I started seeing images. It started out like a circle with an arch thing coming out of it. Then it started swirling around and changing. I couldn't figure out what it was but if felt ornate and iron. It almost seemed as if I could see her running her fingers over it, admiring it. And I feel like the person who this message is for will know what it is. I tried to asked her to be more specific about the object. I started seeing another image and it looked like a door knob. It made me wonder if this was something on a door like a door knocker.. I just don't know. I am posting this in the hope that the right person will see it and the message will be received.11/05/10 - this morning I woke up to find alerts about an interview with the bio mom.. I hadn't even thought of or seen anything about the bio mom so maybe in the back of my mind I thought she was deceased or long gone. I wonder why I didn't give that more thought but it really doesn't matter now. I would just love to find a way to forward this on. Reading the article I felt that it was too much of a coincidence for this to come to me yesterday and her giving an interview. If anyone reading this can help me find a link to that interview I would really appreciate it! I can't find one. Thanks so much!!!
http://abclocal.go.com/wtvd/story?section=news/state&id=7766779
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Thanks, it looks like a link to the story. We did figure out who the reporter was and I am trying to contact him..Its proving to be difficult.
ReplyDeleteI have passed your post on to a close friend of Emily's as it did have some meaning to me.
ReplyDeleteThank you so very much! After I finally found a clip of the video my heart just broke for Emily. And when she said that she felt maybe Zahra allowed Emily to find her so that she could be found I just knew that it was Zahra's way of trying to bring some peace to her mom. I was having a trouble figuring how I was going to pass the message on so I just ask Zahra to help find a way and I suppose she did, through you. Thanks again!!!
ReplyDeleteI have received a message back from Emily's close friend: "i passed it on to Emily, Thankyou for the link ....., it gave me goosebumps!"
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for letting me know!!! I really appreciate everything you have done!!! If there is ever anything you need, please feel free to contact me personally. You have no idea how much this means to me!
ReplyDeleteI felt a little uneasy passing your "vision" on to Em as I am not sure that psychic messages correlate well with my Christian faith. But it was difficult to ignore the meanings your drawings had to me. Emily's close friend obviously thought the same way, hence her "goosebumps" comment. Perhaps you could share some thoughts on reconciling Christianity with your psychic abilities.
ReplyDeleteYes I would be glad to. If you read the old testament scriptures regarding psychics, in their entirety, they usually revolve around those who use their abilities to manipulate others. If you read the new testament, especially John and Corinthians, there are multiple passages where psychic gifts are not only talked about, but considered gifts from God. The new testament really does support using psychic gifts for the good of others. BUT, it states that only those who have accepted Jesus as their Lord and Savior have been given those gifts from God. I actually believe we all have some ability, it all comes down to if we listen or not.
ReplyDeleteI feel my gifts are God given. I have always had a deep and abiding faith in God and I still do. When I mentioned the fact that I had not even begun to meditate, meditation is the last step of my morning ritual. My ritual begins with my prayers to God for guidance, thankfulness for being saved through Jesus and his guidance day to day, and I ask for protection from the Holy Spirit to protect me from spirits that may try to bring through harmful messages or try to influence me in any negative way. And also a lot of gratefulness for everything that has been given to me in my life.
My faith has allowed me to move forward in my journey to help others. And I do believe that anything and everything I do is a direct result of God's plan for me. I am not the source, I am the instrument.
Examples of this.. I do not make my living at being psychic. I do have a small business doing that, but the majority of people who contact me are in need of real guidance or help. At least twice I have received calls from people with guns/pills in their hands and have been able to help those people through that desperate low, work with them daily for weeks or even months and watch them change their lives. How did they find me if not through God. And no, I did not say "go to paypal".. I was there for them, and so many others. Not for money or gain, but because that is my calling, from God.
I do believe that our spirits live on after this lifetime. Anyone who believes in heaven cannot disagree. Faith is believing in something that you cannot prove. I can't prove it, but the things I bring through to people gives them faith and hope to go on. Where does that come from if not from God?
I go to church, not every Sunday, but as often as I can. And the recurring theme is go forth and witness. How many people really do that? I do! In every reading I do I usually end up talking about turning to God and having faith. Ask and ye shall receive. And that is mostly because the majority of people who find me and call me are those who are at the end of their ropes. Sometimes I think I am more of a councilor than a psychic. But again, that is my calling and God puts me in the paths of people who need me. And I direct them to him.
I feel as though I am preaching now, but this is my life, and how I live it. I have a job outside of the psychic life, I have a husband, kids, a small farm with animals that need daily care. But when I am called, I answer. That's the best way I can explain it and I hope it makes sense.
Thank you for your lengthy response. I will pray about what you have said. God works in mysterious ways and I don't even really know how I stumbled across your drawings. By the way, I also know what the connection is between Zahra and the scissors and key which you mentioned way back in late October.
ReplyDeleteYou are welcome and thank you again! I'm just happy that the messages (all of them) got into the right hands! I truly hope it helps!!!
ReplyDeleteI may have been mistaken about the scissors. I had my friend check with Emily and something I had read on another site was not in fact correct. Like you, I am just a humble messenger and, if your vision is true, it may be more meaningful for people directly involved. I have always been afraid to dwell on any "psychic" feelings I possess, even 'though I have been right in the past. Perhaps I prefer to call it "women's intuition". I do however believe that our "subconscious" self is far more intelligent than our "conscious" self. I have had incredibly accurate and detailed dreams at times, which I put down to the subconsious mind picking up on little things that the conscious mind doesn't notice. When faced with a difficult problem in my professional life, I usually say: "I'll sleep on it". As far as Zahra is concerned, this makes no sense to me at all, but for some reason I get this picture in my mind of one of those concrete blocks that hold in place the cable to a suspension bridge.
ReplyDeleteDon't worry about the scissors. I think what I was getting was the area where whatever happened to her happened. And after I posted that and we googled the address there were several items that matched up to the house where Zahra lived and probably died. Its still all very unimaginable to me how people can harm innocent children.
ReplyDeleteAs far as being afraid to dwell on what may be psychic feelings, "women's intuition" is how a lot of people explain things they just "know". People also call it a "gut instinct". A lot of police work involves the officers using their gut. They just know. Its a feeling.. I guess it really doesn't matter how we get it or what we call it. Its that little voice inside, that if we pay attention, helps direct us through our lives. I believe it comes through our spirit guides and angels. Others call it their higher self. I just think God wouldn't send us here without a guidance and support system. It up to us if we utilize it.
I had a dream concerning Zahra. In my dream after a draining of some murky water (not to much weight because I had heard of them draining the pond) but I dreamed they found the shoulder bones. I've been wondering which bone or what bone they found...just thought I would share...
ReplyDeleteI haven't heard much about the bone except one was found. I don't know why its taking so long to say more.
ReplyDeleteI had a thought about Zahara.....maybe a shallow body of water.. not covering her. 5 miles or so south, maybe west of her home. Maybe a ditch?? Just something that came to me as I was falling asleep one night.
ReplyDeleteAfter a thought I had earlier in the day (women's intuition? LOL), I did some research tonight and just wrote the following on websleuths.com:
ReplyDelete"I am new to this site and would like to offer what I believe is a new perspective. It is my understanding that Adam Baker either was, or that he claimed to be, of Australian aboriginal descent. When I saw Zahra's photo with the caption referring to "dark child LOL", I interpreted the LOL to mean that she didn't really look aboriginal. It also explains why Zahra's clothes were left behind in the wardrobe after the eviction. During the mourning process, the deceased person's clothes are generally destroyed. They would certainly never be kept as a "keepsake". Death is often referred to as "sorry business" and use of somebody's name after they have died is generally forbidden. As far as mortuary rituals are concerned, this very much depends upon the particular aboriginal nation to which the person belonged. Burial in the ground was never an option. One way or another, the body was offered to the elements, knowing that the deceased is still part of the natural environment. In general, the flesh is dealt with first (sometimes it is even manually removed). A second disposal involves the bones. The body may be left on a platform or in a tree to decay. The bones can later be placed in a hollow log or wrapped in bark or hidden between rocks. Lyne River aborigines have a rather unique custom of dividing the bones into three separate bundles, which are then placed in three different locations. As it becomes apparent that Zhara's body was dismembered, perhaps there could be some truth in Elisa's statement that what Adam "did after the fact is kinda horrifying". Kind of horrifying to us Westerners, but perfectly natural perhaps for a grieving father of aboriginal descent who knew that he could never afford to return her body to her real "country" of birth - Wagga Wagga, Australia."
Please don't take this the wrong way. I do understand where you are coming from and the inclination to give the benefit of the doubt, especially to a parent, but I can't wrap my mind around this man falling into the category of a grieving father. He is a criminal who is covering up the death of his daughter. If he wants honor her he needs to come clean and allow her a proper burial. He needs to give her back to her mother.
ReplyDeleteI found it interesting that Elisa's cousin referred to Adam as a "pagan". Not an atheist, but a pagan. It may well be that dismembering Zahra was to cover up a murder. But we should keep an open mind that leaving her to the elements may well have been a "proper burial" in Adam's eyes. BTW, I recall reading earlier on your site about a vision for police to look up into the trees. With what I now know about aboriginal burials, I couldn't agree more! I wonder if that was the purpose of the emergency service vehicles at the recent search. They would have ladders. Being a tree feller, Adam would have had access to such heights himself.
ReplyDeleteI did look at a letter written by Elsia but didn't read much of it. If felt weird to me. And somewhere I did see something about, I thought her, being a pagan. That word brings different reactions from different people because it has so many misconceptions about what a pagan is. And just because someone throws the word around does not mean they themselves understand it. Some pretty nasty biker dudes claim the title also. Don't misunderstand, I am not a pagan. But I am familiar with what it is supposed to mean,at least in regard to earth based religions. And truly, its a far cry from what happened here.
ReplyDeleteMy hope and prayers are for Zahra. She needs to be found. If Adam had something to do with any of this he needs to come forward with what he knows, for his daughter.
ReplyDeleteI also had an experience recently of Zahra’s very strong presence - I forwarded Zahra's message to her mum via a third person (I've never done this sort of thing before bye the way). A while after emailing the message, I got the sense of the words "I love you", but have not forwarded this to her mum as I wasn't sure if I imagined the words (i.e. I didn’t “hear” them as can happen, instead the words just came to me), but after reading your post above, I'm certain these words were from Zahra to her mum.
ReplyDeleteTo the last anon poster, your comment is very mean spirited and unless you have some connection to Zahra, forgiveness is not yours to give. Its not for any of us to give. And on this point, I don't think its needed.
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