they threw in the F word and a few other choice word so I couldn't post.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, those kinds of links are fine. And I think links or mentions to other places that are trying to help are fine. I just don't want to copy and paste stuff, link to sites that say things that are just awful, or are playing up the gossip. Anything helpful is great!
Ok, that being said, I will check out the link and get Jaliek's info posted. I do believe I've heard that name before but perhaps it was before I started all of this. I'll also go back and see if I've ever written anything about him. I started keeping journals 5 or 6 years ago so there may be several children I haven't found there yet.
ReplyDeleteAlways feel free to send me names to add to the forum! I know for ever one already there, there are probably 10 or more I don't know about.
Oh Diane, thank you for being so patient.... LOL I think I was just so tired last night. Actually I think some times "the missing" becomes over whelming for me & I have to step back & focus on positive things &/or restore myself. I knew last night I should be going to the new forum & making suggestion there & communicating that way but it was late & I just could think straight enough to actually register etc. :)
ReplyDeletemrs diana i had a series of dreams. i only rmember bits and pieces. this dreams are on different days though. my first dream i hear someone tell me as they show me something like a slide of pic? first i hear "the dirt they used for__is the same dirt they use for_____.then i see two young girls-late teens one is dark haired for sure. then i see kyron'S father but i cant remember what but something about a forest or a place with many trees. i thought about this dream and when i think of dirt all i can think is either real dirt or some sort of slander. I keep getting the word garden too. does anybody own a compost barrel? or does anybody get a view of a blue compost barrel?my other dream was that i am in a room a grey white room. sort of remindS me of a room in a doctors office. i know there is a long window. and i'm looking at a card and on the front there is a drawing of a girl or woman standing sideways but she is dressed like women would dress in little house on the prarie. no color just beige color. she wears a straw hat that covers her face and she wears a shawl made out of lace and you can actually feel the material. then i look away from the card and there is a table that comes out of the wall. there is nothing else in this room as far as furniture. and on the table i see this little boy his 7 or 8 yrs for sure. he is somewhat curled up sleeping i'm guessing. but i feel he is like my brother i feel love for this child and i lean over and kiss him on the forehead or head. but what strikes me is that he is wearing a simple red t shirt and some blue cotton shorts. two bright colors around no color.what do the red and blue mean?and on my last dream i see a man with two coffee cups. someone went to buy coffee at a drive thru might be on camera.
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