I wanted to try to meditate on Kyron Horman today. It seems like there has been a lot of energy swirling around him lately and hopefully the searchers are getting close to bringing him home.
02/11/11 - I was tying to get a clue as to where Kyron is. I kept asking him to show me something distinctive, something other than what I've already gotten or read somewhere. Something that might help identify a location. I started seeing this thing that reminded me of a key chain with the little ring at the top. It is very dangly. But then it started looking as if it were on the outside of a front door. I thought that was odd because it seemed strange for something like that to be on a door. Then I starting realizing that maybe it was actually in front of the door. I was looking at it as if it were hanging and the door was in the background. It made me think of how people hang wind chimes on their porches.
When I stopped to pick up my pen so I could draw this and then closed my eyes again so I could get a clearer image, I could see a bunch of hearts. Hearts everywhere. It made me feel like he was sending a lot of love out to everyone.
I'm sorry it took me this long to get these new meditations posted. Life is very hectic right now. Just when I think I won't get anymore on Kyron and I try to focus on someone else, he pops back in.
08/06/10 I am still really distracted but this time I could see a hole, but it almost looked square and I just heard in my mind "shaft". I could see plants that almost remind me of a venus fly trap, mostly because the long hair like things, but they may be some kind of plant that is indigenous to the area. They seemed to be all around the hole, maybe in the opening of the hole or in area
Then I saw a bunch of kitchen utensils but it reminded me again of a restaurant or large kitchen with major use. Another thing I could see what on the outside of a building (school?) one cornor seemed to be dug up, like the area there had a hole dug right at the corner against the building. That seemed to be more of a validation point for some reason.
08/11/10 An oak tree with an eye on it. At first when I saw the tree I thought the eye might represent video surveillance. But then if felt like the eye might be something that is a unique feature on the tree that just looks like an eye and that will make sense to someone. I could see a small bucket like one a child would use in the sand box and my thought was a children's park., But when I told myself not to let my mind jump to conclusions I started down this road and it felt very weird being in that vehicle and seeing the heavily wooded area I was traveling through. I was traveling down a long road in past the tree. I could see clearly being in a vehicle and as I looked towards the passenger side I could see what looked like a dog's snout. For whatever reason, it didn't feel like I was in Kyron's place, but rather I was being shown a direction to go in.
Then I came to a place and it looked like I was inside a house looking out . What I first heard or felt was a broken window or broken glass in a door. Then I thought why because it didn't look broken, but more like there was no glass or the glass was very clean and clear. I could see a young woman outside and then I saw the corner of the glass and it was broken, like just a piece remained. Then as I looked out I could see a little blowup pool. It was yellow with blue inside and blue designs. Then I saw a big letter J that appeared over the yard. Next I could see what almost looked like a mickey mouse head and I thought toys.
There was a path leading out of the back yard into the woods and there were a few of those teiki lights at the beginning of the path, the ones like on the longer poles. I'm not sure if this is a location where he is or simply a location close to where he is. The path with the lights might be literal or could indicate the direction you would need to go in to find Kyron if you could find that yard. I got the feeling that the J was the initial of the family name who lived in the house but did not get a feeling of them being involved one way or the other.
OMG, one final thing.. As I was looking for a new picture of Kyron to post with this, I flipped the channel over to Fox and Glenn Beck is on. I had no idea what he was talking about so I had to scan back, but he was talking to this lady who wrote a book and just seconds after I put the controller down he said "she is responsible for getting me into this Alice in Wonderland rabbit hole that I now call the Glenn Beck program" I have no idea why I felt compelled to get up from my computer in the middle of my search to change the channel. This Alice thing has to mean something!!!
I actually intended to focus on a cold case for someone this morning. I haven't received anything on Kyron for a while but he decided to be the focus this morning. However, what I was getting is sketchy and kind of confusing.
08/02/10 - I decided that I needed to really try to focus on where Kyron is. I saw sliding glass doors which seemed to be on the back of a house. Then I could see a yellow lab and I heard the words Horse Feathers, or perhaps its a name? That felt like it had something to do with the search. I heard "evidence 27". I don't know if that is item #27, box #27, evidence collected on the 27th, or searches conducted on the 27th. Next I could see someone making eggs in what appeared to be a diner. The number 6 or 66 or even 6 and 6. I then saw what looked like 2 pipes with a 6 on each one. For whatever reason it felt like a location or direction. I'm really not sure about that piece of info.
I had a very weird dream last night and it led me to a place today that I would love to have more info about. Its a location in Forest Park where a man and his daughter lived for years and were found in 2004. There is a book written about this called My Abandonment by Peter Rock. I saw a you tube video and he was talking about the story and there are a lot of elements in it that have been mentioned here including the St. Johns Bridge and a safeway.. (Gabby specifically talked about a safeway)
This is another day of coincidence and strange happenings. Safeway threw me over the edge. If anyone knows of this place please let me know!
I tried to make this post once and I'm not sure it came out right. This has been one of those days when I've had a constant, sick feeling in my stomach that something terrible was about to happen. I was reading news articles that were talking about death threats towards Terri Horman, I saw a video where Desiree Young is talking about feelings about this being "planned". I know she feels that Terri did something to Kyron as do her husband and Kaine Horman. How awful to feel that someone purposely harmed your child. How angry she must feel and helpless at the same time. Did Terri Horman plan to harm Kyron and then carry out that plan? I honestly don't know the answer to that. None of us do. But there is something that is swirling around in my head. People are crazed about this situation. What if she did take Kyron and/or knows where he is? If she is harmed or if she harms herself, what will happen to Kyron?
The amount of negative energy surrounding this case is unbelievable. It is my true and honest belief that this negativity is stalling the efforts to find Kyron. That is the single most important reason that I have tried to limit the speculation about "who" may or may not have been involved in his disappearance and instead tried to focus everyone on "how" to find Kyron. Every minute spent on speculation is another minute of searching that was lost.
No matter how many times I have asked that those comments not be posted, I still every day have to sit and decide whether a comment has gone to far and should I even post it. I am not going to do that anymore. If the comments stray from how and where to find Kyron I will not publish them. Even if it's filled with helpful information, if there is speculation included it will be deleted.
This may be a very unpopular decision and it may cause readers to stop coming here. If that happens so be it. And it won't matter if you feel its not speculation but "psychic" information, if it is not about finding Kyron it won't make it in.
Sorry to have to do this but I simply cannot continue stressing over this. Lets just focus our "positive" energy on finding Kyron.
My heart just about jumped out of my chest a minute ago. Someone mentioned here about a drawing Brian Ladd did of a man so I went to Brian's dream drawing and I was going down through looking for the picture. Then I kept going to see if there was a map that might show from the school to where Kyron lives and maybe to other places of interest. I kept looking at the pictures of the school because there are these circles that look like they have hour glasses in the middle and I wondered what they were. Then I noticed something that leaped off of the page at me.
Look at the circle in the middle.
So now that I feel I have officially lost my mind I am going to take the chance at losing every one of you and post more.
Starting with Friday and Old Mill Road. I posted this in response to an inquiry as to where I got Old Mill Road but I will repeat it here.
Trying to explain this will be sort of weird. Friday morning I wanted to try and focus on Gabriel Johnson. I've been feeling for the last couple of days that what I originally got about Kyron was where they need to go back to. Start over at the beginning. See what is right in front of them. And to make it more weird, I keep getting these Alice in Wonderland references wherever I go now. That part later.
Anyway.. I sat down to meditate on Gabriel but my energy shifted and I felt very angry. I was lashing out at the person who took my daughter, threatening this person. I was so totally caught up in this feeling of anger when I realized its not me. I have a daughter but thank God she is safe and with me. Then I realized its Somer Thompson. She comes in now and again. I think it was her mother's anger I was channeling. Somer bee bopped around a little and she was showing me Kyron. I ask her to tell me something I didn't know, a location or something that I could confirm. I heard Old Mill Road. When I looked up old mill road I couldn't find one except the one in that other town.
That whole day was weird. I had to take a route out my normal way to pick up some papers and I ended up in an area that seemed so important. I took pictures with my phone. A pipe yard with a chain link fence and those concrete round things with ladders going up the side. Then a sign for a lumber yard right across the road. The strangest part was being drawn to the railroad tracks. Now, does any of this make sense? I have no idea. The whole day was weird like that. I do not know if Old Mill Road means anything. It might. It might not be the same road. If it is it could just be a shout out to Kyron's friend. It could even be an old mill on the road??
The strongest feeling I have is that things are getting drawn away from where the focus needs to be. I don't know how else to explain it. Here are the pictures that I took on Friday. The only thing I can think of is that maybe this area is similiar to an area around Skyline. Or, the tower, round things or pipes are. I don't know..
The first 4 pictures are of a pipe manufacturing plant called J.M. Eagle. What initially caught my attention were the large concrete silo looking things with the yellow ladders.
The last pic, Appalachian Forest Products is right across the road. That stuck out because its a lumber yard and with all the tree references here lately, well.. anyway.
Also, like I've mentioned I keep getting all of these references to Alice in Wonderland. Down the rabbit hole. Well, Sunday morning I went to WalMart around 7am and I walked around to where the candles are because I wanted one of those candle lighters. A woman came up to me and asked me if I could help her figure out what kind of candles this wall holder thingy would take. Since it didn’t say on the box I decided to open it up and pull the thing out and look. While I was doing this she started telling me how it was her son and daughter in law’s anniversary and she always tries to get the appropriate thing like for 10 its iron and wood and she really liked the iron holder and was telling me about her other daughter who passed a diamond anniversary but she couldn’t afford real diamonds so she had purchased a diamond shaped jewelry box. Then she asked my advice on the wood. Now I suppose this is not unusual for me because this happens all the time. People I have never seen before come up to me and ask for help and then within minutes are telling me their life stories.
So anyway, I remembered seeing this cool looking wooden thing and I went around the isle to look for it. I didn’t find it but suggested these pretty little craved wood frames and went on my way. So by now I’m re-directed off of my original path and I went down this isle to get back to where I was going. It was an isle that had about 10 or so big screen tv’s and this picture was on every single screen.
Then driving home I realized that she was looking for iron and wood and I thought the candle holder thing was sort of tiered like a ladder but then I remembered wood “trees” “wood” “elder” all the stuff mentioned lately on the blog. And when I got home and picked up the news paper the headline on the front page was “Increase in ELDER abuse cases a growing concern”.
I do not normally do this, go into all this detail of the day to day's. I usually just journal it and if need be bounce it off of a friend who already knows how crazy my mind works. But I am feeling desperate to find Kyron. I don't always get desperate feelings but I do have them with him. So at the risk of you all now thinking I really am a crazy person, I'm putting it all out there in the chance that someone will understand what it might mean.
I was lying out in the sun a little while ago and I was thinking about Kyron. I asked him to come near and try to communicate with me more about where is. The only thing I could really focus on was a backwards 4. It seemed like he was behind it which is why he was seeing it backwards. Then I could see what appeared to be a narrow sign with a name, or I feel like it was supposed to be a name, but the sign was vertical. I'm pretty sure the name or word started with a D, and I sketched A & L but I'm not sure about that, only the D. Then he showed me the cross again. I felt either in a wooded or maybe just a secluded area. I have no idea if this means anything.
I wanted to post a link for Brian Ladd's dream reading on Kyron Horman, Case #866. I emailed Brian to get his permission post a link submitted by someone here on the blog. Brian has graciously offered to link together the cases of children we have both worked on and I am going to do the same in the hope that more attention will come to these children. Thanks Brian!!!
In my very first meditation about Kyron I got "This kid has great energy.. I feel he may be gone but he keeps giving me the feeling he is alive. I hear "Miss Alice""
I tried to search to see if there was an Alice connected and the only thing I could come up with was a local production of Alice in Wonderland. Then today someone I've met though this case was writing to me about that red squirrel story. She wrote "I went hunting because of the squirrel picture, then I fell down the rabbit hole so to speak." Now I have no idea why that struck me the way it did but I had to stop and email her back. It was almost like a jolt of "thats it". It was like an ah ha moment but I don't really know what "it" is.. Does this make sense to anyone?
I received this comment today and it is very interesting. I'm hoping someone from the area described here will read this and comment. I would love to know if any of the information from previous posts would fit this area.
I want to note since I am the one always saying don't point fingers, don't speculate, innocent until proven guilty.. as I stated in a previous comment, I do NOT have a problem posting information regarding convicted child molesters. Once that kind of deviant gives in to his sick urges and ruins a child's life, he is no longer innocent. I don't believe these people can be cured therefore they should be kept behind bars for the rest of their lives, period.
That said, here is the comment...
Anonymous said...
Diana,
I read that you kept on getting the name 'Wolf or Warf' in your thoughts?
Well, guess what? I just read that Kyron's Grandpa is a children's author.
Guess what the name of one of his books is called?
"Rolf’s Hideout"
Get this....Rolf’s Hideout is a real place in Washington, near Oregon. It is just off the Mountain Loop highway near Snohomish, Washington
Guess what? Kristian S Horman, Uncle to missing Kyron , was arrested yesterday for his conviction on charges of child molestation. He molested his own daughter in 2009.
Guess where is was arrested????? In Snohomish, Washington. That is where 'Rolf's Hideout' takes place and the true location is.
I wanted to post part of an email that someone sent to me the other day. This person is a local and is very familiar to the school and area. With their permission, I am posting this first to show how sometimes what we are getting is not so much helpful in finding a person, but simply may be a validation that we are actually connecting. Next, I'm hoping there is something here that will "click" and help in the search.
"Jackson" could be Jackson School Rd, not far from Skyline. It's a large artery connecting mountain country to city.
The school is several miles from about 5 cemeteries. None of them have many crosses, nor any that jut out from above ground level- perhaps carved on headstones, but not above ground.
The basketball could be the courts behind the school (3/4th fenced surrounding the black top) or it could be we had The Blazers- Portland's NCAA basketball team out on Friday (had been being planned for a week).
YMCA- 5th graders took their annual camping trip this weekend at the YMCA- He could have known about it and been excited with anticipation over it- lots of the kids were talking about it. Things like "I can't wait until I'm in 5th grade", etc. (This is what I mean about validation. I had no clue about the trip, how could I? And it made no sense to me, but it does go along with his personality. He is such a cool soul!)
The only thing that can be mistaken for crosses or cross like items are grape vines at some of the vineyards east of the school OR a Power Supply station- across from and old cemetery with a small church on it- several miles away.
The church across the street- only in symbolism. It's a restored building used for weddings and town meetings. Nothing more.
Ok, so we did figure out that there is a cross, but I think only one, at the Skyline Memorial Gardens. Other than that I'm not sure if this is helpful. I think someone sent me something about Jackson School Road and when I find it I will add it here.
06/14/10 I'm starting to wonder if my feelings about Kyron being in or near the school are more about where he is or, if someone did take him, where they are. I am willing to recognize that sometimes I mix up the meanings of the visions so its possible. I do feel, as far as the symbol goes that it has more to do with a basketball than anything else. I am not going to say more at this time about that meditation at this time, but this is where I began to feel perhaps I need to try to make contact with LE. I will keep you posted.
06/15/10 I was trying to meditate on Kyron again and control his energy. Sometimes he feels like he is all over the place, in a good way. He is a great kid! I want to see where he is and so I ask for something specific.
I see this image but I don't know what it is. I get the feeling that maybe its some sort of pool or pool of water? I can't be sure. I hear the name Bob. The thought of a YMCA came to mind. I think that may go back to some of what I was feeling yesterday. I will fill in those blanks, but I don't think its a good idea just yet.
I am feeling cemetery again, and I think this was more of a thought but, it crossed my mind that someone could bury a person in another newly buried grave. I know how bizarre that sounds, but I'm including everything that crossed my mind. I'm not sure if the cemetery is really my feeling or if I am being influenced by the crosses and pics some have sent me. I asked him to show me something more identifiable if this is really what he is trying to show me. Something he can see from where his. I see a small creek or some water with a couple of boards or planks across it were you could walk across. I see the cemetery again and in the distance I can hear city noises. Something that sounded like Jeremey or Jermaine. That was followed by Jackson but I then thought "the Jacksons". Probably just a wandering mind. I have no idea how that could mean anything but you never know.
After I finished that meditation I tried to search the cemetery that someone mentioned was on the same road that the school is on. This map image flipped me out! It's very similar to the sketch.
06/10/10- I wanted to try to meditate on Kyron again this morning. I felt the need to do a card reading which I will do. But I feel he is here and he is trying to show me where he is.
He showed me this symbol that I feel is familiar but I can't place it. It almost feels like it is in the road or on the road, painted on the road?? A sign? I'm just not sure. (This afternoon a friend of mine said that the symbol is of a Dalrunor Rune representing the letter M - not sure how that would fit ??) Then a cross.. I see crosses a lot I think. And I did see on a map that there is a church across from the school and wonder if I'm just remembering that. But then I see it again and I can see trees behind it, maybe a hill but a lot of trees. I tried to discount this but then a lot of crosses, all together like he is trying to get me to pay attention, reinforcing the cross.
3 cards - 6 of Swords Rx, Temperance and 7 of Wands. Kyron- Where he is - What we need to know to find him
I believe this reading indicates that there needs to be more listening and less argument about what happened or who is right. There may be turmoil within the investigation.
My initial thoughts:
6 of Swords Rx - he is trying to communicate his journey.
Temperance - He is already gone and in a better place.
7 of Wands - Quit fighting each other, the energies of this investigation are all over the place. Emotions are overheated and opinions are at odds. Stop and focus if you want to find him.
Another thought I had about the 7 of Wands leads me back to the church. Crowns on the men, the fire.. for whatever reason it made me think of the church. I will have to think on that one and look at the background of the church.
** When I looked up a picture of the church (street view) I noticed a lot of telephone poles. I wonder if that was what I was seeing rather than crosses?
Also, when I was looking for a picture of the church and a street view I came across a picture of something I caught a glimpse of the other day and it did catch my attention, as it did today. The other day I saw the playground in a blurry view of the map but today a picture popped up and it also reminded me of the crosses. (Click picture to see a larger view.)
I know this doesn't make much sense. Obviously they would have searched the school and everything immediately around the school first. But I think that all of this might mean to look at this with a different frame of mind and something might just click.
Thanks everyone for your comments. Keep posting, even if your feelings are different than mine. Hopefully someone will see something that will be the clue to finding Kyron.
Meditation 06/09/10 - I was trying to focus on what Kyron did after he left his mom that morning. I can see him. He was on his way to class and he got distracted. I saw him push against a large door, like a fire or exit door. One that might have that bar thing that you push to go through. Might have been yellow, not real sure on that. Why would he do that? Then I could see a ball, like a dodge ball or basketball. Something about that size. I just feel that something caught his eye or distracted him and he ventured off. He may not have been able to get out of that room, perhaps the door locked behind him or it was too heavy. But I feel there is more to it than that.
Next I could see a room. It feels small but that could be because it is cluttered or filled up. Machines or equipment or something, with moving parts. It feels like a utility room or something like that. Then I could see him climbing up a ladder that was attached to something. I don't know if it was really a ladder or simply represented him climbing.
I'm trying to focus on what he might be able to see from where he is. I could see a man sitting in a chair. That worried me at first. The man had dark hair and dark sort of heavy yet sunken features. But then I could see a room, more like a break room I think or waiting area. But not fancy, more like in a basement or something. The chair he was sitting in appeared to be one of those molded plastic seats on metal legs. I could see a small table with some papers on it and cups I think. There were a couple of chairs and a large, white faced clock.
I have to say, a few times in the meditation my mind wandered in the direction of someone else being involved. I'm not sure if it is something like a kid who knows more than they are saying, perhaps was part of the adventure. Or someone who distracted him, maybe lured him. But in the back of my thoughts I feel this was an accident more than a crime.
Kyron Horman, age 7, went missing from his school in Portland Oregon on June 4, 2010.
06/08/10 - When I first started to meditate, closed my eyes, I felt he may be in the school. Sometimes I don't put too much weight on my very first impression but its worth mentioning.
This kid has great energy.. I feel he may be gone but he keeps giving me the feeling he is alive. I hear "Miss Alice". I can see a tunnel, its long and dark but with a glimmer of light coming through. I don't feel "the tunnel" but an actual tunnel or dark space. It feels like where he is. I feel he is either still in the school or very close by. I don't feel this will drag on. They will find him soon, if not today. I heard a word but I can't make it out. It has a wf sound like woof or wolf, warf?? I think it has something to do with his location. I could see stairs, they felt concrete maybe, sturdy. And I think a railing, like an iron railing. I can't tell if they are in the school but nearby where he is or the wf sound. Whatever happened was an accident. I don't think someone took him, I think he wandered off. He is insisting he is alive, he doesn't want to be in trouble.
I wondered if they searched inside the school with dogs. If not, they should. Were there no cameras? It seems with all the video these days, if he left the school it should have been caught on camera somewhere. At the beginning when I tried to focus on what happened and I could see the mom, I wondered, but I don't feel she is involved in his disappearance.
02/11/11 - I was tying to get a clue as to where Kyron is. I kept asking him to show me something distinctive, something other than what I've already gotten or read somewhere. Something that might help identify a location. I started seeing this thing that reminded me of a key chain with the little ring at the top. It is very dangly. But then it started looking as if it were on the outside of a front door. I thought that was odd because it seemed strange for something like that to be on a door. Then I starting realizing that maybe it was actually in front of the door. I was looking at it as if it were hanging and the door was in the background. It made me think of how people hang wind chimes on their porches.
