Kyron Horman.. pics and possible clues

My heart just about jumped out of my chest a minute ago.  Someone mentioned here about a drawing Brian Ladd did of a man so I went to Brian's dream drawing and I was going down through looking for the picture.  Then I kept going to see if there was a map that might show from the school to where Kyron lives and maybe to other places of interest.  I kept looking at the pictures of the school because there are these circles that look like they have hour glasses in the middle and I wondered what they were.  Then I noticed something that leaped off of the page at me.

Look at the circle in the middle.

So now that I feel I have officially lost my mind I am going to take the chance at losing every one of you and post more.

Starting with Friday and Old Mill Road.  I posted this in response to an inquiry as to where I got Old Mill Road but I will repeat it here.

Trying to explain this will be sort of weird. Friday morning I wanted to try and focus on Gabriel Johnson. I've been feeling for the last couple of days that what I originally got about Kyron was where they need to go back to. Start over at the beginning. See what is right in front of them. And to make it more weird, I keep getting these Alice in Wonderland references wherever I go now. That part later.

Anyway.. I sat down to meditate on Gabriel but my energy shifted and I felt very angry. I was lashing out at the person who took my daughter, threatening this person. I was so totally caught up in this feeling of anger when I realized its not me. I have a daughter but thank God she is safe and with me. Then I realized its Somer Thompson. She comes in now and again. I think it was her mother's anger I was channeling. Somer bee bopped around a little and she was showing me Kyron. I ask her to tell me something I didn't know, a location or something that I could confirm. I heard Old Mill Road. When I looked up old mill road I couldn't find one except the one in that other town. 

That whole day was weird. I had to take a route out my normal way to pick up some papers and I ended up in an area that seemed so important. I took pictures with my phone. A pipe yard with a chain link fence and those concrete round things with ladders going up the side. Then a sign for a lumber yard right across the road. The strangest part was being drawn to the railroad tracks. Now, does any of this make sense? I have no idea. The whole day was weird like that. I do not know if Old Mill Road means anything. It might. It might not be the same road. If it is it could just be a shout out to Kyron's friend. It could even be an old mill on the road?? 

The strongest feeling I have is that things are getting drawn away from where the focus needs to be. I don't know how else to explain it.  Here are the pictures that I took on Friday. The only thing I can think of is that maybe this area is similiar to an area around Skyline.  Or, the tower, round things or pipes are.  I don't know..

The first 4 pictures are of a pipe manufacturing plant called J.M. Eagle. What initially caught my attention were the large concrete silo looking things with the yellow ladders.

The last pic, Appalachian Forest Products is right across the road.  That stuck out because its a lumber yard and with all the tree references here lately, well.. anyway.

Also, like I've mentioned I keep getting all of these references to Alice in Wonderland.  Down the rabbit hole.  Well, Sunday morning I went to WalMart around 7am and I walked around to where the candles are because I wanted one of those candle lighters.  A woman came up to me and asked me if I could help her figure out what kind of candles this wall holder thingy would take.  Since it didn’t say on the box I decided to open it up and pull the thing out and look.  While I was doing this she started telling me how it was her son and daughter in law’s anniversary and she always tries to get the appropriate thing like for 10 its iron and wood and she really liked the iron holder and was telling me about her other daughter who passed a diamond anniversary but she couldn’t afford real diamonds so she had purchased a diamond shaped jewelry box.  Then she asked my advice on the wood.  Now I suppose this is not unusual for me because this happens all the time.  People I have never seen before come up to me and ask for help and then within minutes are telling me their life stories. 

So anyway, I remembered seeing this cool looking wooden thing and I went around the isle to look for it.  I didn’t find it but suggested these pretty little craved wood frames and went on my way.  So by now I’m re-directed off of my original path and I went down this isle to get back to where I was going.  It was an isle that had about 10 or so big screen tv’s and this picture was on every single screen.

Then driving home I realized that she was looking for iron and wood and I thought the candle holder thing was sort of tiered like a ladder but then I remembered wood “trees” “wood” “elder”  all the stuff mentioned lately on the blog.  And when I got home and picked up the news paper the headline on the front page was “Increase in ELDER abuse cases a growing concern”.

  

I do not normally do this, go into all this detail of the day to day's. I usually just journal it and if need be bounce it off of a friend who already knows how crazy my mind works.  But I am feeling desperate to find Kyron.  I don't always get desperate feelings but I do have them with him.  So at the risk of you all now thinking I really am a crazy person, I'm putting it all out there in the chance that someone will understand what it might mean.  

Sorry for rambling! 

Luella May Edge, Age 80 - Bellaire Ohio

This blog is mainly dedicated to the cause of finding missing children. However, sometimes I feel we should take a look at the missing and endangered adults that could use our help. 

Luella May Edge, age 80,  walked away from the Country Club Estates Retirement Center on Friday, April 30, 2010. Luella suffers from Alzheimers and she is still out there.  Authorities believe someone may be helping and/or hiding her.

05/07/10 - I saw the letter R. The Ohio River. I could see an old, large oak tree, or big type of tree like that. It seemed like the grass was overgrown around it and it was dark. Then I could see something spread out or set out and it reminded me of a picnic. There may be a picnic area near by.

The letter R again and a name with Ro like Robert. I could see a man standing on a porch. He has dark hair and maybe tallish, slim or thin build. He was wearing what looked like a hospital gown.

Now this is the first time I have ever seen this or felt it in the years I've been doing this but... I feel he is a ghost and I think he had something to do with her leaving. She can see him. Maybe he is or was her husband or someone close to her??? Perhaps she is trying to go to some place that was special to her. She feels like she was a nice lady, but with a fiery personality in her prime.

05/08/10 - I see an double arch, like McDonalds but sideways. I hear the name Betty and it make me think of the R name again. I wonder if it is associated? I feel Betty is a friend who may be helping her or wants to help her. I get the feeling that she will go into a McDonalds?? The number 9 or 9th. I was trying to get a fix on where she is and I got "chimes" then I could hear chimes or bells like if you were walking into a store.

I tried to find a news story about her and I found this pic.. explains the oak tree I guess.
I think I also got something about a cemetary??? I may have brushed it off thinking that her father and husband are probably dead.. Now, looking at a map if you go from where she was towards the river there is a cemetery. Perhaps that is the direction they need to be looking??





05/09/10 This morning the first thing that flashed through my mind was a woman, 50's or 60's I think. She had what reminded me of a "do" like my mother in law. Like the ladies that go to the beauty parlor every week. Just sort of up and styled, reddish, brownish medium to light.. I can't really describe the color other than it reminds me of my my mother in law which I know doesn't help anyone. She was a medium to larger built woman. I felt like she might be a relative but it was quick.

I keep trying to visualize where Luella is but all I get is in an older town, small town I think. I also keep feeling east due to the fact that I first got Ohio River and I believe the river is east of the retirement home.

Every time I try to focus on her I get interrupted..I'm beginning to wonder if that means anything???

05/10/10 The first thing I saw was what looked like a large bowl of something that looked like chicken nuggets, small pieces of something that looked coated or breaded.

I was trying to visualize where she is and I got left but east then "east is not left". I have no idea what that means other than perhaps direction.

I wanted to get the name of a city or place and I heard pine and then I could see a small waterfall. I could see a wooded area and trees with a little place underneath where someone could have gotten under, out of the rain or weather. It worries me now that she might be gone.

There is one more thing.. almost every time I go to type in her name I type in Luella May Hodges.  I do not know if Hodges means anything but I've done it several times!

Kyron Horman

This picture made me pause.  I still can't believe they haven't found him.

Is there a mill or an old mill road or something to do with a mill in the area??

Kyron Horman 06/20/10

I was lying out in the sun a little while ago and I was thinking about Kyron.  I asked him to come near and try to communicate with me more about where is.  The only thing I could really focus on was a backwards 4.  It seemed like he was behind it which is why he was seeing it backwards.  Then I could see what appeared to be a narrow sign with a name, or I feel like it was supposed to be a name, but the sign was vertical.  I'm pretty sure the name or word started with a D, and I sketched A & L but I'm not sure about that, only the D.  Then he showed me the cross again.  I felt either in a wooded or maybe just a secluded area.  I have no idea if this means anything.

Brian's Dreams - Kyron Horman Case #866

I wanted to post a link for Brian Ladd's dream reading on Kyron Horman, Case #866.  I emailed Brian to get his permission post a link submitted by someone here on the blog.  Brian has graciously offered to link together the cases of children we have both worked on and I am going to do the same in the hope that more attention will come to these children.  Thanks Brian!!!

Brian's Dreams Case #866

Kyron Horman, Falling down the rabbit hole???

In my very first meditation about Kyron I got "This kid has great energy.. I feel he may be gone but he keeps giving me the feeling he is alive.  I hear "Miss Alice""

 I tried to search to see if there was an Alice connected and the only thing I could come up with was a local production of Alice in Wonderland.  Then today someone I've met though this case was writing to me about that red squirrel story.  She wrote "I went hunting because of the squirrel picture, then I fell down the rabbit hole so to speak."  Now I have no idea why that struck me the way it did but I had to stop and email her back.  It was almost like a jolt of "thats it". It was like an ah ha moment but I don't really know what "it" is..  Does this make sense to anyone?

Kyron Horman - A clue?

I received this comment today and it is very interesting. I'm hoping someone from the area described here will read this and comment. I would love to know if any of the information from previous posts would fit this area. 

I want to note since I am the one always saying don't point fingers, don't speculate, innocent until proven guilty.. as I stated in a previous comment, I do NOT have a problem posting information regarding convicted child molesters. Once that kind of deviant gives in to his sick urges and ruins a child's life, he is no longer innocent. I don't believe these people can be cured therefore they should be kept behind bars for the rest of their lives, period.

That said, here is the comment...

Anonymous said...

Diana,

I read that you kept on getting the name 'Wolf or Warf' in your thoughts?

Well, guess what? I just read that Kyron's Grandpa is a children's author.

Guess what the name of one of his books is called?

"Rolf’s Hideout"

Get this....Rolf’s Hideout is a real place in Washington, near Oregon. It is just off the Mountain Loop highway near Snohomish, Washington

Guess what? Kristian S Horman, Uncle to missing Kyron , was arrested yesterday for his conviction on charges of child molestation. He molested his own daughter in 2009.

Guess where is was arrested????? In Snohomish, Washington. That is where 'Rolf's Hideout' takes place and the true location is.

You may be onto something.

Read about the location or Rolfs Hideout, here.

http://northwesttales.com/

June 18, 2010 1:12 PM

Kyron Horman 06/18/10

I wanted to post part of an email that someone sent to me the other day.  This person is a local and is very familiar to the school and area.  With their permission, I am posting this first to show how sometimes what we are getting is not so much helpful in finding a person, but simply may be a validation that we are actually connecting.  Next, I'm hoping there is something here that will "click" and help in the search.

• "Jackson" could be Jackson School Rd, not far from Skyline. It's a large artery connecting mountain country to city.
• The school is several miles from about 5 cemeteries. None of them have many crosses, nor any that jut out from above ground level- perhaps carved on headstones, but not above ground.
• The basketball could be the courts behind the school (3/4th fenced surrounding the black top) or it could be we had The Blazers- Portland's NCAA basketball team out on Friday (had been being planned for a week).
• YMCA- 5th graders took their annual camping trip this weekend at the YMCA- He could have known about it and been excited with anticipation over it- lots of the kids were talking about it. Things like "I can't wait until I'm in 5th grade", etc. (This is what I mean about validation.  I had no clue about the trip, how could I?   And it made no sense to me, but it does go along with his personality.  He is such a cool soul!)
• The only thing that can be mistaken for crosses or cross like items are grape vines at some of the vineyards east of the school OR a Power Supply station- across from and old cemetery with a small church on it- several miles away.
• The church across the street- only in symbolism. It's a restored building used for weddings and town meetings. Nothing more.

Ok, so we did figure out that there is a cross, but I think only one, at the Skyline Memorial Gardens.  Other than that I'm not sure if this is helpful.  I think someone sent me something about Jackson School Road and when I find it I will add it here.

Jermaine Davis, Age 10 - Pamplico, SC

Classified as:  Endangered Missing
Date Missing:  June 7, 2010
Missing From:  Pamplico, South Carolina
Missing Country: USA
DOB: 08/11/99
Age Now: 10

The other day I hit on a name in another case, Jermaine, and someone mentioned this boy.  I had just posted his picture on the site so I thought I would try to do a meditation on his and see if I could help.  I really hadn't seen or read the details so I'm a little confused as to what I got.

06/17/10 - Is he gone? Yes.. Was he taken? No  I mostly asked that because I had not read the details of his case.  I should have been more specific.  I could see a video game back in a little space, like it was not a game room, but a video game machine in another business.  It reminded me of CiCi's where I had taken my kids for a birthday party and they had a few games for the kids to play. I could see a boy, but not Jermaine.  He was red-headed and freckle faced.  He reminded me of a little boy who goes to school with my son.  The feeling I got was that Jermaine is very ornery, like this boy.  Sometimes gets into a little trouble.  His mom sometimes has trouble handling him.  But when she is not around, he is a lot more behaved.  I guess that describes most kids.

I saw a boy on a skate board.  Then I saw a dog and then there were more dogs.  They seemed to surround a small animal, curious at first and then start getting aggressive as more joined in.  It wasn't like a dog attack.  It was more like bullies.  The thought just keeps playing in my mind that they were not wolves but dogs.  The name Jack, then Jennifer.  I'm not sure if its just a J name or those are names connected.

I kept seeing a black woman, older I think.  Very striking in her appearance, to me anyway.  She wore a scarf around her head, a black shirt and a flowing very colorful skirt, almost tapestry looking for loss of a better way to describe it.  She had on a lot of jewelry, long heavy gold and beaded necklaces, earrings, bracelets.  She felt very mystic to me.  I just am at a loss for accurately describing her.  I was drawn to her appearance.

Then my thoughts shifted to a place with metal counters and shelves.  On the shelves were those very large cans of food, like in a restaurant or something but then I thought soup kitchen.  I wondered if someone connected to him did some type of volunteer work.  I think that is where the name Jennifer came in.

I began to see a beautiful, antique looking heart shaped locket.  The locket was gold and had some engraving on the front.  Maybe ties back in to the black woman.  Then I felt grandmotherly, like someone who wanted to take care of  him.

After I finished my meditation I looked at the information surrounding this boy.  I see that he is considered a runaway but LE and the media don't seem too be too overly concerned.  That is very sad.   He was in foster care and his foster mom is frantic.  They believe he may be looking for his mom who may be in jail.

I know I shouldn't analyze but I am going to a little.  The dogs I believe might point to the the trouble a little boy could get into all alone out there.  Older kids, or even adults come in sniffing around, realize he is a runaway and that there isn't a lot of focus on him? That could be very bad for this boy.

What I'm hoping about the black woman is that she represents someone who will help him.  Maybe give him food or shelter.  I pray that he finds his way to someone like this who will help him.  Other than that I feel this doesn't really offer many clues.  Unless someone recognizes something that will point in some direction, maybe the woman.

Abigail Virginia Obermiller, age 17 - North Fairfield, OH

Abigail "Abbi" Obermiller went missing Sunday, June 6, 2010 from North Fairfiled, Ohio.

06/16/10 What I knew - it involved a boyfriend.  How, I don't know.

I saw a white car. An arrow pointing down and trees.  It was almost like the arrow was part of the trees.  License plate, L M.  I could see what looked like an babies pacifier.  A long road with sparse trees, meaning I could look up and see through them to the sky.  Not much leafage.  SW.  State Park.I could see the road leading to the location where she is and the trees are thin, not heavy with leaves.  You can look right through them and see the sky.  That must be important because I repeated it in my journal.,

Going back to the pacifier, as I was writing this in my journal, not before, I saw a picnic table.  Going back, the pacifier will be there and a road going to the left.  She is there.  What I mean is the pacifier will be in an area where you the road turns left.

I feel jealousy.  I remember seeing an image at the beginning in connection to a car.  A handle?  I'm not sure. 

Near the end I could see a house in a large field or a very big yard. It has one of those old really big satellite dishes in the yard.  It is close or on the way to the road.  Over park??


 I feel there is more, I got more but I'm really not sure about it yet.  I need to do another meditation first.

Kyron Horman- more meditations

06/14/10  I'm starting to wonder if my feelings about Kyron being in or near the school are more about where he is or, if someone did take him, where they are.  I am willing to recognize that sometimes I mix up the meanings of the visions so its possible.  I do feel, as far as the symbol goes that it has more to do with a basketball than anything else.  I am not going to say more at this time about that meditation at this time, but this is where I began to feel perhaps I need to try to make contact with LE. I will keep you posted.

06/15/10  I was trying to meditate on Kyron again and control his energy.  Sometimes he feels like he is all over the place, in a good way.  He is a great kid!  I want to see where he is and so I ask for something specific.

I see this image but I don't know what it is.   I get the feeling that maybe its some sort of pool or pool of water?  I can't be sure.  I hear the name Bob.  The thought of a YMCA came to mind.  I think that may go back to some of what I was feeling yesterday. I will fill in those blanks, but I don't think its a good idea just yet.

I am feeling cemetery again, and I think this was more of a thought but, it crossed my mind that someone could bury a person in another newly buried grave. I know how bizarre that sounds, but I'm including everything that crossed my mind.  I'm not sure if the cemetery is really my feeling or if I am being influenced by the crosses and pics some have sent me.  I asked him to show me something more identifiable if this is really what he is trying to show me.  Something he can see from where his.  I see a small creek or some water with a couple of boards or planks across it were you could walk across.  I see the cemetery again and in the distance I can hear city noises.  Something that sounded like Jeremey or Jermaine.  That was followed by Jackson but I then thought "the Jacksons".  Probably just a wandering mind.  I have no idea how that could mean anything but you never know. 

After I finished that meditation I tried to search the cemetery that someone mentioned was on the same road that the school is on.  This map image flipped me out!  It's very similar to the sketch.

Things that will NOT get published!

Rarely does this happen but on occasion I have received comments that are nothing more than advertisements. I received another one today.

This site is dedicated to find missing children.  It is not free advertisement for anyone.  I don't even put those ad-sense things on here.  I review all comments before they are posted and these types of comments will never make it on this site.  And I have to say I think it is pretty heartless and cold to even try.

While I am on this road, I will also not publish comments that are mean spirited towards the children, families of the children or others who are posting on the site.  This is also not a place to gossip or point fingers.  If a comment makes direct accusations against someone without some solid basis (gossip and speculation) it will not be published.  Monitor what you write so that no one is hurt by mistake.  Remember, we can all be wrong.  Its not worth ruining someone's life by saying something that, if proven wrong, cannot be taken back.

Only those comments that I feel are truly intended to help in this cause, and are offered with integrity, will be posted.  I do not censor comments made towards me, but that is where I will draw the line.  Other than advertisements, I have only refused to post something once or twice and only because it was really awful.

I do want to say that I really appreciate all of the comments we do receive and how wonderful it is that most are sincerely trying to help these kids!  I am pleased that the site is growing with so many gifted and caring people.  I will do my best to make sure we earn and keep the trust and respect of those reading the posts and comments, and those who look to us for help.

Thank you!

Namaste
Diana

1 p.s. I would like to mention..  Please, only post comments that are your own.  It bothers me when someone takes information from this blog and posts it on other sites, forums, blogs, etc.  I don't read those other sites or know what other "psychics" are saying (other than what is posted here).  And I don't know when someone does that until someone else tells me.  So in turn, I won't post information taken from those other sites here.  I realize that most people are only trying to help and I do appreciate that.  But, its best to let whomever wants to share here to do it for themselves.  Thanks for understanding.

Do I contact Law Enforcement on cases I am working on?

I received a comment from someone concerning Kyron Horman's case asking me if anyone has contacted law enforcement and if not, suggesting that we should.  I totally understand this question and the idea that its always good to contact law enforcement if we feel we have information.  Even if it ends up being wrong, we might end up being right. 

Let me explain why I usually do not contact LE. 

When I first started getting visions about missing children it was a total surprise and it sort of took over.  I was so totally going to help these kids.  I thought the police would be thankful for having this kind of information.  And I thought together we would bring these kids home.  How naive was that?

What I learned quickly was that everytime something like this happens, a kid goes missing, then the police are literally overwhelmed with hundreds, if not thousands, of tips from "psychics".  Most are not credible, some are down right awful in nature and content.  However, the police must follow up on "all" leads and their feelings about these psychics are usually that they are just wasting precious time and resources. And they usually discount this kind of information right from the start. 

Then I saw an interview given by the mother of 6 year old Morgan Nick who went missing in 1995.  She hates psychics!  She said it was totally unbelievable how many people claiming to be psychic, called her up and told her about the unspeakable things the person who had her daughter was doing to her.  Some gave her graphic details about what had been done before she was murdered, stuff like that.  I cannot believe people do that, but they do. All of this only serves to hurt and discredit those of us who are truly trying to help. 

It bothered me not having an outlet to reach out without being put into one of those categories.  What was the point if no one would listen?  And then the idea for this blog came to me.  Once again, being naive, I thought it was unique.  The idea isn't unique as far as posting about missing kids, but the concept for having everyone share their visions, I believe, is.  And because of the energy and purpose of this blog and the people involved, it is being found by those who need us and are supposed to find us.

I know that for a fact after receiving dozens of emails from families and investigators, friends of families who are all working to find missing kids.  I know for a fact that this blog has been looked at by a major site for missing kids, even though they are not allowed to take "psychic" tips.  I also know for a fact that law enforcement has looked at the information posted here in at least one case and who knows how often it has happened that I don't know about.  And if we bring even one child home, then we have made a difference.

So, that all being said, my answer in this case was no, I have not contacted any agency about this case, yet.  I am weighing that decision at this point but I feel that it will not be taken seriously at this time.  I do not know if anyone who has posted comments here has contacted anyone.

What I do know is that Kyron's case has brought more people to the blog than any other case to date.  Besides the comments that have been posted, I have received several emails concerning Kyron, from both psychics and from people who are heartbroken about this little boy.  So I have to believe that it is also being read by someone who can evaluate all the information and take what they need.  That is what we are here for. 

Please continue to follow us, and please always feel free to post comments and questions.  And if you know of a child who is missing, send me the information and I will do what I can to help.  I cannot work on every case, sadly there are way too many.  But I can put up pictures and try to get the info out there.

Thanks for all of your support!

Namaste
Diana

Kyron Horman 06/10/10

06/10/10- I wanted to try to meditate on Kyron again this morning.  I felt the need to do a card reading which I will do.  But I feel he is here and he is trying to show me where he is.

He showed me this symbol that I feel is familiar but I can't place it.  It almost feels like it is in the road or on the road, painted on the road?? A sign?  I'm just not sure. (This afternoon a friend of mine said that the symbol is of a Dalrunor Rune representing the letter M - not sure how that would fit ??) Then a cross.. I see crosses a lot I think.  And I did see on a  map that there is a church across from the school and wonder if I'm just remembering that.  But then I see it again and I can see trees behind it, maybe a hill but a lot of trees. I tried to discount this but then a lot of crosses, all together like he is trying to get me to pay attention, reinforcing the cross.

3 cards - 6 of Swords Rx, Temperance and 7 of Wands.  Kyron- Where he is - What we need to know to find him 

I believe this reading indicates that there needs to be more listening and less argument about what happened or who is right. There may be turmoil within the investigation.

My initial thoughts:

6 of Swords Rx - he is trying to communicate his journey.

Temperance - He is already gone and in a better place.

7 of Wands - Quit fighting each other, the energies of this investigation are all over the place. Emotions are overheated and opinions are at odds.  Stop and focus if you want to find him.

Another thought I had about the 7 of Wands leads me back to the church.  Crowns on the men, the fire.. for whatever reason it made me think of the church.  I will have to think on that one and look at the background of the church.

** When I looked up a picture of the church (street view) I noticed a lot of telephone poles.  I wonder if that was what I was seeing rather than crosses?

Also, when I was looking for a picture of the church and a street view I came across a picture of something I caught a glimpse of the other day and it did catch my attention, as it did today.  The other day I saw the playground in a blurry view of the map but today a picture popped up and it also reminded me of the crosses.
(Click picture to see a larger view.)




I know this doesn't make much sense.  Obviously they would have searched the school and everything immediately around the school first.  But I think that all of this might mean to look at this with a different frame of mind and something might just click. 

Kyron Horman 06/09/10

Thanks everyone for your comments.  Keep posting, even if your feelings are different than mine.  Hopefully someone will see something that will be the clue to finding Kyron.

Meditation 06/09/10 - I was trying to focus on what Kyron did after he left his mom that morning.  I can see him. He was on his way to class and he got distracted.  I saw him push against a large door, like a fire or exit door. One that might have that bar thing that you push to go through.  Might have been yellow, not real sure on that.  Why would he do that?  Then I could see a ball, like a dodge ball or basketball.  Something about that size.  I just feel that something caught his eye or distracted him and he ventured off.  He may not have been able to get out of that room, perhaps the door locked behind him or it was too heavy. But I feel there is more to it than that.

Next I could see a room.  It feels small but that could be because it is cluttered or filled up.  Machines or equipment or something, with moving parts.  It feels like a utility room or something like that.  Then I could see him climbing up a ladder that was attached to something.  I don't know if it was really a ladder or simply represented him climbing.

I'm trying to focus on what he might be able to see from where he is.  I could see a man sitting in a chair.  That worried me at first.  The man had dark hair and dark sort of heavy yet sunken features.  But then I could see a room, more like a break room I think or waiting area.  But not fancy, more like in a basement or something. The chair he was sitting in appeared to be one of those molded plastic seats on metal legs.  I could see a small table with some papers on it and cups I think.  There were a couple of chairs and a large, white faced clock.

I have to say, a few times in the meditation my mind wandered in the direction of someone else being involved.  I'm not sure if it is something like a kid who knows more than they are saying, perhaps was part of the adventure.  Or someone who distracted him, maybe lured him.  But in the back of my thoughts I feel this was an accident more than a crime.

Kyron Horman

Kyron Horman, age 7, went missing from his school in Portland Oregon on June 4, 2010.

06/08/10 - When I first started to meditate, closed my eyes, I felt he may be in the school.  Sometimes I don't put too much weight on my very first impression but its worth mentioning. 

This kid has great energy.. I feel he may be gone but he keeps giving me the feeling he is alive.  I hear "Miss Alice". I can see a tunnel, its long and dark but with a glimmer of light coming through.  I don't feel "the tunnel" but an actual tunnel or dark space.  It feels like where he is.  I feel he is either still in the school or very close by.  I don't feel this will drag on. They will find him soon, if not today.  I heard a word but I can't make it out.  It has a wf sound like woof or wolf, warf??  I think it has something to do with his location.  I could see stairs, they felt concrete maybe, sturdy. And I think a railing, like an iron railing.  I can't tell if they are in the school but nearby where he is or the wf sound.  Whatever happened was an accident. I don't think someone took him, I think he wandered off.  He is insisting he is alive, he doesn't want to be in trouble. 

I wondered if they searched inside the school with dogs.  If not, they should.  Were there no cameras?  It seems with all the video these days, if he left the school it should have been caught on camera somewhere.  At the beginning when I tried to focus on what happened and I could see the mom, I wondered, but I don't feel she is involved in his disappearance.

5 Years Later - Joran Van der Sloot is in the news again

The news that Joran Van der Sloot is suspected of yet another murder is unthinkable. But this time perhaps he will have to answer for his crimes.  Five years to the day after Natalee Holloway went missing, Stephany Flores Ramirez was found dead in a hotel room in Peru, and Joran is the last person known to be seen with her.

Hearing that reminded me of something I ran across in my notes, weeks ago.  At the end of my journal notes dated 09/27/05 I wrote "I saw faces and sadness that I feel I have now lost – I saw a butterfly develop and grow wings and a distinctive #5.  Year 5??  5 what???"  When I read that I thought about the fact that so much news was coming up surrounding Natalee, like the formation that the scuba divers found.  I felt perhaps things were starting to stir and maybe some new information would come to light.  Now I wonder, was this it?

Joran was caught today.  My only hope now is that if there is more to be revealed in Natalee's case, it will be done in an attempt to save his own neck.  I know, at least in the USA, innocent until proven guilty. But he does look pretty guilty at this point and he doesn't have his father to pull strings this time. 

My prayers go out to Stephaney's family, and to the family of Natalee Holloway.

Mickey James Guidry

I immediately felt for him. I know he's a trouble maker,but he's got a big bright soul. I feel he did drugs. I see a lot of pills. I feel like the pill of choice was speed. He was not alone at first. Friends were with him, but they left him there. Mickey seemed like someone that they would always ditch when they didn't need him but most of the time they used him for whatever they could. I feel they told him they would get help and simply got carried away with other things. That's how unimportant he was. I see him walking away from the car. Seems like dusk out. He is cold. I keep getting hypothermia and confusion. I think he hit his head somewhere. Was he driving, I dont think so.
I want to work more on this. I will post more tomorrow.

One thing I would like to add, just came to me like a flash. He met up with a couple. The man had hair that reminds me of Burt Renolds in the 70s, he was in brown cargo type pants and dark sleeves, brown vest. The woman was blond. They seemed to be in their 50s. He held Mickey's arm in passing and asked him if he was ok. Mickey kind of mumbled replied and kept walking. I see they had concern. They watched him take a few steps away from them and then they left. I feel they will come forward with this. I dont think they realize the connection yet.