Haleigh Cummings

I kept looking at the boat dock where they have been searching on the St. Johns River and it reminds me of a sketch that I drew but couldn't figure out what it was.  The sketch was from February 2009 and I posted it here in May, this year.

The St. Johns River runs north.  I'm just wondering if there is any place down river that will match up with anything else? 

Alexandria Heckman

I have to admit, after doing a meditation on Alexandria yesterday I am now confused as to what I am actually getting and what it means. 

04/22/10 - I first got the cursive letter D.  I do not know why it was cursive but it feels important to mention that.  Then I got a fork?? I got that and other things with Amber that made me think about vendors.  I am beginning to feel I might be wrong about her.  I could see her for a moment alive, working for a vendor and it reminded me of the dream and the little tent looking things.  But then I heard "dead".  I saw a very cute guy sitting down at the end of a table or something, smiling at her. He reminded me of that tv actor Mark Valley.  I am confused in my feelings.  Perhaps she worked for this type of vendor at some time or maybe she is now.  I was seeing a kitchen, large where a lot of food is prepared for a lot of people, but not like a restaurant.  More like a home or smaller environment.  It made me think if she is somehow connected with John Gardner that might be how she crossed his path.

I asked for a sign to show me where she is and I started seeing that mountain with the cross again. But this time to the right I saw another mountain and/or mountains in the background.  But then on the left I began seeing an opening, almost like a cave but then it shifted and I began to see what looked like a little frame around the opening with  little roof or ledge and a small cross on top.  Then more off to the back/left I could see a little village and the mountain began to turn into more of a structure or tower, balcony??  Whatever it was it was made of old stone or very old brick.  I am trying to get it clear in my mind but I am having trouble with that.

A thought crosses my mind that if she is not one of Gardner's victims perhaps this is all meant to draw her out and get her to contact her parents. At this point I feel I am no help at all.

The bottom line is the things I see with her and feel about her connect her to Amber and Chelsea.  I can only say that I hope I am wrong, and whatever the case may be I hope she will be searched for and found.

John Gardner - Are there more victims?

On March 23, 2010 I did a reading for someone actively working on the Amber Dubois case. I wasn't reading about John Gardner, and I did say I couldn't confirm with 100% accuracy that he killed Amber, but I did say that I felt there were more victims of whoever did kill her.

I feel strongly that the case of Alexandria Heckman needs to be re-visited with new eyes.

Now, in the last few days (especially since I posted the comparison of cases) I have received several emails and comments about the fact that some of JAG's family has now come forward to say they also feel there are more victims of John Gardner. I have received emails from other individuals and psychics who are getting the same feelings. And today I got a google alert with an article stating the same. http://www.examiner.com/x-1168-Crime-Examiner~y2010m4d20-Chelsea-King-and-Amber-Dubois-may-not-have-been-John-Gardners-only-victims-says-family-video

I truly hope the powers that be will take a serious look at these cases, including the ones classified as runaways. Young women like Alexandria. They deserve justice. Maybe LE should make the same deal, tell us who and where and you get a pass on the death penalty, before we find them, pin them on you and make a date with chair (or needle, which I think is to good for these monsters).

One final note.. I feel that the eyes of these young women were a major attraction. Look at Amber and Chelsea and their sparkling blue eyes.. Alexandria has blue eyes. How many others? Might not be a deal breaker, but a definite lure.

Comparing Cases - How does all this work?

Sometimes people look at the information we post here and wonder "how is that supposed to help?"  I am going to take a few cases that I have worked on in the last year, that have also been resolved, and try to show how it works and how those reading the information can help.  I want to also mention that sometimes where I get in my own way is trying to decode or analyze what the information means.  I know that it is best to just post what I get and NOT try to explain it.

I will focus mostly on Amber Dubois and Chelsey King, but also add a few things about Aja Johnson.  My information about Amber was never fully published here but know that anything and everything I will post now has been received by Amber's family and the private investigator.  If it had to be proven that the information is genuine, it can be.

I want to note in the beginning that besides showing how psychic information can be used in the investigation, and  how it doesn't help, I feel strongly there there is at least one more girl, if not more, that are listed as runaways but might actually be victims of John Gardner.  The girl I am most drawn to is Alexandria Heckman (shown left and also posted here).  Besides trying to show a little about how psychic visions work and how its all puzzle pieces that need to be put together, I want to try to bring some attention to Alexandria.  No one really searched for her the way they did Amber or Chelsea because she is listed as a runaway.  My hope is now that they have connected Amber and Chelsea to John Gardner, they will look at some of the other cases of young women gone missing from the area.  They might be surprised. Its possible that some of the information I was receiving might make sense to someone who knows Alexandria or the area where she went misisng.

First, I will post everything I originally sent to the investigator on Amber Dubois.  Comments highlighted in red are thoughts I've added or information that has been proven.

Known Circumstances: Amber was last seen on February 13, 2009. She may still be in the local area. She was last seen wearing black clothing and a backpack

09/11/09 - I see a dragonfly or a butterfly but I'm thinking a dragonfly. (To me, a butterfly means transformation and a dragonfly is sort of otherworldly, indicating that she may be gone. To the family who may see this, I’m very sorry.  But remember, I can be wrong here.  Or, this could also symbolize something she liked or even a tattoo.. anything.) I hear the name Jack, or a Ja name like Jack or Jake. I see a burly looking man  - truck (Jack is the name of a man connected to an area around where Chelsey King was found.  Jack is also the name of one of the search dogs that led investigators to the reservation) When I asked where she was I saw her getting into a large truck, like a tractor trailer, white maybe. (John Gardner owned a White Chevy Silvarado pick up truck from 2006 until the time that Amber disappeared.)  But I'm not sure if she got in or was grabbed. I wanted to see what she was doing that morning before she left, I could see a dog I think and I heard Sparkey??? I think something like that. She had books and homework, I could see paperwork. (Perhaps associated with the purchase of the lamb.) At first I wondered if she was a runaway but no - she had things at home that she wanted, she was attached to. and she had books with her.. didn't feel right. I began feeling a boyfriend. I heard the name Luke.

I could see some sort of location it seemed like a large rock or mountains. Someone might want to climb people may picnic or hike in the area or below. A river runs through there or there is a large body of water.

She feels kind of like a tom-boy in the way she dresses and maybe acts. I’m trying to focus on that morning I see her heading out the front door. I hear Lakewood Ave. (I believe Lakewood was the name of the town where Amber was born.)  I put her on a bike to start her journey but that is only in my mind to get her moving. I don’t think there is a bike. I think I can see a backpack but it looks more like a knapsack. 

She has an I-pod and headphones. A man in a truck or maybe there are 2 men. The first one is burly and the second man more clean shaven, smaller. Someone grabs her and there is a struggle, One of them, I think the burly one, hits her in the face to subdue her. A long road, not a populated area.. they dump her in that area I’m seeing. I hear LaGrange? Makes me wonder about the high school.

I am removing some of the information I had here as it included names that appeared to be actual people in the area but were not in any way involved this. No point in stirring anything up.

I also found Lakewood Avenue that is near where someone reported seeing her a day after she disappeared and it’s also near a place that might fit the location I described.. Dixon Lake Recreation Area.  (This area is just an example of what I’m feeling.. Not necessarily this place but maybe something like it.  This is just what I found on a map nearby)

I also found a couple of businesses in the area of Lakewood Avenue named LaGrange.  (I’ve also found locations named LaGrange that might fit the description above.  I am so bad with maps and stuff like that so its most important to look at the drawings and go from there)

 

Just found the name of Amber’s best friend - Jade Fidel

09/18/09

I can see a bird.. the face of a man, fuller face, feels 40ish.  I still feel 2 men, the one older and the other much younger, earl 20's maybe even late teens. 

A V and a zig zag looking thing like a Z but can’t tell if it’s a name or symbol. 

I don’t know.. Then all of a sudden I feel  “Vendor” it was a very anxious feeling.. Could this have been a vendor at the school or close by? 

I want to see where she is, some sort of indicator and I ask, where? .. Highway 4.  I see a strange sort of line that feels like it indicates what the road looks like that will lead to where she is.  A landmark?

There may be a stone like structure or even a large stone or rock with a plaque on it showing the location.  Like at an entrance and the sign has been embedded into the stone at the entrance.

The vendor feels right, and perhaps the bird and maybe the zig zag are some sort of clue or logo or something??  This would also fit with the large truck.  She may not have worried about these men, or the man, because she had seen them before.. locals, delivery men, something like that.

As I look back at the line that I drew that I feel indicates a road, it takes me back to the first meditation and the sketch.  I thought the way the mountain or rock was shaped was part of the actual formation. It could be that, the shape of the rock or mountain, but it also looks a lot like the road so this may indicate the road going around the mountain.  Either/or.. need to look at it both ways.

About the truck – we all see some sort of truck, but the description varies.. Large and white.. common thread but as I type this, I remember seeing the grill of a truck when I meditated this morning.. rounded front with a real shiny grill. Felt large and fancy.  I am bad on vehicles too…  the trucks described here could be what was used in the abduction, it could indicate what their job is or  what they actually drive.

 

The following is an email I sent to the investigator working on Amber's case:

From: diana@nativebearspirit.com < diana@nativebearspirit.com >
Subject: Question
To: XXXXXXX
Date: Sunday, September 20, 2009, 6:07 PM

What do you think about Lake Hodges ?? The shape seems interesting to me and similar to the sketch I drew I think... but its hard to tell from an internet map.

Have you heard back from the Detective? You never told me what part you were checking on..

Namaste
Diana


Lake Hodges is where they found Chelsea King.


09/24/09  This meditation was about the white truck that the investigator sent us a picture of… An arrow.. I’m starting to think the truck or at least this one does not have anything to do with Amber’s disappearance.  (that one didn't as far as I know) As I write that I felt except that perhaps they saw or know or even taped something but don’t realize it.  I got a feeling of simply a way to validate a connection with the investigator.  I don’t know what the arrow means, I wonder if he knows what color the interior is?? White truck, 78910.. Ralph Mc something, like McPharland, older man.  A big tree like an oak tree.  Kids or grandkids.

Would any of this information have helped "find" Amber?  I don't know.  However, if anyone was taking it seriously then if they had found a suspect (Gardner) at that time it might have helped confirm the identification.  They may have been able to cross check white pick-ups or trucks with registered sex offenders and made the connection.  I think the area I described fits with the reservation, and also a connection with the area where they found Chelsea King.  Maybe if they had connected the search dogs to the description they might have looked a little closer at the time.  A lot of maybes and hindsight?

Chelsea King

Chelsea King went missing from Poway, CA on February 25, 2010 after going for a run. I saw her photo and immediately knew she was not a runaway, but in some immediate danger. I am not going to re-post everything on Chelsea's info is already posted here.  If you want to check out the specifics just click on her name at the right.  What I will do is summarize only the things that ended up matching up.

02/28/10 - I could see a red car, it seemed like a smaller model. Then I heard Toyota. (I think there was a red vehicle spotted in the area but I can't remember for sure.)

Survelliance cameras.. are there cameras around the park that may have picked up that red car? Someone has noticed him in the area. (There was another incident where he attacked another woman just a few months prior.)

When I first picked up her picture this morning, I all of a sudden felt very cold. I wanted to see exactly where she is. I'm facing the park where she was running and I get the feeling that they turned to my left. I could see a mountain road and it seemed as if as they need to find that mountain. It is a steep rocky place and the road goes around. I hear canyon over and over. But the most distinguishing part of this mountain road is a cross either painted on or carved into the hill side. It could be a standing cross but it felt "on" the hill. (Accurate description of the area where she was found.)

I saw the 6th. (Chelsea was found on the 6th day of her disappearance.) 

Another lady sent me this.. 

Here is the article.. http://www.sdrp.org/resources/dieguito/dieguito-number4.htm Read the article.. when I did the name Jack popped out... Looking back at Amber, I saw a man named Jack..

The following is a picture and an email that was sent to me after Chelsea was found...

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Diana,

For closure, and since I couldn't sleep, I found one last photo from Google Maps of the area where Chelsea was found at Lake Hodges.  It's point-of-view is from the mountainous area across the lake, looking over the rural portion of the park where the running paths would be.  The mountain in the background has the cross. 

I thought it was a unique view, validating the visions and keywords that were received.  I posted a comment on your blog.  I truly hope everyone stays encouraged in their gift(s), despite the loss of Chelsea.  I have a tinge of similiar gifting, but it's not refined, so to speak.

Thank you, again.

In Chelsea's case, seeing through her eyes, I accurately described the area where she was found and what she could see.  Once again I don't know if it would have helped except to keep searchers in that area.  The problem would have been that I'm sure the mountain and that cross can probably be seen from a lot of areas making the identification of  the specific location a wider search area.

Aja Johnson

Again, I have all of my information posted about Aja.  I will only repeat here that something that I was writing pointed at least 2 people to Thunderbird Lake, both of which commented, once the very day before they found the car,  and both contacted the police.  Had the police followed up on those tips they WOULD have found Aja weeks earlier.

I hope that some of this information helps to explain how Psychic Information can be used in helping to find missing children.  The thing is, like with Aja's case, it takes someone who knows the victim and/or the area to put the pieces together.  That is what this blog is all about.  I hope that those of you reading this will continue to follow these children, post anything that you feel may help or explain the visions being posted and get involved in helping to find these kids and bring them home. 

Natalee Holloway - Meditations and Dreams through 2005

I mentioned in my first post about Natalee that I would go back and find more information and dates regarding my meditations.  Then I got slammed for not having stepped up 5 years ago.  I did, I tried repeatedly to contact someone.  That is when I learned that the authorities do not put much weight on "psychics".  And I quickly realized why..  I now realize that on a case like this they get literally hundreds, if not thousands of tips from psychics.  I also realize that there are some who don't seem to care who they hurt. 

That is sort of how this blog came about last year.  Its a place for me to place my thoughts, visions and dreams about missing children that is non-obtrusive.  Sometimes I make a contact if I feel there may be someone open to the information.  I have been found by families and law enforcement.  No one has to admit they are looking.. and if it helps then I'm doing my part.  I also invite others to share their information.  Its all about helping these children and their families.

That being said, and with the negative comment in mind, I am posting the journal entries I have found so far.  However, I have 5 years of journals to go through if I want to find everything that has come up since.

I do want to state for the record though, that my feelings about this case have evolved over the years.  I feel strongly that Natalee was taken.  I feel she was picked.  I feel that both Joran Van Der Slooth and his father were involved.  I feel they had been involved in the kidnapping/trafficking of young girls before Natalee. The Holloway's may not have found their daughter but I feel they may have saved others by their efforts and by putting the spot light on them.

In my original post I said that I was surprised about my visions about Natalee and wondered about why she was covered so heavily by the news vs. someone who hadn't created their circumstances, I didn't mean Natalee brought it on or even deserved what happened to her.  I guess I was thinking that it is naive to let these young people go to foreign countries and put themselves in dangerous situations, knowingly or not, and then be surprised when something bad happens. And I was thinking that a young child gets snatched off the street and gets NO coverage at all.. especially if they are boys. Why is that?  I meant no disrespect.

Anyway.. here is what I have found so far that I feel may be associated with Natalee....

06/13/05 -  I mentioned to Forrest last week that I had a feeling about that girl in Aruba.  I think there is no crime scene because she was not killed.   Perhaps kidnapped and being held for sexual purposes, either there or having been part of a ring.  That could also explain why no one will talk, but will admit being with her.  I just think she is still alive at this point.

06/19/05 – Yesterday I was looking at my mail and I pulled up a story about that girl in Aruba.  I feel as though she is still alive but those who have her are getting worried about the coverage. Those 3 boys were probably part of this but as pawns really.  She has been taken for a reason.  They were in it for the thrill or maybe just money but most likely both. They know there is no body to be found and fear the people who have her.  They feel their best chance of getting out of this is to just stay quiet and hope the law can’t prove anything.

06/23/05 – Today I was meditating and thinking about the Holloway girl in Aruba.  I saw a river like body of water, not too crooked, running between what I want to say are hilly islands.  I don’t know if it was an island or 2 hillsides but there is a house up on the hill and I think that is where she is.  I saw the name Donald.

06/29/05 – Meditation.. fish or dolphins, triangle, Bermuda?  Sailing, ear, Trista, it was sailing.. Martin, maybe St. Martin?  Islands.

06/30/09 – Today I was thinking about the Holloway girl again.  I see a river – what is a peninsula? High mountains on my left, perhaps opening out into the ocean, Bermuda.

07/01/05 – Clock, hands going between 9 and 10 o’clock.  Or more like from 10 back to 9.  The #9.  Man in a robe with a hobo stick,  Aruba.  Maybe 2 women.  Vicious teeth, dog, bondage.  Man or older boy climbing over bed, out of, branch.  That Van Der Sloot boy and a contact of some kind.

07/02/05 – Meditation.. butterfly, bird, rug.  A bird with a white head, sorta like a seagull but pointy beak.  A woman with a do.. puffy  hair, dressed in white shirt, slim straight knee length skirt.  50ish or maybe 60ish. 

Yesterday the clock brought me to the time zones.. back and forth instead of around the clock.  I looked it up and Aruba is exactly one hour behind Bermuda.  Thinking about this and trying to find pictures.  The name briarcliff – a college or school in NY is what I found.  Also a software company in NY I believe.  The pictures of Bermuda more closely resemble my vision of the hilly area where I can see the white house.

My visions of the man with the robe and the hobo stick could represent, at least to me, a cross between the Fool and the Hermit which takes me back to the rocky hills.  Ready to take a leap off a cliff.  The Hermit has a star trapped in his lantern, the girl?

07/03/05 – Meditation.. her being rolled up in something like fabric or packing material, cat.  Being guarded by dogs.  Blue and grey.  Briarcliff again.  Pink (last) Stables or long row of warehouses but it feels like stables?? The rolling up feels like it was at the start.  I still sense her being alive.

I was asking for signs yesterday that I should let someone know about this and I ended up seeing a house, high on a hill.  It resembled the picture of the way the house is situated in my dream.  Also, on the way back, a little hole in the wall place called Cliff Rock Inn, lounge, something like that.  That and my reading tells me its time to make a decision on whether to take action on this or not.  Its time to take a chance.

I did a reading and I asked for guidance. The Chariot Rx, 10 of Cups Rx, the 7 of Cups popped out while I was shuffling.   I thought if the Fool or the Hermit showed up then I would know for sure.  At that moment the Hermit popped out and as I continued the Knight of Wands fell out..

Take some action.  The 7 of Cups – make a decision to take some action of this matter.  I think the Chariot Rx and the 10 of Cups Rx represents that I need to give in to my visions and the will of God and my guides and tell them what I know.  The 10 of Cups Rx represents the family in turmoil.

07/04/05 – Rose, flute? Spade and that bird again.  A triangle, the triangle is going through the bird or is the bird going through the triangle? Could the bird be a boat and the triangle be going to Bermuda? Find out the name of that bird…

I sent an email yesterday.  Who knows if anyone will take this seriously…

My cards today are the Magician Rx, the Knight of Cups and right after the 4 of Pentacles popped out and then the 8 of Wands.  First I think this reading is about the person who took Natalee because she was on my mind.  Power and money abused.. He wanted her and he felt entitled to take her.  He is keeping her for himself.  The 8 of Wands shows a boat going furiously across the water, the front of the boat is a bird with a pointed beak and there are dolphins jumping out of the water.  There are sail and what looks like an eye painted on the front of the boat.  This was part of my vision.. I need to find out what that symbol is.  Sun symbol on the sails and 8 lighted wands.

I decided to do a full reading on Natalee and the situation.  Basically it said that I’ve done the right thing.  The reading indicates that my feelings have some factual information.  The outcome will be that someone will take notice of some of the information and it will make sense.  It will help.  If that happens she will be found.

07/05/05 – The world in the palm of my hand.  A clock, either 3 o’clock or 4’oclock, midday I think. 9^th, Kitchen window, flowers and curtains.  A man, medium brown hair, medium build, shoulder length hair, almost. A white sandy beach.  A strong picture of a gull or white headed bird.  My guides are showing me an image of a bird’s eye view and an eagle in flight.

07/07/05 – Meditation.. branches outside of a window.  A canon or maybe a gun?? Egypt and antiques.  War or battle.  The birds again, a lot of birds.  I am still seeing sea birds.  A picture. She is alive.  The picture is to the side.  I can’t really see it, perhaps turned a little.  It may be a sunset and a rocky beach.  Perhaps there is a collector involved.  I was looking for a sign to show me I was going in the right direction.

07/16/05 – A raven opening a small door, like on a letter box.  A bird flying, then it had a long neck like a pelican, flamingo or stork.  A man in a suit clinching his upturned fists.  Is Natalee alive? Yes.

Last night I had a dream about cages of hamsters.  I dreamed that I had forgotten about them.  I don’t think any of them were dead but were very close to it.  I used to have dreams like this a lot.  I wonder if it means forgetting to tend to major details, serious issues.  Dying from neglect.. I found them just in time.  Some things cannot be forgotten or neglected without serious consequences.

07/19/05 – Crescent moon, she will be found on a crescent moon.  Still alive I think?? A little man running atop buffalos.  An Indian?  It seemed like an old drawing on a cave wall.  A monkey and a fox walking down a rocky hill, row houses.  Natalee.

07/20/05 – Immediately I see a bridge covering? I’m not sure.  Its seems like a smaller parcel.  The world, a map turning around and stopping, going clockwise like she did move or someone traveled, continents.  Cruz? Santa Cruz, Mexico?? And a D.  A man with a pointed nose and dark hair.  Maybe some bit of facial hair. 

A handle or tool from a socket wrench set?? 2 tools.

 I found a picture of a gorge similar in nature to the rocky hills and water.

07/21/05 – A beach, a boat, small.. A place in the water where a big rock is standing up out of the water.   A duck.

07/25/05 – Water, trees.. like the Amazon.  Maybe a Florida swamp?  Boat or canoe, empty.  May have a secret compartment or something, someone in it.  The 25^th.

08/03/05 – Camera, carrot nose, sunglasses, like a snow man.. Bird, but changing… eagle, vulture, duck or something with a hat and glasses.  Actually I think that was first after snowman.  Hawk, then hawk catches rabbit and the rabbit is scared.

08/05/05 – I wanted to know about Natalee and I keep seeing the same place.  Rocky hills, water, a house.  Also a sword and a surf board??

08/10/05 – Natalee popped into my head during my prayers.  Then in my meditation I saw her smiling and talking.  A wall appeared and then turned textured. Maybe like a cave or something, I don’t know.  There was a girl with something around her head, like a dew rag and then a cap, maybe a red cap.  And now a girl with a braid wearing that cap.  She appeared alive, talking and then the thought of castles again.  There was a place, seemed swimming pool, blue, open walkway and deep entrances.  Children coming out to talk to her.  Maybe desert, I don’t know.. a sandy beach.

08/16/05 – A bridge over water in the woods,  the woods over water…  Kinda like the woods I saw yesterday only it seems like fall, damp and dreary.  Then Natalee again.  A small bear and another smaller animal, bug or fish.  The bear was trying to catch it and he did, and he ate it.  A skunk walked by, then water falls.  An island.  Looking down on it from a birds eye view, sorta long like pictures of Aruba.  Is she now dead?  I don’t know..

08/30/05 – Not much, distracted.  Natalee came to mind in a loud “she is stll alive”.  I don’t know.

09/07/05 – Meditation – a dark sky, looking up through the trees.  Then a bird or plane?? I didn’t want to see crashes.  I asked about Natalee.  I saw a skillet of food, like a mix of something and it feels like she may still be alive.

09/09/05 – Meditation only brought thoughts of Natalie again.  I dreamed last night that I was still telling people that she is alive.. I still see that.

09/27/05 – Meditation brought a lot of vivid  pictures but most I don’t know .  A flash like looking though a port hole, a room like an attic with lots of stuff.  Someone was in there, trapped I think.  Thoughts of Natalee again, she may still be alive.  I had dreams about Trista and Zach and the baby.  I was carrying the baby because she couldn’t but came to regret it.  When I realized it was not Zach’s, which also meant the baby was not my grandchild.  Back to it.. I saw faces and sadness that I feel I have now lost – I saw a butterfly develop and grow wings and a distinctive #5.  Year 5??  5 what???

10/06/05 – Meditation today brought vivid pictures.  Starts as a glimpse of a partial face in what appears to be an oval or round mirror.  Door, a dark hall.  There is a dark figure standing.  A man I think because of the size and then the mirror again. Or maybe it becomes a window but the figure is in and out of it.  maybe 2 crabs floating out of my vision then I can see the figure standing on a porch or balcony looking out over it.  There are a lot of trees.  That is what I can see in the background, trees and I or he seems to be high up.  Then the #67 and finally an airplane.  Always I see planes??? Are these  planes symbols of something? I was thinking about Natalee this morning and I try to keep in mind that it usually brings visions but I never really know if it is related.

10/19/05 – Meditation seemed more vivid today, starting with an image that seemed to indicate evil.  A scary goat like horned figure and a hand up against glass or the air, but like HELP.  Palm out, fingers up.  A castle or estate with a large building.  At first it seemed like the Washington Monument but then it turned around the scene and it showed the house on the cliff again, looking out over the ocean.  A surf board sticking up and then it turned into a dolphin shape.  The monument then turned to a tower looking object, or perhaps a light house.  Am I looking at Natalee again?

12/16/05 – Meditation was good I think.  I sat down by the pond and a young buck came to drink beside me.  I saw, heard or sensed  a frog and the thought that a frog knows.  I saw a car flash by like a VW bug but not?? I don’t know but it was blue.  I saw the letters P and O.  I thought post.  An embryo, Ann Marie.  A man’s khaki slacks and brown shoes then dark, maybe blue pants and more like boots, perhaps lighter shoes.  A square shaped light and I think something round and bright in the middle.  Like a flash??

12/19/05 – Meditation.. I saw my bear walking along side of me to the pond.  And I saw an elephant.  As I sat there I saw some waves in the air and it reminded me of radio waves.  I would hear some news on the radio.  There was a small, heart shaped pendant with some designs in it and I think it was hanging on a key chain or hanging like that silver, and a bath tub.  Some dolls falling.

12/20/05 –Meditation.. I immediately saw a pink heart, love.  As I was meditating I first saw the gorge I used to see around Natalee Holloway and I heard “yes it is” when I wondered about her.  I saw a speed boat and I also heard that she is not safe anymore.  I heard a little girl crying for her mommy.  I saw plainly the #6.

Kayleah Wilson

I started with her walking to the mall. I feel she went to get a gift for her party. Thats what brought her there. On her walk, she saw a group of girls that went to her school. they bully her a lot, and tease her. Mainly because one girl is jealous of Kayleah. Something to do with the boyfriend. She walked by a different root to get to the mall entrance to avoid them. I think the man who took her watched her, he saw her in the parking lot area, he saw the effort to avoid the girls. I feel he followed her through the mall. He followed her out, and that's when he made his move. he's an older man, in his 50s. White hair. Either an Army or Navy tattoo on his arm. Tan minivan, or truck, older model. I keep thinking Irish Spring.?? He had her for sexual purposes. He likes to touch himself more than the sex act itself. (sorry for being blunt) She was really scared. I see an altercation, a struggle, she tried to get away. She really did try hard. She hurt him. His eye and his nose. His knuckles are scraped from rocks. He dragged her through fields . There's a trail that runs through. He scrapped his hands dragging her. He has a good grip on her hair. He was so angry, he's taking that anger out on her. Her struggle to get away was his trigger. I see a broken friendship bracelet. One of the beads fell in the van. She's in water. Its a lake in the fields. It's not to far from the mall.

Kayleah Wilson

Kayleah Wilson, age 12, went missing from Greeley, CO on March 28, 2010.

04/08/10 – Kayleah Wilson, I felt from the beginning that this girl is dead. I also feel there is a connection to the meditation I had on 02/11/10 “At some point I saw a child in the trash lying by a dumpster in an alley or something. He/she had been put in a box and the box was now open but this felt older than a baby. I feel maybe male but all I could really make out were his legs, jeans and sneakers, red I think.” It was a meditation about Gabriel but I knew this didn’t fit because I felt older and the red shoes made female stick in my head.“

I can see an alley, it reminds me of a little alley down between the buildings of the Upshur Co. court house..small, very business but it leads to a road that is still small seems so similar or familiar. It’s small but very busy. I guess the alley I’m seeing is kind of in between the two, but appears dark.. or I’m seeing in the dark.


I’m trying to get a feeing about Kayleah. I see an airplane or maybe a rocket, which seemed strange for a girl. The rocket almost felt like a model. I get that she likes space and maybe even wants to be an astronaut someday. She also likes science. A bit of a tomboy.

She shows me the alley again. I see the initials or letters M C. I wanted to see what she could see now and I hear the name Jerry. I can see a big with house that almost seems like it might now be a historical location or turned into something like a library??? It seems to be an old mansion style house. In front of the house, if I’m looking straight at it, I can see a tree stump to the left. There may be an iron fence, one of those old style black ones with the pointy things.. Then I see a smaller house or building right near the big house, probably on the same property. Then she is showing me horses, maybe even near the house, I’m not sure. It almost doesn’t feel like where she is, but a place she likes. I can’t be certain but I feel more of what happened being associated with that alley.  I think the horse thing is that she loves horses.

Then I see a bracelet. It is a little beaded bracelet that seems to be red and green or maybe pink/dark pink and green?? Little pearly beads, alternating in size and some silver spacers. It seemed shiny.

Just before I put her picture down I felt “she loves her dad”. I feel a younger male, maybe a brother? I keep feeling something about the 20th. Perhaps she will be found around the 20th?

Something I just thought about.. I have seen a couple of reports about this little girl on the news, but nothing about the parents or family.. makes me curious.

Lindsey Baum (by Kimberley)

July 7, 2009 I see woods, a lot of trees. Parts of the ground are. Impression of recent heavy rains. Big puddles. I look up to the sky, between the trees I could see the sun. It seems like dusk. I see someone walking, blue jeans(faded) brown running or hiking shoes. (weird for July) I hear the words "RAM or VAN." I then see a Ram pick up truck, older model. I feel there's also a van. I hear "TENNESSEE ST., GONE FAR, WHITE HOUSE. Research: Tennessee st. in Colfax Wa. 348 miles from Mcleary Wa.

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July 18, 2009 Im very confused about Lindsey, I tried to get more impressions. This time I see a group of older teens, both male and female. I feel she knows some of them. They are in a field in the area. Its an area where teens go to hang out and party and drink. There's an old shed (maybe a hunting shed) I see either old green paint or tarp on one side of the shed. I see 2 vehicles. One is an old baby blue van, and the other is a midnight blue or black pick up truck. There seems to be a metal frame on the back of the pick up (may have once had a cabin). The person walking with Lindsey is in blue jeans. Feels female. I feel she led Lindsey there, with no intension of harming her. I hear "lets stop there" .

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July 21, 2009 I was trying to focus on the girl I feel was walking with Lindsey. I was trying to concentrate on her energy to see if one of the teens would stand out. I sense the reason was for a ride home. One boy stands out- There is almost like a glow around him. He hops off the back of the pick up and seems to be really impressed from the smile that beams across his face. There are 3 boys on the pick up truck in total. I see him as blond, medium length shaggy hair, average hight, and athletic build. Blue jeans, and a black t-shirt with a white emblem in the center. It seems like an electricians symbol, but its fuzzy. I feel like the people around him would never suspect for him to harm anyone. The female has no involvement. Sensing a bike was the reason for the lift home.

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Aug 10, 2009 There's someone Im sensing directly involved with the family that knows something of Lindsey's where abouts. or is suspicious of something but is not speaking. Does not want to betray or accuse in case they are wrong. She CO-ALLS. I also see bubble gum and lolipops. ??????

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Aug 10, 2009 I hear "SONS, SONS, SONS" (Once again three boys come up.) I see aboy, quiet in his room. He is blond. He is hiding something in his hand. Corner window under desk or next to desk. Paper, little black or brown box.... Careful not to let anyone know. Its a bracelet or necklace. Shinny. I hear "cant let xxxanda know or xxxantha. (cant make out the first letters)

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Aug 10, 2009 I see her in a pink long sleeved shirt. Her arm on her hip, just like the famous picture of her all over the web. The shape of her arm seems significant. Arm on her hip points left. I keep seeing the triangle shape of her arm. I know see Melissa Baum, standing in front of a home. Very still. She's wearing a burgandy top and pants. she has no expression. I see Lindsey standing on the side of the house. She leads me to the back. There is an old rusted tricycle with broken back tires. Alot of clutter and scrap in the yard. Lindsey points down, there is a metal frame and steps that run below ground that leads to a basement. The matal frame almost acts like a fence. The ouside light is on. I hear "mom can't hear me" She screams for her mom. I feels she is soo close. Has Melissa been ther and does not know???? I ask her for the street and I taste Maple. I see Melissa again, she'll find something soon. She looks shocked, surprised, I sense realization. I smell old books or news papers. Lots of paper stacked high. There's an old dog cage. I keep seeing 7, #7 really stands out. I keep getting flashes of the # 7.

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Aug. 13, 2009 I just had a dream about Lindsey. I grabbed Lindsey by the arm and demanded she tell me where she is. I heard, " under the floor, when people come thats where I go. Under the floor. No-one can hear me. " See a red and white checker board.

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Sept 29,2009 I see a pathway through the fields. It feels very damp and foggy. I feel very tired, groggy. At the end of the pathway, There's an open area. Seems like water. I'm walking along the bank. I still see a shed. There's a fire. Is there a hunting ground in Mcleary?

Oct 2, 2009

I had a dream last night that Lindsey gave me a key. It looked like a house key. It was on a purple plastic keychain(it looked like a spiral plastic attached to a clasp, like one you would find on a dog leash) There were numbers on the key put on with some kind of label maker. Black label with white numbers. 6xx.an seem to remember the last two numbers.