Stephanie Cudd, Pacheco, CA

12/15/10 - I started out seeing summer outside, daisys and playing, halloween, christmas. It made me think of childhood and then her feeling that her parents treated her like a child. Or she thought they did. And someone said to her, you aren't a child. Made her feel grown up. Jack.. my first thought was there we go again with Jack. Then it was sort of like "jack of all trades". I saw an image but it totally wasn't clear but for whatever reason I felt it was supposed to be a pirate. Then I think this may have come to me because of something my friend Laura said yesterday, I can't be sure, but it could be a theme restaurant.  I saw TX, but I wanted to discount that. And then Jack again but this time it was like Cactus Jacks which was a tex-mex sort of restaurant we had here several years ago. That made me think of my favorite cousin Bernie who came to town one time and took me there for lunch. I started getting the feeling that perhaps this is some sort of relative or someone who made her feel like that. A distant family member or friend who made her feel safe enough to run away. Somewhere in here I also heard Westchester County.. could be remembering or thinking about the Las Vegas/Jean stuff..

Stephanie Cudd, Age 15 - Pacheco, CA

I haven't had a chance to do a meditation on Stephanie yet but I'm hoping that getting her picture out there will help someone spot her and we will have a 3rd happy ending this December. She is classified as: Endangered Missing.

Specific Details:
Hair: Brown
Eye Color: Brown
Height: 5'4" (163 cm)
Weight: 116 lbs (53 kg)

Known Circumstances:

Stephanie may be in the company of an adult male. Her ears are pierced.

Family members of a 15-year-old Pacheco girl who went missing more than a week ago are asking for the public's help in bringing her home safely. Stephanie Cudd, a sophomore at College Park High School, left home sometime between 1 a.m. and 7 a.m. on Nov. 29th, her father Thomas Cudd said today.

Contra Costa County Sheriff's spokesman Jimmy Lee said that investigators have entered her name into the missing persons database and followed up with her school, her family and her boyfriend, but as far as they have been able to determine, it appears that she ran away voluntarily. Stephanie's father, however, said that family members fear that somebody might have lured her away, possibly somebody she met on the Internet, and that she might be in the company of an adult male.

Stephanie's boyfriend received a voicemail message from her over the weekend from a phone number with a Las Vegas area code, Thomas Cudd said. He said his daughter doesn't know anyone in Las Vegas, and he fears for her safety. He said his daughter is a good student and a good kid with no history of drug or alcohol use and no history of running away.

I have looked at Stephanie's picture several times in the last week or so. The first time I saw it I felt she may be in danger but I hadn't read anything yet. And sadly, with the other cases we've had I didn't have a chance. Well when I called it up this morning I went ahead and looked at the case and noticed she was actually listed as an endangered runaway. What got me was the report about her boyfriend getting a call from her with a Las Vegas area code. I'm wondering if any of what we were getting about Jean Berlinghoff was actually about this girl. Weird.. who knows but I thought it was worth the mention. I will go back and review that info.

I don't mean for this to sound insensitive or mean, but when I saw Jean's picture I did feel she ran away of her own accord and I really didn't feel I should work her case before the endangered kids. But then I got the assignment from Find Me so I did and I put this one aside.. I felt like a fish out of water trying to map a location for her as this is not what I'm used to doing.   But now that there has been a phone call from Las Vegas, I'm just wondering if my intentions were supposed to be focused on Stephanie, even though she seems to be a runaway too..

Brittany Smith, Age 12 - Salem, Virginia

Brittany Smith, age 12, was reported missing on December 2, 2010 after her mother was found murdered in her home in Salem, VA.  Law enforcement believes she may be with a man her mom met on the internet, Jeffrey Easley, age 32.

12/08/10 - The first thing I get when I tried to focus back on the day Brittany went missing was her mom, Tina Smith.  I felt she may have had injury that was more personal, like stabbing rather than like a gun.  I had a fleeting moment that made me think that Brittany may be involved or at least went willingly after the fact.  The whole thing felt more about Brittany.  I had heard or read on Help Find My Child that the mom met the suspect on the internet and when I focused on her I felt that the reality was he wanted Brittany and he used the mom to get to her.  Anyway, I tried to see where they went and I heard Oregon Trail which I thought Oregon seemed wrong but that's what I heard.  I tried to visualize a map and this is what I got.

I saw and old farm house and I asked "why?" I heard the name Bill. I feel he may be some who is helping the Easley.  Then I heard Romney.  I was trying to see where exactly and I heard Pigeon Fort or Fork.. not sure.  I remember when I was trying to visualize the day this happened  I could see her playing video games as if it was or had been normal for a while. He may have had contact with Brittany before this happened. 


** After my meditation and before posting any of this I tried to find a connection with Oregon Trail, Salem VA and Romney WV.  What I found was that there is actually a place in WV called Oregon Trail in Harpers Valley WV and if you put the 3 areas on a map you come up with this...

This evening when I had time to sit down and post this I first checked to see if there was any news about Brittany and I did read that there was a video of them at a Walmart the day after her mom was murdered.  I'm not sure if there are any more leads.  I also saw where Easley had actually been living with Tina and Brittany.

This is the suspect, Jeffrey Easley.

Lisset Soto Salinas, Age 9 - La Paz Baja, Mexico

Thursday, October 15, 2010, 8-year old Lisset Soto Salinas, got off the bus after school in her neighborhood of Camino Real. She called her mother on her cell phone and said she got off the bus and was walking home. The 4th-grade student of Rosario Castellanos elementary school told her mother that a green SUV was following her, and then the phone call was cut off.

I had some information posted but I'm removing it, at least temporarily.  If you are someone connected with Lisset, please contact me.

Jueves, 15 de octubre 2010, de 8 años de edad, Lisset Soto Salinas, se bajó del autobús después de la escuela de su barrio de Camino Real. Llamó a su madre en su teléfono celular y dijo que se bajó del autobús y fue caminando a casa. El estudiante de 4 º grado de la escuela Rosario Castellanos primaria le dijo a su madre que un SUV verde fue su siguiente y, a continuación, la llamada se cortó.


Tenía alguna información publicada, pero lo estoy quitando, al menos temporalmente. Si usted es alguien vinculado con Lisset, por favor, póngase en contacto conmigo.

Jean Berlinghoff, Age 15 - Redding, CA

Jean Berlinghoff, age 15, has been missing since November 10, 2010 from Redding, CA and is believed to be traveling with her 44 year old uncle Charles Berlinghoff. 

When I tried to focus on Jean I heard the name Birmingham and then east.  I saw or felt bamboo and then pandas.  I feel she went willingly and is not sure she is ready to be found yet.  I'm trying to see a street and I hear West and then Chester or Minster? I want to get something identifiable and I see a large cross with something around the background like it lit up or something and I can see a chapel or steeple.  Whatever this represents perhaps it a well known or historical place? I almost feel crucifix.

I get a feeling that there are several people with them or helping them.  I can see a room where they are sitting and the walls seem to be dark red or rust colored.  They are playing video games or watching TV.  I'm starting to see these girls from a show my daughter likes called Victorious.  This can either mean I guess that she likes to sing/perform or it could simply be that she looks like one of the characters.  The name Mark. Sometimes she wants to go home and sometimes not.  She feels like a rebel of sorts.  I feel that as Christmas approaches she will become more homesick.  But he has an angry streak and he controls her with that.  Then after he blows up he gets all sweet and convinces her to stay.  When I look at his picture I get anger and I heard the words "boys shouldn't wear earrings".

When I keep trying with a map I feel all over the place.  I was first directed towards Oregon and felt she is no longer in CA.  But I think they may actually be in Nevada.  Then I heard the words "on the corner", "irving" and "vine". I don't know if that is separate or all together.

Update 01/11/11 - According to Jake Berlinghoff, Jean and her uncle Charles Berlinghoff started their month-long journey by jumping on a northbound train after abandoning Charles Burlinghoff's car just outside Redding, Calif., and rode in an open boxcar to Portland, Ore., over 400 miles away, the Redding Record Searchlight reports.  I had been thinking that trying to get a gps or physical address (requested by Find Me) threw me off but I suppose there was/is more to their adventures...

Andrew, Alexander and Tanner Skelton - Morenci, MI

11/30/10 - I wanted to meditate on the boys again but all I got were more weird references.. Hansburg, Germany, Portland.  But when I said no to Portland (because of Kyron) I got a real negative feeling like I shouldn't disagree.  I also got the feeling like Andrew is stepping up and really trying to take care of his brothers.

12/01/10 - Today I thought I might try to focus on John Skelton.   What I got was anger and frustration.  It seemed like demons around him but it felt more like personal demons, the kind a person deals with when they are going through a dark period in their lives.  West again, but I don't know if that is just from the other day or what.  Then I could see something that looked like a fork or change in the road or direction.  I see a large chain link fence.  I was trying to get a fix on a landmark but I heard Rock Cave.  I am going to discount that a little because there is another psychicI know, Sookie (Sookies Visions) who was seeing caves so  I might be picking up on her.  But there is a also a little town close to me that is called Rock Cave and you go that direction when you want to get to the game farm.  I'm throwing that in because that is what I thought of when I heard Rock Cave.  I heard "why are we stopping?" Then I saw an image of a plane flying over and a wide open field. 

I picked up Tanner's picture and asked "what can he see from where he is?"   A number 9, the fence and the field, maybe a 2 but I'm not sure.  I asked why? "Because no one would think to look there."  I could see or feel more than hear "they are looking other places"..

** I did try to look up airports and I noticed Fulton County Ohio Airport is right along the Ohio Turnpike, toll road.  And there is a County Road J.  This is a reminder though to not analyze my own info.  Maybe I was on the wrong track the other day with the J.. Who knows.  I know where this is all leading but I'm still praying for a happier outcome.

Gabriel Johnson - Age Progressed

Thank you Ashley for sending this photo!

Andrew, Alexander and Tanner Skelton - Morenci, MI

I wanted to try and meditate on Andrew, Alexander and Tanner again this morning but I simply cannot shake the feeling that something else is going on.  My initial feelings about these boys being harmed by their father is being backed up by all reports but every time I focus on them I get this other stuff.  I am just going to let this be as it is for now.  I'm worried that if these feelings are not about the Skelton boys then its some kind of warning.  Either way, we need to keep our eyes and ears open.

Gabriel Johnson

I have a few meditations to catch up on.  There was a time I didn't want to post but at this point I'm not sure that was a good idea.

04/26/10 - I had wanted to meditate and focus on Gabriel but I'm not sure this is about him or an older boy, Mickey Guidry.

 I could see the moon from what appeared to be a deep ravine or canyon.  It make me think more about Mickey than Gabriel but I will post it just in case.  I was going in my room holding Gabriels picture to place on my nightstand but I kept dropping it.  As I was walking into my room I could see the image of a starfish.  Then I could see the profile of a face but I couldn't even make out if was male or female.

05/01/10 - When I first tried to meditate on Gabriel I could see a big X but it was like more wide than big.  I'm not sure if that is a symbol or what?  I could see a B then Bolton or something like that.  Then I felt a different time zone. I do not know if its different from me or from Gabriel.  The AZ connection may be someone who traveled with Gabriel's mom or connected with her in TX but lives there in AZ.  I heard Missouri.  I tried to get a landmark from the city and I feel I started to see a large ship but it went away fast so I'm not sure.  I also saw a woman with brown hair.  It seemed to be think and she had bangs. I could see her kissing a baby.

05/03/10 - I was trying to focus on Gabriel and I forgot something about a "gay" connection???  (I can't remember exactly what that means.) I'm trying to see where he is then I all of a sudden see the face of a girl I went to school with.  She lives in Florida now.  Then I'm trying to narrow this down and I hear Sarasota.  I heard the name Catherine again and Greg.  Then I got a sideways Z and then Z as in zebra, then Zeke and then ZE like a ZE name.  I wonder if anyone looked into the possibility that she took the baby to hand him off in FL? Then I got a disturbing image of a baby in a plastic bag tied at the top, but it make me think more of a package.  I hope that indicates delivering him, like a package and not something worse because I feel she is capable of worse.

05/10/10 - Texas, green car with texas plates.  Rodeo Roundup, Missouri.  I was trying to get a location. I hear Goff.  Maybe street? I could see 1-27. This morning when I started to meditate I heard the name Eric right off and now Catherine or Christina. Its that sort of sounding name. I remember hearing the name Kevin as well but then later I got an email from a boy I also went to school with but hadn't heard from in over 20 years.  Kevin who has a brother Eric.  At this moment it makes me wonder why all of the kids from school that I hadn't seen for years and years are popping up????  This might just be timing.. things like FB but I can't help but wonder if it means more. I also got the feeling that whoever might have Gabriel probably has to work but she would be afraid to leave him with anyone without changing his appearance.  Rodeo round-up???  I don't know what that means.

(later I found a reference to a rodeo round-up in Missouri)

06/29/10 - I was trying to focus on Gabriel and before I could even get started I heard Milwaukee.  I could see what looked like half of a pair of sunglasses but really only the lens part.  Very dark and it had a reflection in it. It almost reminded me of a tv screen (turned off).  It make me think of having one eye and then I got Peru.  Very weird!!!  But I wondered if it could be indicating an ethnic area? Then I started to feel like they move Gabriel around a lot.  Its not safe to adopt him out.  His face has been out there way too much.  They move him between the people involved.  Milwaukee again.  A woman started out looking really old, bluish skin.  It was just weird.  Hevy set, tight frizzy curly hair like a bad perm.  Blonde 50ish or 60ish, its hard to tell.  Wears a lot of makeup and smokes.  Thats bad for Gabriel.  This woman either has him or knows where he is.  She may be suspect or on someones radar but not openly,  I saw an arrow going east then bending south.  I've seen that before.  The name Helen or Helaine or Elaine.  Its the sound, sounds like that. 

11/19/10 - I wanted to meditate on Gabriel again.  I heard Cincinnati or Sin City? Something that sounded like that.  Seems crazy.  I have questions about one of the many people who have contacted me about Gabriel.

Gabriel is changing.  They need to get an age progression done for him. Mary.. he might not be found for years.  He is changing and growing up but people are still looking for baby Gabriel. They have to change his hair and keep moving around with him.  He has had too much exposure.  A fork in the road.

Andrew, Alexander and Tanner Skelton - Morenci, MI

 An Amber Alert has been issued for Andrew Ryan Skelton, 9, Alexander William Skelton, 7, and Tanner Lucas Skelton, 5, who were reportedly last seen Thursday in their father’s backyard at his home in Morenci, a small town in Lenawee County near the Ohio border.  Police said the father, John Skelton, 39, attempted suicide by trying to hang himself Friday.  Skelton told officers that he met a couple, Mark and Joann Taylor, a few years ago when he stopped to help them when they were having vehicle trouble. Police said Skelton told them that he kept in contact with the couple over the years via the Internet.

I must admit that when I first saw this story my immediate feeling was that these boys were gone.  In my mediation this morning I heard "Don't jump to conclusions". I'm not sure what that is referring to but what I was getting is definitely not what my head is telling me.  However, I am going to post the meditation just in case...

  11/29/10 - I immediately saw a church steeple and then praying hands.  I could see a rugged mountain top and then I heard Mt. Zion.  I can't remember if I heard or felt that Mt. Zion was a church. This started feeling weird and then I heard clearly "Don't jump to conclusions". I could see the letter J and that reminded me of a lady I used to work with whose name was Judy.  That led me back to church and Baptist.  Ok, I wanted something to prove the existence and I got west, as in direction.  Then I began seeing or feeling cloak and that made me think about a cloak of darkness.  All of a sudden I started feeling as if these people has somehow manipulated the dad and his emotional state convincing him somehow that the should give in to his darkness and they would take care of the children. It felt like a plot to get the kids and with him dead, who would know?

Its mostly that last part that feels weird and so off the mark.  I am not usually prone to conspiracy theories but on the chance this does mean something I am posting it. 

Final note..  I looked up Mt. Zion Church in Michigan and there actually are a couple and they are Baptist churches. One is north west of where the boys went missing. I'm just not sure what it means....

Zahra Baker - May she have justice...

Adam Baker wants to take Zahra home to Australia! Yeah right.. sorry for being so sarcastic about this but he should have never left! Then Zahra would still be alive.

Read story.

And he denies having anything to do with her murder/dismemberment. I have to admit, I'm not sure that he did have anything to do with her death but I feel quite sure that he knew and helped cover it up. I can't even say I feel this was murder in a premeditated way, but she died and what followed was horrible and tragic and definitely criminal and he should never be allowed to leave Hickory's jurisdiction let alone the country!

Zahra's is one of those cases that just eats you up with anger. She deserves justice. And Zahra deserves to be returned to her mother so she can take her daughter home.

Lindsey Baum - 11/12/10

I had been thinking about Lindsey lately and yesterday several things came across my computer about her so I thought I would try to do another meditation on her.

11/12/10 - I could see a black pickup, shiny.  Younger male(s) late teens or 20's maybe.  She knew them.  I don't know why but as I wrote that in my journal I felt the twinge of a female.  Can't explain it.  I heard the name Jake or Josh.. a J name.  Then I started to see this image but I don't know what it is.

Then I could see a roll of paper, like wrapping paper and then a wide brush like paint brush but then I realized that it seemed more like one of those wide brushes they use for wallpaper glue.  I think.. I have never wallpapered myself so I can't be sure.  It was just a feeling.

Next I could see, very vividly, a red baseball cap bill.. then the white front of the cap.  I don't know why I got the bill first.  It almost seemed like a mesh hat with a solid white front and a red bill.  The back may have been alternate red and white if they even make something like that.  I have no idea what that means.

I was trying to get a location of where Lindsey is.  The thought crossed my mind Brooklyn, but more like I had thought before, Brooklyn.  I was trying to go around that for the time being but then Brook Lynn, BROOKE LYNN.  I could figure out if it meant a name or a location or just that I can't go around that thought.  I was trying to get a visual clue or location and I could see woods and then a trailer.  I started thinking about Amber and how they would have never found her if Gardner had not led them to her location.  I got the feeling that means she is hidden very well.  It began to worry me that my feeling about her still being alive was wishful thinking. 

I drew a tarot card, like I usually do daily, but this time it didn't feel like it was for me.  It was the 10 of Wands and on my cards there is an image of a stack of burning sticks (wands) and a ram.  It made me quickly flash to the first image I drew and the truck and the thought crossed my mind Dodge Ram, like this card was a message about Lindsey not for me.

Bring Lindsey Home

Lindsey Baum's Official Family Website

Aaron Watkins - Elizabeth, NJ

19 year old Aaron Watkins was last seen on November 11, 2007 at 4:20 PM in Elizabeth, NJ. He was last seen wearing a green baseball cap, black hooded sweatshirt, blue jeans, and black shoes. Aaron does have a pierced tongue, pierced ears, and a mole under his right eye.  I received his information to someone who needs to know what happened to him.  If you have see Aaron or know what happened to him, please contact the Plainfield Police Department at #908-753-3021 or NJSP Missing Persons Unit at #800-709-7090.

11/08/10 - I wanted to try to meditate on Aaron although I have had some trouble a couple of times before. I could see a horse's head and I heard or felt "dark knight". I just got a feeling it was knight not night. It appeared to have something on its head like some sort of head gear. It could be some place or a logo? Then I could see a round, red thing that I have no idea what it was. It had a #1 printed on top and it appeared to be a part of something, like maybe it had been or was attached to something.

Then I could see someone, almost as if it were me (him?) set a salt shaker and a drink on a big barrel. (I am going to insert here, and I'm not sure why except if felt like me doing it, that if I have a beer I put salt in it, hence the shaker???  I do not know if that means anything)  Then a thin guy with funky teeth dressed in camo came over and sat down. It appeared to be a dive, dingy. Then I heard something like Regan or Walter Regan. I think sometime before the bar part I heard "self destruct". So I asked again and I remember seeing something with a tongue sticking out and I could see a large bridge over water but I can't put too much weight on that because Barbara said something about them thinking he jumped off of a bridge. So I asked "is he dead?" and I don't get that feeling. Mad, gone.. drugs. Bad life and I don't know if that was then or still is. He just almost has an alive feeling. I felt like there may be a group of other people,. Undetected, not good. Needs to cleanup. Walking away from help, desperate times, not feeling loved.

Aaron's profile at the Psychics Unite forum. 

Zahra Baker 11/04/10

11/04/10 - This morning it was not my intention to focus on Zahra and I had another child's picture in my lap. But when I closed my eyes she was there.  I hadn't even begun to meditate.  I heard "Tell Mum (mom ?)".. thats what it sounded like anyway.  I thought that seemed weird and I wondered if she was talking about her grandmother.  It felt as if she was referring to someone she really cared about.  I asked "tell her what?".  I heard "I love her".  My first thought was how would I be able to reach her, and if I did why would she believe me?


I started seeing images.  It started out like a circle with an arch thing coming out of it.  Then it started swirling around and changing.  I couldn't figure out what it was but if felt ornate and iron.  It almost seemed as if I could see her running her fingers over it, admiring it.  And I feel like the person who this message is for will know what it is.  I tried to asked her to be more specific about the object. I started seeing another image and it looked like a door knob.  It made me wonder if this was something on a door like a door knocker.. I just don't know.  I am posting this in the hope that the right person will see it and the message will be received.

11/05/10 -  this morning I woke up to find alerts about an interview with the bio mom.. I hadn't even thought of or seen anything about the bio mom so maybe in the back of my mind I thought she was deceased or long gone.   I wonder why I didn't give that more thought but it really doesn't matter now.  I would just love to find a way to forward this on.  Reading the article I felt that it was too much of a coincidence for this to come to me yesterday and her giving an interview. If anyone reading this can help me find a link to that interview I would really appreciate it!  I can't find one.  Thanks so much!!!

Around and about.... Zahra or Kyron?

I'm not really sure if this goes under Kyron, Zahra or if it goes anywhere..  I was trying to meditate on Zahra this morning but my mind was really chattering making it hard to focus.  I was thinking about how circumstances turned so badly for Zahra in the last couple of years.  If only she had remained with her grandmother in Australia.  Then I got to thinking about her being from Australia, and what a coincidence that so is this horse guy I've been watching on tv, Clinton Anderson.  My husband ran across his show one day and I've been watching it a lot trying to get pointers and new ideas about training my horses.  Yesterday I was watching one of his shows and the was talking about how to be safe, or react safely if a horse spooks and/or bolts.  He was talking about a situation where he was riding through some really tall grass, almost up to the horses belly, when the horse spooked and took off and how this technique saved his life.  He said that when he got the horse stopped he realized that just a few more feet and the horse would have fallen into a 10' well hidden by the grass and they both would surly have been killed.  That, of course, made me think of Kyron. 

This morning I was getting frustrated with not being able to pinpoint exactly where Zahra or Kyron are.  And I have to admit I was getting a little discouraged.  How much help does any of this offer? Then I was reminded about a case I worked on a few months ago.  Rick Steele went missing and even though they had a starting place, where they found his dogs, they couldn't find him. I was contacted by a friend of his to see if I could help.  There were several theories from his falling into a canal, running off or foul play.  She didn't tell me this at first, she just wanted my feelings.  I told her I felt he was deceased and trapped under the water after which she told me that that was one theory but they had searched the canal and didn't find a body.  I told her he was there but his body was trapped and when it broke free they would find him.  They found him in the canal, at a grate, a few weeks later.  Then I remembered seeing this orange fence, like a construction fence and I wondered how did that play into this case? Was it that the fence that is meant to hold back the debris on a construction site vs the grate meant to keep things from going to the river? And then ORANGE, all this was leading me to orange.. very weird I know.. then 8 to 9. 

Ok, so now I'm getting a feeling (or perhaps wishful thinking)  that perhaps this is an indicator of getting close to finding Kyron.  Orange to me, at least this time of year, reminds me of hunters.  I have no idea what Portland's hunting seasons are.  And why am I thinking Kyron except for the well?  Could this be about Zahra?  What are Hickory's hunting seasons? I don't know but one final thought was how the case of Kyron, especially in regard to TH/KH could take a major, dramatic turn if/when Kyron is found.

This all seems to be a round about way of telling me something.  I'm hoping it's that one, or maybe both, of these children will be found sometime during hunting season, perhaps by hunters.  Like I said, I was becoming frustrated and then all of this was just swirling around in my head and maybe its just wishful thinking.  I hope not!

Zahra Baker, Age 10

Zahra Baker, age 10 of Hickory, NC was reported missing on October 9, 2010.

The North Carolina Center for Missing Persons issued a statewide Amber Alert for 10 year old Zahra, who was last seen sleeping in her bedroom at 21 21st Ave. NW in Hickory at about 2:30 a.m.Saturday, October 9, 2010. No other information was given.


10/19/10 - When I started to meditate on Zahra I began feeling sick to my stomach.  Then I got a feeling that whatever happened to her came out of frustration.  I felt her sick and throwing up.  I heard the name Bessie or Bettie but it may have more to something I was working on yesterday rather than this case. I'm including it just in case.  But then I started seeing our Pastor in my mind and I wanted to call her Pastor Ann.. It kept coming through like that but then I realized our current Pastor is Karen.  Pastor Ann was a previous Pastor.  I have no idea what that means, if anything.  But I will describe her (Pastor Karen) to you.  She is older, 60's to 70's.  Grey hair, not as tall as me so under 5'4". Strong woman, medium build, great personality, glasses, deep voice.

10/22/10 - Whenever I think of 10/9 as being the date she went missing I immediately hear "the date she was reported missing".  Then I saw letters, I think iagr then I heard or saw Niagara.. and I heard "Did it".  But then that lead me to viagra for some reason??? I got a sick feeling and then I heard "piece of cake" but for some reason it felt like a location.  I was trying to see a location.  Where is she? I felt time, like there was time to hide her or make sure she wasn't found.  There was something that I can't remember, then key and scissors, like the scissors are the key?  It make me think a a friend who has a hair salon and hopefully will be able to add something here.  Or maybe what she comes up with will be the "key"? The I heard Super 7, but almost like 2 separate things. Once again, I feel these are maybe locations or a map of some sort.  I also saw an image but it felt like junk and I'm not really sure what it is. I was feeling wooded area but it didn't feel literal for some reason.  So I don't know if there is a wooded area or if she is hidden well.  Then when I tried to date the entry I wanted to write 8 instead of 10.  I don't know if August might mean something???

I have tried not to look into this story because I wanted a chance to work on it first.  But I need to mention that from the beginning I felt she was not kidnapped.  Someone in the family knows what happened to her.

Psychics Unite Forum - Zahra Baker

Paige Johnson - 10/15/10

10/15/10 - I don't know why I can't seem to focus on Paige.  I get a sense that it may be because I'm not supposed to as she may be alive and staying away.  I'm just not sure.   When I tried to focus on her I got a memory of a girl who ran away several months ago and was found hiding in her much older boyfriend's apartment.  Then my memory turned to when my twins shared a room and it made me wonder if she shared a room with her child.  Or was she feeling overwhelmed and trapped by her responsibilities?  I also got a name like Mark, or MK sound.. I have no idea what any of this means or if it is in any way helpful.

Paige Johnson - Covington, KY

Paige Johnson, age 17, went missing on September 23, 2010.

10/06/10 - I tried to meditate on Paige this morning but I didn't get much.  I was interrupted by  my son's nightmare.  I will try again but here is what I have gotten so far.

The very first thing I got was drugs, but not so much that she did them?? confused.  I heard the name Rick or an RK sounding name.I can't get a fix on alive or not.  I heard "shot up".  It felt a little like she was shot up, NOT did shoot up, with something but it was a fleeting feeling.  I could see a little stuffed penguin toy.  Then I could see a cup and at first I thought coffee but it came more into focus and I thought "no, tea".  Because it came into such much detail I wonder what it could mean.  It was a small china cup, not traditionally tea cup shaped (more mug) but small like a tea cup and a saucer.  Gold rimmed, pretty. 

I am only including this next part because I don't know if it fits as to Paige or fits as to a person that may know something...

I began feeling that the family is middle class or well off, but then a woman came to mind.  She came onto the blog one time and was very judgmental as to what I was doing.  She seemed to want me to prove something to her, even though she said over and over she didn't believe any of it, so I did a reading for her.  The thing with her was that my first impression of her family was taken over by another scene that played out in my head so I told her what I felt more strongly than the original feelings. I should have gone with my first impression because they were correct for her, and the stronger feelings turned out to be about the missing girl.  (That was later confirmed to me by a psychic that had worked closely with the girls father.)  Of course she didn't see that, only that what I said was not about her, and she was very offended and defensive.   The description was of a well to do family.  The girl had a privileged life and was very smart, pretty, talented but sad and insecure inside.  That did not show to the outside world though.  Her mother was controlling.  She loved her daughter but was demanding.  She gave her daughter "things" and support but seemed to want it to be about her.  Her father was doting and loving.  The parents were not together. 

Anyway, I have no idea if that means anything here or if it was just a random thought..  I'm including it just in case.

After all that I started to see something taking shape.  At first it seemed like hair, but just hair.. then it came more into focus and it was sticks, like a brush pile or something and then as it became denser it reminded me of those burrs that the animals get in their fur especially this time of year.  Woods? 

I keep feeling there was something else that I lost when my son woke up but I can't get it back. I will try again as soon as I can.

Paige's info at Psychics Unite forum

Lindsey Baum - Missing 14 Months

Lindsey Baum had been missing for 14 months.  Please watch this video and if you have any information about the 2 men in the Shell Station contact the authorities.  They may have seen something they don't even realize is important and that one clue could bring Lindsey home. 

Vanished - Lindsey Baum

Kyron Horman 08/13/10

I'm sorry it took me this long to get these new meditations posted.  Life is very hectic right now.  Just when I think I won't get anymore on Kyron and I try to focus on someone else, he pops back in.

08/06/10  I am still really distracted but this time I could see a hole, but it almost looked square and I just heard in my mind "shaft".  I could see plants that almost remind me of a venus fly trap, mostly because the long hair like things, but they may be some kind of plant that is indigenous to the area.  They seemed to be all around the hole, maybe in the opening of the hole or in area 

Then I saw a bunch of kitchen utensils but it reminded me again of a restaurant or large kitchen with major use.  Another thing I could see what on the outside of a building (school?) one cornor seemed to be dug up, like the area there had a hole dug right at the corner against the building.  That seemed to be more of a validation point for some reason. 

08/11/10  An oak tree with an eye on it.  At first when I saw the tree I thought the eye might represent video surveillance.  But then if felt like the eye might be something that is a unique feature on the tree that just looks like an eye and that will make sense to someone.  I could see a small bucket like one a child would use in the sand box and my thought was a children's park.,  But when I told myself not to let my mind jump to conclusions I started down this road and it felt very weird being in that vehicle and seeing the heavily wooded area I was traveling through. I was traveling down a long road in past the tree. I could see clearly being in a vehicle and as I looked towards the passenger side I could see what looked like a dog's snout. For whatever reason, it didn't feel like I was in Kyron's place, but rather I was being shown a direction to go in.

Then I came to a place and it looked like I was inside a house looking out .  What I first heard or felt was a broken window or broken glass in a door.  Then I thought why because it didn't look broken, but more like there was no glass or the glass was very clean and clear.  I could see a young woman outside and then I saw the corner of the glass and it was broken, like just a piece remained.  Then as I looked out I could see a little blowup pool.  It was yellow with blue inside and blue designs.  Then I saw a big letter J that appeared over the yard.  Next I could see what almost looked like a mickey mouse head and I thought toys.  

There was a path leading out of the back yard into the woods and there were a few of those teiki lights at the beginning of the path, the ones like on the longer poles.  I'm not sure if this is a location where he is or simply a location close to where he is.  The path with the lights might be literal or could indicate the direction you would need to go in to find Kyron if you could find that yard.  I got the feeling that the J was the initial of the family name who lived in the house but did not get a feeling of them being involved one way or the other. 

OMG, one final thing.. As I was looking for a new picture of Kyron to post with this, I flipped the channel over to Fox and Glenn Beck is on.  I had no idea what he was talking about so I had to scan back, but he was talking to this lady who wrote a book and just seconds after I put the controller down he said "she is responsible for getting me into this Alice in Wonderland rabbit hole that I now call the Glenn Beck program"  I have no idea why I felt compelled to get up from my computer in the middle of my search to change the channel.  This Alice thing has to mean something!!!

Kyron Horman - 08/02/10

I actually intended to focus on a cold case for someone this morning.  I haven't received anything on Kyron for a while but he decided to be the focus this morning.  However, what I was getting is sketchy and kind of confusing.

08/02/10 - I decided that I needed to really try to focus on where Kyron is.  I saw sliding glass doors which seemed to be on the back of a house.  Then I could see a yellow lab and I heard the words Horse Feathers, or perhaps its a name?  That felt like it had something to do with the search.  I heard "evidence 27".  I don't know if that is item #27, box #27, evidence collected on the 27th, or searches conducted on the 27th. Next I could see someone making eggs in what appeared to be a diner.  The number 6 or 66 or even 6 and 6.  I then saw what looked like 2 pipes with a 6 on each one.  For whatever reason it felt like a location or direction.  I'm really not sure about that piece of info.

Is it any wonder they haven't found Kyron?

I found this article quite interesting and a few of the first comments unbelievable. If my child were missing and then I read a story like this I would want heads to be rolling! And at the end, he reinforced exactly what I have been trying to say about how sidetracked this whole story has become!

Web exclusive: A bloody find on Black Butte and a broken system

Kyron Horman - Need info please!

I had a very weird dream last night and it led me to a place today that I would love to have more info about. Its a location in Forest Park where a man and his daughter lived for years and were found in 2004. There is a book written about this called My Abandonment by Peter Rock. I saw a you tube video and he was talking about the story and there are a lot of elements in it that have been mentioned here including the St. Johns Bridge and a safeway.. (Gabby specifically talked about a safeway)

This is another day of coincidence and strange happenings. Safeway threw me over the edge. If anyone knows of this place please let me know!

Kyron Horman - Your Comments

I tried to make this post once and I'm not sure it came out right.  This has been one of those days when I've had a constant, sick feeling in my stomach that something terrible was about to happen.  I was reading news articles that were talking about death threats towards Terri Horman, I saw a video where Desiree Young is talking about feelings about this being "planned".  I know she feels that Terri did something to Kyron as do her husband and Kaine Horman.  How awful to feel that someone purposely harmed your child.  How angry she must feel and helpless at the same time.  Did Terri Horman plan to harm Kyron and then carry out that plan?  I honestly don't know the answer to that.  None of us do.  But there is something that is swirling around in my head.  People are crazed about this situation.  What if she did take Kyron and/or knows where he is?  If she is harmed or if she harms herself, what will happen to Kyron?

The amount of negative energy surrounding this case is unbelievable. It is my true and honest belief that this negativity is stalling the efforts to find Kyron.  That is the single most important reason that I have tried to limit the speculation about "who" may or may not have been involved in his disappearance and instead tried to focus everyone on "how" to find Kyron.  Every minute spent on speculation is another minute of searching that was lost. 

No matter how many times I have asked that those comments not be posted, I still every day have to sit and decide whether a comment has gone to far and should I even post it.  I am not going to do that anymore.  If the comments stray from how and where to find Kyron I will not publish them.  Even if it's filled with helpful information, if there is speculation included it will be deleted.  

This may be a very unpopular decision and it may cause readers to stop coming here.  If that happens so be it.   And it won't matter if you feel its not speculation but "psychic" information, if it is not about finding Kyron it won't make it in.

Sorry to have to do this but I simply cannot continue stressing over this.  Lets just focus our "positive" energy on finding Kyron. 

Namaste
Diana

Kyron Horman, starting over..

Yesterday while I was getting ready before my meditation I thought I might try to focus on Kyron again to see if I could come up with anything new. But then I saw the clip about Drake Boyd just before I turned the news off.  The details were pretty slim and were simply that there was an amber alert, the baby was forcibly taken from his mother after she was assaulted and they had a male suspect who was driving her car. So I decided to try to focus on him.  Thankfully now he has been found and is safe.

So this morning I thought I would once again try to focus on Kyron.  I didn't get much except that I needed to use what I got on Drake to illustrate how we should look at the clues for Kyron.  I also got the image of the industrial area.  I was wondering yesterday if that part could have been about Kyron but I don't know at this point how to figure that out.

So what I received in my meditation about Drake and what we know now....  I am only going to point out what I can identify as factual.  The rest is not helpful as I don't know if its accurate or not.

It feels like this baby/mother were targeted.  Not random.  She may know who did this or be connected somehow.  But that could be my logical mind working since they do have a suspect.

What we now know is that the suspect, David Jackson, is the babies father.  So yes, she knew him and yes, they were targeted and it was not a random attack or crime of opportunity.

I feel like the baby will be dropped off as the heat intensifies on the suspect! I hope I'm right about that!!!

The baby was dropped off at a place that was described as a "babysitter".  Jackson took off and is still at large. 

At the beginning I felt the motive had something to do with money or drugs.  He will receive payment for the baby???

This I think is the important part because it shows how analyzing my own info sometimes gets me off track.  I felt money or drugs and I wondered if he was going to receive payment for the baby, as in kidnapping for hire or something like that.  I should have just left it at drugs and money and not added my theory.  The motive was not money or drugs however David Jackson does have an extensive criminal history including drugs, both use and sale.  That part was not about the crime.  It was simply me picking up on facts about the suspect. That part would actually not have been helpful in finding Drake. 

What I left out.. I was in a hurry yesterday morning but I wanted to get that info out just in case it might be helpful.  I left out other thoughts I had that I didn't feel would be helpful.  I got an image of him dumping the car and my logical mind said "Duh, if he doesn't want to get caught he will dump the car they have a description of and steal another one".  It seemed like common sense not intuitive information so I didn't put much weight on it and it totally slipped my mind as I was typing up the post.  It did turn out to be true, (except they had another car and didn't steal one)  but like I said, common sense would dictate that action.

So how does this help Kyron?  It illustrates the point that I repeatedly try to make about analyzing and adding logical thinking.  This goes for my visions and everyone else's.  I'm not saying that mine are the correct ones so we need to apply this across the board.  Go with what you actually get and try to remove the thoughts that are added by our logical minds.  We need to go back to the beginning and see what we saw and remove everything else.

This is also the reason I've been so stubborn about not posting all of the stuff about TH or others that have been in the news.  I didn't "see" anything regarding a suspect.  I'm not sure anyone really has.  Its all been taking what we have seen and applying it to what is being said.  Or simply being influenced by the massive media coverage. You cannot apply logical thinking to an intuitive process.  That will mess you up every time.

The simplest answer is usually the correct one.  And the information we receive in our intuitive states, in its simplest form, is usually correct.  That is where we need to look if we want to find Kyron.

I've been saying this all along, they need to go back to the beginning and look again leaving out the preconceived notions and theories.  They need to take another look at this with fresh eyes and open minds.

One final point.. I do realize that once in a while I get the info about these kids mixed up.  That is why I try not to work on too many cases at once.  My thoughts yesterday morning were to focus on Kyron.  I changed that when I saw the news about Drake.  The first images I received about the industrial area might very well be about Kyron.  That lead me to consider that the office area might also be about Kyron, especially if the two are connected.  So I will re-post that sketch and info about that here in case it might "click" with someone as a business of some sort in the area.  Ok, so I'm thinking again but I have to put it all out there...

07/12/10 - I could see an industrial location.  It appeared to be one plant or business I think.  It reminded me of the pictures I took of that area in regard to Kyron  but what stood out were these large blue things that looked like dumpsters.  Maybe they were on a truck or something because they appeared to move but they were large, dark blue and had yellow letters.

The next think I know I was sort of floating over an office or something like that where there were multiple people doing the same thing.  I could see these machines and it reminded me of typewriters with those hard shell covers.  Sort of ivory in color, maybe hard shiny plastic?  I don't know what it was but it seemed they all were doing the same type of work on those machines.  It felt "not like a computer"  but I don't know why I want to say that exactly.  The office area and the industrial area may be part of the same thing. Maybe manufacturing of some sort.

Drake Kingston Boyd, 7 Mths. - Found Safe

I love it when I get to post good news!  Drake was found safe by his grandmother in Miami.  Turns out the suspect, David Jackson, was his dad.  Jackson dropped him off at what is being referred to as a babysitter which I guess is where the grandmother tracked down the baby.  News Article